I didnt start really worrying about it until I was 10. thats when I developed my first stretch marks.....all on my lower abdomen. I freaked out. Anyways ever since then I would go up about a size and a half every year, with only myself to blame, I just sit around the house all day feeling sorry for myself and eating junk (Doritos :P).
I dont know how many times I've said I was going to lose wait. I always start with a plan but because of lack of motivation I always fail.
It has gotten to the point where I am a borderline diabetic, and because of much harsh treatment over the years I have developed a general anxiety disorder, other things have happened in my life to contribute to this but now im just sick of myself, i look in the mirror and wanna cry, this is why I created this site. To see if you and others like yourself can help motivate me to reach my goals. I have a short amount of time and do not care about healthy ways of losing weight, I just want a life now. So again thanx much and PLEEZE sign my guestbook and contribute any help or ANYTHING you have to offer, wether it be a phrase or a homepage. Thank You -Bee