Dreaming of a perfect love
It's all I want
So why is it so hard to find?
I've lain here all night
Waiting for the sunlight
Why am I so unhappy inside?
Part of me died long ago
I just know
One day I'll have everything I dream of
For now I'll live in my head
I'm only really alive there
I'm floating above all of you
Watching you
Witnessing your pain and sins
My life is passing me by
I don't care what happens
The tears that stain the paper as I write this
Remind me of my unhappiness
I just don't feel alive
I don't want to be alone
I've not been the same since you left
Sometimes I'm fine
Then it hits me and I cry
And now as I lay down to sleep
I wish someone was close
Why won't someone just tell me it's ok?
I can't exsist only in my fantasies.
Looking down at your rotten little souls
As you live your corrupted lives
Oh I know I'm no better
Just now I'm seeing it in perspective
You crawl like Ants beneath my feet
I can feel you running from what you fear
Getting what you want without thought for the consequences
Why do we ruin the beautiful thing we were given
Life
Which we only get once
So why do we ruin it?