Summary: Glorfindel and Legolas meet, misunderstand each other only to meet again and attempt to understand.
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Part One � The Beginning�
Legolas attempted, albeit unsuccessfully,
to stifle the yawn that quivered on his lips.� The message had
been that the king requests his presence.� Both messenger and prince
knew that it was more than a mere request that could be refused at Legolas�
wish.� So he stood beside his father to welcome the delegation
from Imladris with no enthusiasm for such a formal display.� To
his young mind his time would be better spent in practice with his new
gift of fighting knives.�
Another yawn was more unsuccessfully
contained, drawing a sharp look from Thranduil.� None to soon the
delegation was announced with much fanfare.� Legolas ceased his
study of the windows in time to watch the Captain of Imladris stride
into the hall.� �
Perhaps it was the will of
the Valar, perhaps just a coincidence, but whatever chance it was, it
was breathtaking.� The shaft of brilliant light caught the golden
hair of the captain, glistening on the buckle that held his cloak.�
His name was unknown to Legolas and yet he felt a quickening of his
heart at the sight, he was not the only elf present to be so captivated,
it being only practiced diplomacy that had others of Thranduil�s court
keep their silence.�
Approaching the king, the captain
bowed in respect, Thranduil stepping forward in greeting.�
�Glorfindel of Rivendell,
your presence honours us,� Thranduil acknowledged formally.�
�My Lord Elrond extents his
respects to you,� the velvet voice intoned.�
Thranduil nodded, then indicated
the young prince beside him.�
�I present my son Legolas.��
Glorfindel bowed his head in
greeting, Legolas just managing to hold the astute gaze.�
�It is a hope that we become
acquainted during my stay,� the lilting voice addressed him.�
Unable to find his own voice,
Legolas nodded, saved from further scrutiny by his father calling for
the chief advisor to accompany the delegation to their rooms.�
Legolas was too intent on the retreating golden haired figure to hear
any of the conversation of those around him.�
Titles and past glories meant
very little to Glorfindel.� What mattered most was the successful
completion of the missions assigned to him by his lord and the safety
of his new homeland.� He could not and would not abide those who
sought to engage him on stories of long ago, such memories were painful
still, such recollections of the fall of the city and his part in it
were personal and intimate.� It was understood by those who had
lived long and in deference to the deeds of the captain, such things
were rarely spoken of.� He was Glorfindel, Captain of Imladris,
nothing more or less, and that was enough for him.� �
Alone in the room given, Glorfindel
cast off his cloak letting it fall to the floor for now.� He was
weary and road soiled, grateful for the forethought of those who had
prepared the rooms that a steaming bath was ready for him.� Already
its heady scents called to him as he stripped off the remainder of his
clothing, the setting out of his duties could wait.�
Sinking into the water, Glorfindel
lay back and closed his eyes with a sigh.� The journey had served
a double purpose, it had allowed the Imladris elves to clear some of
the paths between the two realms and it had brought them to offer their
services to Thranduil.� �
The water had cooled a little
by the time Glorfindel recovered from his musings.� He had heard
the discrete noises from the other room which meant that his travel
worn clothes had been taken to be cleaned and more towels and oils had
been brought for when he next wished to bathe.� Nothing of his
personal belongings would have been touched so he would be able to arrange
them into the cupboards in the room to suit himself.� They would
be residing among Thranduil�s people for no little time, but Glorfindel
had brought little in the way of belongings, the clothes were functional
to their purpose, few intimate items beyond his favourite soaps and
brushes.� His pride were his weapons that had been carefully retrieved
and placed on the bed during his undressing.� �
With a robe tied loosely around
his waist Glorfindel emerged from the bathing chamber.� He took
a longer look around the room he had been given.� It was warmly
furnished but not overly so, slightly reminiscent of his rooms in Imladris
he acknowledged with a smile.� Someone had obviously taken careful
note of his needs.� The bed was larger than his own, and that brought
a further smile to his lips.� In that whoever had arranged the
room had been misguided to the space he needed to sleep.� It had
been many a year since he had required such a bed.�
Thranduil had been considerate
of their travelling also organising a simple meal to be delivered to
