It's not going to work.
You and I...
We're different,
I thought even you'd see that.
It pains me just to think,
I broke someone else's heart.
I add another to the list,
And another tally mark
�Who am I suppose to be with?
What did I do to get here?
Where do I go now?
When will this be normal?
Why did I fuck up again?
Which direction do I go in?�
Stop it, just leave me alone!
Everything is spinning�
Damn it, not again.
Another day goes by,
And I loose another friend.
What the fuck am I doing here?
Why do I lie?
I�m only fooling myself�
And then I break down and cry.
I want the world to feel sorry for me�
And there is no way they will.
I make people feel sick,
And I make myself ill.
I am going to ask one more time,
Why is it that I am here?
I am nothing but a bitch,
That no one should go near.
Trust me,
If I could kill myself,
I would�
But I don�t have the balls.
I am just a pussy,
Taking up needed space,
And using needed money,
That could go towards something else.
Something that is useful.