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Tara rolled over to drape her arm over Katherine but grabbed nothing but air, Tara sighed and rolled on to her back. She was getting increasingly fed up of waking up alone, having nothing but a few precious hours with Katherine each night, a few hours where she would leave Andrew sleeping and make her way down to Tara's hut, often wearing only her nightgown with nothing beneath as Tara would quickly find as she pulled her on to the bed. It had become almost a ritual each night with Tara falling asleep ecstatically happy and waking up to feel empty and alone, knowing Katherine would of gathered her clothes, kissed Tara gently then left as quietly as a mouse back to the bed of her fiance, she knew Katherine couldn't help the situation but she couldn't help it hurting her, she loved Katherine with all her heart, she had done since the first time she saw her and even more 2 months later, Katherine also loved Tara, and Tara loved hearing her say it because it helped her to believe this was really happening, every morning as Katherine left she'd place her finger on Tara's lips and say "I love you". Tara, now having a lovely basis for a dream, fell back to sleep.
Tara shut her curtains then sat on her bed in the dim candle light, she could feel the butterflies inside her stomach, because she knew her beautiful Katherine would be here very soon. A few moments later there was a slight tap on the door and she heard Katherine whisper to her.
"Tar it's me, I will be back in 5 minutes, I just have to go to the house and get something then I need to have a talk with you ok, love you."
Tara's heart started to beat faster as she heard Katherines footsteps grow fainter.
"Talk with me? Oh God, is it bad? Doesn't she love me anymore? Is she leaving?"
In the few minutes Katherine was gone a thousand questions raced through Tara's mind, she had been so happy she never considered how she'd feel or what she'd do if Katherine left her or didn't love her anymore. |
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