the rooms of the guests.� There would be a formal welcome later
when all had been refreshed.� Glorfindel welcomed the chance to
spend time alone after being on the road in company of others so long.�
Not that he begrudged their company, it was that he valued his time
alone also and that was hard to achieve on the road.� So he stretched
out on the bed and opened his journal to write.�
Legolas had asked permission
to be dismissed once the Imladris elves had departed.� There was
a lingering memory of the captain that he could not completely shake
as he eyed the target in the distance.� One or two arrows had gone
uncharacteristically astray before he had managed to focus with more
accuracy.� It had not gone as unnoticed as he would have liked.� �
�Something distracts you,�
a voice behind him sounded.�
The bow master had known him
since birth, had fashioned his first bow, there was little that escaped
his keen eyes.�
Legolas shook his head nonetheless.�
�It has been some time since I took up the bow,� he offered.�
The master laughed.� ��Tis
only been hours, my prince.�� �
However he seemed satisfied
with the reason and as Legolas� next several arrows unerringly hit
their target, he surmised that it had been a momentary lapse only.� �
As the young prince walked
back to his rooms in the dimming light he wondered what the Imladris
elves would be doing this night, in particular what their captain would
be doing.� He took a simple meal of fruits and bread from the kitchen
to his room, nibbling on it all absently.�� It was a day he
would remember, a moment he would replay many times.�� He
had met one who inspired emotions within him that no other had.� �
It was to be the following
evening, amid the banquet that he next spied the captain as Thranduil
called his son to him.� By his father�s side was the Imladris
elf wearing less adornments than any around him, simple clothing of
tunic and leggings that served to draw more attention in that simplicity.� �
�Glorfindel has consented
to spend some time with you on your sword play,� Thranduil announced.�
Legolas looked from father
to guest, wondering what Glorfindel thought of him in this second instance
where he found himself unable to speak.� �
�It will be an honour my
lord,� Glorfindel acknowledged, shaking Legolas once more with the
dulcet tones of his voice.�
Thranduil looked on indulgently.
In Legolas� reactions he was reminded of himself when confronted long
ago with a great warrior and understood the signs of awe.� He hoped
for a gentle outcome, watching his son eye the glorious warrior as Glorfindel
walked away to stand with his companions.�
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The swords clashed, the echo
of their coming together reverberating through the glade where they
practiced.� For weeks they had been found in this place, for many
hours they would move as they did now.�� Watching each step
made in the grass, studying each look, remembering each thrust.�
With one sudden lunge Legolas was unbalanced, falling to the ground,
rolling and on his feet before Glorfindel could fix his sword at his
throat.� Raising his sword in salute, the Imladris elf called a
halt.� He clasped the young elf on the back, smiling at his charge.� �
�There will soon be little
more I can teach you.��
Legolas laughed.� �I
am sure there will always be more that you can show me.�� Though
he tried to keep the words light hearted, his eyes betrayed more than
he imagined to one who knew.�
�Perhaps,� Glorfindel replied
quietly causing Legolas to look sharply to him, an expression so fleeting
passed across his features that Legolas frowned, Glorfindel staring
into the distance, seemingly not noticing him.�� But the moment
passed and Glorfindel was smiling once more as they moved to seek refreshment,
his arm slipping from Legolas� shoulder as they walked.�
Legolas lay in his bed that
night and thought of the day with Glorfindel.� This in itself was
not unusual for the young elf: often it was to recall the movements
taught, the position of head, hands and feet.� More often it was
to recall the touch of hands as a stance was demonstrated, the warmth
of the breath that brushed passed him as the words of command where
given, the flash of gold as the braided hair caught the sun, the ripple
of muscle that came with each swing of a sword.� What was different
this night was Glorfindel himself.�� His mentor had never
been anything but steadfast and focused, seemingly immune to Legolas�
youthful, fumbling attempts to garner his attention.� Yet this
day, for that brief moment Glorfindel seemed less the stoic soldier
and more an elf capable of giving something of himself.� Legolas
drifted to sleep and dreamed.�
Glorfindel excused himself
from the next day�s practice, sighting some other task that would
