| April 4, 2002- Well, after waking up this morning at six and driving my tired behind to the hospital to get my weekly blood tests done. Then when I woke back up again at home for the second time a few hours later I called my doctor to see how my tests came back. If my counts were to low then I wouldn't be able to hang out with my friends today so I was very happy when he told me everything was normal. Well, at least what my normal is now. It's really nothing compared to what I used to call normal. The weakness has really begun to set in, and the other day the tips of my fingers started going numb. Someone told me I looked really good when they saw me today, I said I must be a good actor. The two days of yardwork I did really took it's toll and I don't know how I was able to get through the day without falling asleep. I think the fact that I was around good company really played a big factor into that. Today was the first time that I got to see Tracy in person since we got together. I would love to say that things weren't different, but for some reason she seemed distant. Like her thoughts were on something else. I was really hoping she'd be a lot happier to see me. Maybe it wasn't her though, it could have very well been me. Or maybe it's just that finals are coming up, or that she's been working for like five days straight and she was worn out. Maybe it was the fact that I wasn't sure how to act. I mean, I know what I wanted but how was I to know what she wanted. But all that doesn't matter. I still had a great time, and it made me happy just to see her again. I already can't wait until the next time I see her, and I sure hope it isn't as long as it was between today and the last time I saw her. It's funny how much some of the little things mean. Seeing her smile today, the few times that she did, really made my trip worth the while. Well, that and the fact that we signed our lease today for our apartment. All in all it was a good day. Tomorrow I have to go to the comunity college to register for my classes, I tried to do that today on my way into Pittsburgh but they gave me the run around and I didn't have the time to amuse them so I made an appointment tomorrow to see one of the advisors. Honestly, what's so difficult about enrolling in a class that it takes this long when I already have all the forms in order. It's just so frustrating. Oh well, I have to go out that way tomorrow anyhow to buy the concert tickets for me and Tracy. We're planning on seeing the Green Day/Blink 182 concert down in Virginia Beach when we go down in May. That should be a lot of fun, I'm looking forward to it. |