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Chapter 4 ~ Queen Mya
She looked up and around the magnificient room. She didn't get love
but she sure did get luxury. Her bottom part of the body still hurted from giving birth
yesterday. Again it was a stillborn, she sobbed silently, after five years she gave him
nothing he ever wanted, only three stillborn children.
"Milly, please get me something to eat, I'm terribly hungry.
" The tired figure on the magnificient bed commanded feebly. "Yes, my Lady"
replied the maid. A few mintues later the maid retured back to the room with some hot
steaming soup, her Lady's favorite.
"My Lady, the King Van did come and ask how you were doing this
afternoon." This news from the maid seemed to immediantly get the Lady 's attention.
"Oh, did he?" the Lady asked with some surprise in her voice. She never did
expect such little care from her husband. To her she was just his tool, his unloved pet,
his breeder. Everyone knew that.
After the simple meal the Lady asked her servants to leave her. Alone
in the room she looked around, it was beautiful, Fanalia. Yet it was a place where she was
treated with no real respect, everyone knew she was an unloved pet. At least she got
everything she wanted here. Back in her homeland she got nothing expect scorn from all
too.
She walked over to a beautiful oak desk and opened a small drawer. From
it she took out a little writing book. It was her savor, her only true friend. Looking at
the book made memories flash through her head, memories of saddness and happiness. She
opened the first page.....
10/12/8 ~ Miano Palace
My dear friend, I just received you from my dear dear mother. She told
me to be a good girl and make you a good friend. She also said that I should write
whatever I want in you and I'll do just that for I have many secrets that are deadly to
know. Father has a affair. I dare not tell mother for I may get into big big trouble. Yet
I think she knows herself. Father has been acting all weird lately and I've really missed
going out with his hunting parties. Just the other day I was walking happily in the royal
garden. I heard some giggling...it sounded like Elen, one of mother's lady-in-waitings.
She is young and beautiful...maybe a little too beautiful, I never liked her, she always
had this fakeness in her looks and always wore dresses that showed her chest and a little
of her bossom, a bitch I'd say. Anyway to get back to what I was saying, I followed the
giggling and as I got closer I realized it WAS Elen, but she was with someone too! I
looked closer to my horror she was in my father's arms!!! Elen was sitting on my father's
lap, and father was kissing her...her neck and making his way down to her chest!!!!!!! O
my goodness! I slipped quietly away, I raced to my room and sobbed
Princess Mya Castilla Mianocus
The Lady was now sobbing silently. She remembered the day clearly
like it was yesterday...that image will always haunt her. She skipped quite some pages
before stopping to read another entry, it was tear stained.
12/23/9 ~ Kansto Villa
Mother...my beloved mother....passed away! I cannot believe it!
Since the day I found out that father has an affair I knew a day like this will come
sooner or later. I have nothing now. After mother was buried father immediantly sent me to
this little place! He only allowed 10 maids to accompany me! He also took away all of my
imperial jewels and dresses, leaving me with only my mother's pendent, that was all left
of her. Father took no time to marry the bitch Elen. She now sleeps in my mother's room,
uses her things too! I cannot imagine my mother's thing's being dirtied by her sluttly
hands! I am sure mother died of poisoning!!! I will avenge her death! (if i ever can....)
Princess Mya Castilla Mianocus
More horrible memories were in those pages and she couldn't stand
it anymore. She placed the book back into her desk. All she then was sit there. She sat
there and cried. She cried for her dead children, for being unloved, and even more being
friendless. Again she looked around the room, decorated with everything she ever wanted as
a child....she wanted revenge....and she'll get it.....it's time to take action....the
problem was...'how'?
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