occupy him.� He could not miss the disappointment in Legolas who
hung his head but did not further protest.� The Imladris elf was
perplexed by his reaction to the prince.� There were no end of
desirable elves who sought his company, Glorfindel having no trouble
gently turning them aside, but Legolas, young, untried, lacking the
guile of experience had captivated him in no small way.��
Legolas who haunted his dreams with visions that did not belong there.�
Legolas who had him lie on his bed and seek lonely comfort.� Legolas,
the beautiful prince who sought more from him than the skills he could
learn as the master of a sword.�
Missing target after target,
Legolas throw down the bow in frustration.� All around him recognised
his agitation, the more knowing guessing its cause.� �
�It would be best if you
sought other distractions,� the bow master suggested softly.�
Legolas nodded, he was doing
little good here in his attempts to stave his discontent.� Wandering,
it was chance that he came upon the object of his current distress.�
Glorfindel sat on the stone bench, his gaze fixed on the small carving
he turned over and over in his hands.� As Legolas watched he recognised
the statue as one he had given the older elf soon after they had begun
their sparring.� Was this Glorfindel�s pressing task? �
Stepping forward, the crunch
of stone underfoot alerted Glorfindel to his presence.� �
�Your business is concluded?�
Legolas asked, a hint of irritation still in his voice.�
Glorfindel nodded, then shook
his head, undecided.� �No, it is not�.it is not.��
Legolas came to sit beside
him as Glorfindel went back to the regard of the figure.� They
sat in silence, Legolas wondering if it were to him to ask further what
concerned his companion.� �
Slowly Glorfindel set aside
the carving, stopping for a moment before turning to Legolas.�
The hands that had held the gift now held the giver, palms cupping the
comely face.� He regarded Legolas so intently that the young elf
was unnerved by the gaze, but held it nonetheless.� The movement
was slight, the kiss a mere brush of lips.� Legolas gasped, leaning
forward, seeking more.� Glorfindel obliged, fingers across delicate
ears, holding the back of Legolas� head, tongue pressing at the half
parted lips until they gave way and allowed entry.� Legolas�
hands clasped behind Glorfindel�s back, bringing him closer.� �
�I��.,� Glorfindel
started as a fingertip traced along the kiss tinged mouth.� �
Legolas took hold of the hand
pressing it to his lips before letting it drop, initiating another passioned
kiss that belied his innocence.�
It was shyly that they parted,
looking to each other. The next step would have been clear to Glorfindel
had it not been for Legolas� rank and youth.� It was left to
Legolas to take Glorfindel by the hand and lead him to his rooms.� �
Once there they removed their
clothing, Legolas standing, the colour in his cheeks rising.� Glorfindel
stepped forward, lifting the prince�s lips to his.� The kiss
was ladened with promise as Glorfindel trailed his mouth down the slender
neck, biting softly at the pale shoulder.� Legolas was still, eyes
closed, the gasp barely audible, feeling with every fibre of his body.�
Glorfindel placed his hands on the slight hips, kneeling as he suckled
at each tightening nipple, against his stomach he felt the hardening
flesh.� Legolas looked down as the smooth tongue first touched
him.� He stared as he watched Glorfindel moisten the length of
his erection, sliding his tongue across the tip, stared entranced as
Glorfindel slowly let the organ slip into his mouth.� There his
erection found a home cradled in the curled tongue, nudging the back
of Glorfindel�s relaxed throat.� �
As Glorfindel sucked tenderly,
Legolas steadied himself by gripping the strong arms that held him.�
Nothing had prepared him for this, nothing was like it.� The mouth
was relentless, teasing by lips being smoothed to the tip, Legolas heady
as he was once more engulfed.� He moaned, breathed harshly, felt
his body shudder as it had never done under his own hand.� Glorfindel
looked into brilliant blue eyes as the fingers that held to his arms
tightened their grip.� Nodding slowly his consent, Legolas� passion
was given full rein.� He called out words that made little sense,
cried out the name of the one who held him so enthralled, spilled into
the willing mouth.� �
Once it was finished Glorfindel
rose to place his arms around a shaking youngling.� The tears shed
were of joy and rapture.� Ignoring his own state, Glorfindel carried
Legolas to the bed and lay next to him, cradling his head in his arms
as he slept.� �
Stroking the damp locks that
drifted over his chest, touching the flushed cheeks, Glorfindel wondered
what would become of this, this love that he had tried to resist, wondered
why his heart, so unneeding in the past, had set its path on this one.�
