I want to call her, see her, hold her
does she feel the way she always did
never letting loose and giving into me
for just five minutes I want to let my fingers
slide up the side of her soft body
lock my arms around her waist
pull her in
take in her hair
fall under the weight of her eyes
to be full in oblivion
i love the way she would nervously let a smile slip
from time to time
enough to let me know
to know that while she may not be happy with life
she was happy with me as
as I was with her