| May 2, 2002- Bah, I'm dumb for what i wrote last time. Well, at least the stuff about Tracy. Things are better with her, although i think i may have pissed her off earlier this afternoon. I hope not, but I don't think I did anything wrong...I was just being stubborn. Well, I prefer to say "strong willed" over stubborn, but she'd probably say stubborn. Either way, I'm sorry if I upset her and I hope she's not mad or anything. I was just trying to get her to open up a little. Well, all of my testing is done. Thank God. Today was the worst out of all of them, my bone marrow biopsy. It feels like getting a tooth drilled without any pain meds except in your hip instead of your mouth. And afterwards it feels like you fell down the stairs and landed on your ass really hard. I'll probably be sitting on pillows for a few days. I don't know when I'll find out about the test results. I'll probably get some stuff back on monday, but I know the bone marrow takes a while to process, or whatever they do to it, so I may not know about that for a while. And when you think about it that's the only one that really matters, the other test are basically just looking for tumors. And since I didn't have any before the chemo, it would probably be really bad if I developed some while on the chemo. Speaking of chemo, tomorrow is my fourth treatment. Hopefully all will go well and I won't get sick or anything. All I know is that no matter what I'm going to see Spider-Man tomorrow, even if I feel sick. I'll just have to be sure to take a pillow to the movies for my sore bottom. |