It was much more than the attraction of one so untouched, it was what
he had not expected when he had first appraised the elf, but was not
surprised by it.� �
Legolas woke to find Glorfindel
watching him.� He reached to touch a cheek with his hand.�
�I thought it a dream, or that you would be gone before the morn.��
�Neither dear one,� Glorfindel
smiled, �neither.��
It was a rare occurrence that
the two were apart, though often their nights ended at Legolas� door
with a kiss that both found hard to free themselves from.� Though
Legolas was hardly an elfling, indeed he was passed what many would
consider of age, Glorfindel was cautious in his dealings, never asking
more than he thought was best for them both.� Legolas still had
much to experience before he could be sure of this.� It was after
all his first love, and though Glorfindel was the more sure, he would
not impose his thoughts.� �
�
Legolas was not certain what
brought him to the small library kept by his father, nor what it was
that caused him to take a volume from the shelf.� The leather bound
book had been often read at one time such was the worn nature of the
cover.� Sitting down at one of the tables near a window, Legolas
opened the tome and began to read.� The tales of old had been painstakingly
written in a precise hand, recounting in detail battles and wars.�
As he turned one page he came to the verses that spoke of Gondolin.��
Legolas had heard of the city in hushed whispers but knew little more
of the mighty city kingdom.� Engrossed he read, his heart breaking
at the tales of heroes who fought in vain.� There was horror at
the account of Ecthelion and the terror of the Balrog.� Then one
name loomed above all else.� The lieutenant of Turgon, chief of
the House of the Golden Flower, comrade of Ecthelion who suffered the
same fate at the same heroic deed.� Fought and killed a Balrog
and by his sacrifice enabled the children of Turgon to flee the city
unharmed.� The one who blessed by Mandos was reborn, given leave
by the Valar to aid in the alliance against Sauron.�� �
Glorfindel.� Hero of Gondolin,
Balrog slayer, Lord of his House.� Glorfindel.� The Captain
of Imladris, tutor, mentor, lover.� Glorfindel.� Furtive,
equivocative.�
Legolas glared at the book
willing the words to change, blinking back the tears.� In all the
confidences they had shared, Glorfindel had not seen fit to tell him
this.� Legolas felt duped, anger overseeing reason.� With
book in hand he sought out the one he supposed had unrightfully withheld
his true person from him.�
�Deceiver,� Legolas screamed.�
The smile on Glorfindel�s
lips faded.� The book was cast across the table, Glorfindel noting
its title and thus realising the cause of Legolas� rage.�
�Legolas,� Glorfindel began,
his voice soft, arm extended seeking to calm the prince, �permit me
to �.��
Legolas glared.� �Explain?�
he hissed, �and what would you say, more lies?��
�I have not lied,� Glorfindel
whispered.� Guilt by omission perhaps, but there had been no lies.�
�You are the one they speak
of?�� Legolas asked hoping for a denial but found none in Glorfindel�s
shake of his head.� �You are a hero, returned by the will of
the Valar for a second life, and you sought not to tell me?� You
think so little of me that you could not reveal your true self to me?��
�You know my true self, Legolas,
I have not hidden that from you.�� Glorfindel�s words were
lost as Legolas exited the room, unwilling to hear any more.�
Faith shattered, Legolas fled
to his rooms, and with door locked against the world, wept.� He
should glory in his lover�s past, but his thoughts could not overcome
the deceit he felt he had suffered.� He had shared his hopes, dreams
and plans, yet he had not been entrusted with the greater part of his
lover�s life.� Could he now believe in the plans they had made?�
More considered thought would have guided him to seek an explanation,
but Legolas was not of such a mind.� He was betrayed and nothing
could shake that thought.�
Glorfindel reasoned that time
would heal the rift, but as time ran close to ending, Legolas was as
indifferent to him as he had been hostile.� When the time came,
the party from Imladris departed, Glorfindel left without farewell.�
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Part Two � Meetings�
Glorfindel rode hard, Asfaloth
understanding the urgency of their flight.� The hobbit was delivered
into the arms of the only one who could aid him.� Glorfindel counted
his task well done and thus prepared to again to do what was required
of him in this new looming danger.�
He did not need to see the
elf from Mirkwood arrive to be aware of his presence.� It had been
many years since he had last glimpsed the prince standing high on the
hill watching him leave.� Many times he had regretted not turning
back to say his farewells, many times since on the borders of the once
Green Wood he had lingered but refrained from entering.� �
Legolas knew it was beyond
hope to think Glorfindel would not be present.� In the years that
had followed the golden haired warrior�s departure Legolas had thought
often of him, almost flew after him that fateful day, almost journeyed
to Imladris, almost wrote.� Almost did many things, but never seared
the memory from his thoughts.� That the fault lie with Glorfindel
had not been fully dispelled, though with the increased wisdom of age,
he knew he had not acted honourably, yet he did not understand what
had compelled Glorfindel to not reveal his past, to have it unspoken
even among those who knew.� And this above all else had stayed
his hand and had him turn from Imladris until fate decreed he should
ride.� There were others more skilled he had argued though both
father and son knew the falsehood of that.� In the years since
Glorfindel�s departure Legolas had garnered a reputation with bow
that few could match, his swordplay less revered in the light of his
prowess, but no less a talent.� He had been taught by one whose
skills reined supreme, and Legolas had not forgotten.�
As he rode into the courtyard
Legolas dismounted in awe of the realm called Imladris.� To one
grown beside the darkness, this was close to what he imagined the Blessed
Lands to be.� Even in the twilight of years, there was a majesty
to the Last Homely House of Lord Elrond that Legolas felt permeating
the stone.� Unbidden he looked about him as a hunter might, seeing
the detail of the buildings, the ancient carvings that were unique to
the First Born, noting the movements of the inhabitants, surveying their
faces, searching for just one.�
The curtain parted, the slight
movement noticed only by the elves.� Legolas instinctively looked
up, and saw.�� He heard nothing of the sounds around him,
there was nothing else but the figure at the window.� He had not
changed, Legolas had not expected him to, but he was unprepared for
the beauty of having him so near, unprepared for the effect it had on
his being.� It stalled his heart, stole his breath.� �
�Glorfindel,� he murmured
as the curtain was let go and the vision disappeared from sight.� �
Legolas leaned heavily against
the horse as he reorientated himself to the world.� It should not
have been so unexpected, so powerful.� It should not have been
like this.� Legolas breathed deeply, gathering his thoughts, determined
not to be taken by surprise again.� Guided to his rooms, Legolas
lay on the bed without bothering to undress, focusing on what had brought
him to Imladris and not on who resided there.�
The next days were spent in
consultation with those who had ridden with him, older more experienced
voices who advised him on the likely manner of the council Elrond had
called.� Legolas watched the arrival of the others.� Dwarves
and men, all drawn to this place of sanctuary to decide what must be
done.� Legolas thought on the possibilities, still awed by the
knowledge that the Ring had been found.�
Leaning from his open window
he spied what he had no wish to see.� As the two moved into the
centre of the courtyard, Legolas wanted to avert his eyes, to turn away.�
Instead he moved into the shadows to watch.� He stood rigid, his
fists clenched by his side.� Without just cause his stomach tightened
as the ache became physical.� He had no news of any lovers Glorfindel
had taken since their parting, but that mattered little, envoys between
the two realms hardly carried such knowledge as a priority, particularly
as it seemed to involve the son of the lord.� �
Glorfindel embraced the elder
of the his lord�s sons warmly, a kiss to his lips as they departed
from each other, whispered words that brought a smile to Glorfindel
that Legolas well remembered when it was directed to him.� A smile
that Legolas had thought was only for him, a symbol of their love, now
shined for another.� �
The rage was contained within,
the cool demeanour toward him puzzled Elladan, as did the lingering
of the prince with his averted gaze when Glorfindel was present.�
Legolas watched them, certain, seeking to justify this perceived slight
against him, noting each fond embrace, each gentle touch.� In this
he had to admit to himself that the feelings he had for the Imladris�
captain were far from diminished.� But there were more important
concerns than the pain in his heart as it pondered lost love, more to
be faced than the lover of the one on whom that pain was centred.� �
Standing at the balcony, awaiting
the call to the council, Legolas watched again the events in the courtyard.�
He watched as Elladan flew down the steps to pull the latest arrival
from his horse as it had barely come to a halt.� The younger of
Lord Elrond�s sons, twin to Elladan.� He heard the relieved laughter
as they embraced, sighted Glorfindel smile indulgently upon them, much
like a proud father would had he been present, as they kissed for a
long moment, laughed and kissed once more.� Their arms around each
other in a way that could only indicate intimacy, they walked up the
steps, Elladan�s head resting on his brother�s shoulder.� Glorfindel
looked after them, still smiling, then turned to where Legolas stood.�
His smile faded as he lowered his gaze and walked away from his former
love.� Legolas followed the retreating figure with sad eyes, torn
between needing that which his heart yearned for and the anger that
still tormented his soul.� As so long ago, the anger and pride
won and he too turned to seek the comfort of his room.�
There was pride also in Glorfindel�s
step.� He fought against the desire to turn and at least cast a
glance to the prince, instead he made his way to the stables, leading
Asfaloth out into the yard before mounting and riding to the river.�
Elladan had taught him about the water, told him about the rainbows.�
It had once been his place of retreat when the pretence of regarding
Elrohir as only a brother had driven him to despair.� In the rushing
water and the sparkling droplets he had found peace.� Glorfindel
knew the twins still came to the river, in far different circumstances
now.� As he let Asfaloth roam free and he sat on the grassy bank,
letting the happiness he felt for them permeate his thoughts.�
They would not begrudge him being here, after all they were more occupied
elsewhere.� �
Watching the swirling water
with the dancing rainbows Glorfindel understood why this place had drawn
Elladan.� The natural beauty that was Imladris was the most evident,
but under that was something else that was not so easily defined.�
It was a calling to the soul of an elf, a communication that soothed
the troubled spirit.� And a troubled spirit he had.� For so
long he had fought against his heart, at times thought the battle won
until he had tried to take another to his bed, then he knew the futility
of the hope.� In the end he had given up.� He had known that
there was only one for him, had found him so unexpectedly and then lost
him in a misjudgement that he had not even considered.� Casting
off his clothes on a whim, he plunged into the cool water, swimming
to the middle of the stream and for a while let the world turn and the
water take him where it may, abandoned himself to the will of another
force.� The moon had begun its rise in the velvet sky when he and
Asfaloth returned.� The evening meal had been missed, few were
about as he made his way to his chambers after taking care of his friend.� �
Candles had been lit and a
tray from the kitchen had been placed on the table.� A small slip
of paper lay under a deep red rose.� There were no words, only
two identical intertwined letters that the twins had taken to using
as their signature and symbol of their lives.� Glorfindel was grateful
to them for this gesture.� Without the telling of it, they had
known as ones who had suffered and saw the signs.� They had allowed
him time alone, and taken it upon themselves to be by his side when
he had needed an understanding hearing and means of distraction.�
He in turn had been privileged to learn of their secrets and their own
hopes.� Taking the tray to his bed, Glorfindel opened the book
he had taken from the library, nibbling absently on the fruit as he
turned the pages, letting the book fall from his hands as he let sleep
overtake him.� When the sun rose next the world would be changed,
even if most would have no hint of it.�
Glorfindel looked on from where
he sat in mute horror.� The raised voices abhorrent to him as those
assembled pressed their argument, unhearing of each other in the cacophony.�
He shook his head ruefully on hearing the hobbit�s words, struck by
the innocent simplicity as they were repeated.� He sensed the pride
of Elrond as a foster son in turn stepped forward and closed his eyes
at the cold chill that gripped his soul as Legolas too counted himself
among the company.� The nine assembled, Glorfindel could only stare.�
He would not gainsay his lord�s judgement, so offered a prayer to
the Valar in its stead as Elrond proclaimed them a fellowship. �
Glorfindel gazed openly at Legolas unnoticed, as Elrond spoke to them,
then resolutely joined the twins to begin the planning.� They may
not be part of the fellowship so formed, but theirs was an important
part nonetheless and required a strategy for implementation, they needed
to be prepared for success and failure.� War would be upon them
either way.� �
Duty kept the Captain of Imladris
and the Prince of Mirkwood from crossing paths in the days that followed.�
It weighed increasingly on Glorfindel�s thoughts that Legolas would
leave him this time as he had left Thranduil�s kingdom, with no words
passing between them.� It was Elladan who gave voice to the worry
and the counselling to not let the chance slip.� He recalled his
own hesitation in confronting his brother, fearful of being parted from
him for eternity with his confession, but far more fearful of losing
Elrohir without having the chance to tell him.� Glorfindel, Elladan
reasoned, had already felt the uncertainty of leaving things unsaid,
could he spend his eternal life with the regret of not at last attempting
reconciliation?�� Glorfindel decided not.� While he did
not dare to hope the outcome would match that of Elladan�s, it would
bring more resolution than the situation had so far rendered.�
Glorfindel sought out Legolas
in the great hall.� As he approached the young elf, he saw him
stiffen, unsure.� Begging the leave of those around him, Glorfindel
asked for Legolas to join him in the gardens.� By the tall trees,
in sight of the hall with its candles burning brightly, Glorfindel reached
out and touched Legolas� cheek, looking to him with a fierce intensity.�
Legolas gamefully met the gaze.�
�I would not have you leave
without due apology,� Glorfindel whispered, his voice charged with
emotion, � I am sorry for the hurt I caused you in these years past,
I did not seek to� deceive you, and know this before you depart.�
There was no falsehood in the love I held for you, no deceit in the
love I still hold for you, no wish to mislead.� I wanted only for
you to know who I am, not what I was.� I asked much from you to
understand, you had a right to your anger, I should have trusted your
love for me.�� �
Legolas was silent, what to
say in reply a lump only in his throat.� In the silence Glorfindel
placed a soft kiss on his lips, then hurried away and was lost in the
darkness even to keen elven eyes, his courage undoubted in the face
of any enemy deserting him in the face of love.� Legolas touched
his burning lips, touched the wetness and realised he wept.� �I
love you,� he murmured to the shadows.�
The fellowship departed the
next day.� Glorfindel had ridden out in the early hours accompanied
by the twins to see to the roads ahead.� There had been no resolution
but he had stated his case, what Legolas would have replied a riddle
perhaps never to be solved.� Nonetheless he wished him safe passage,
along with those who travelled with him, praying the task would not
take his life, asking for a further chance to prove his worth.�
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Part Three � Understandings�
As Legolas stood on the rocky
landscape and mourned the loss of the wizard, there came also an understanding
that permeated within him.�
To face a Balrog was an act
of pure courage wrought in the heat of battle, when there was no thought
to the alternative, no credence given to the outcome.� Life was
not lived like that, they were mere moments.� Glorfindel had not
spoken of the moment because it was not what defined him.� Legolas
understood what he could not so long ago.� Glorfindel had allowed
him to know beyond the legend.� He did not want the hero to stand
in the way of the elf, and now older and with more wisdom or so he hoped,
Legolas could see what he had been gifted with.� To know the elf,
to know Glorfindel as something other than what was portrayed in the
books of old.� Glorfindel came to him with nothing more than the
title of captain, Legolas had fallen in love with Glorfindel, not the
slayer of a balrog nor the saviour of Tuor and that had been what Glorfindel
had wanted from the beginning.� Not to be held in awe, not to be
worshipped.� If only Legolas had come to this realisation an age
ago, if only it had come without the heartache of loss.�
Hearts were heavy as the band
made its sorrowful way to Golden Wood.� Though Aragorn welcomed
the sight of the first trees, his companions approached with intrepidation.�
The hobbits for they knew nothing of the land they were to enter, the
dwarf because of the stories told by those who did not know, and the
elf for he hardly knew his kin.� Their fears heightened by the
appearance of the fabled Galadhrim, in awe of Calas Galadhon, bewitched
by the Lady of Lorien.�
She saw into their hearts and
knew them, offered words of comfort or distress to each, for each to
bargain with in their own way.� To Legolas she smiled, offered
no rebuke for his wisdom come late, nor did she offer comfort with foresight.�
Only a request that he rest.� �
Rest Legolas attempted beneath
the boughs of the mighty trees, but rest eluded him and so he slipped
away to seek solitude in his grief.�
The trees welcomed him as he
leaned against them, his hands touching them like a lover, his cheek
pressing against the smooth bark as he wept tears he had not allowed
to fall whilst among his companions, tears he had not allowed to fall
with Glorfindel within sight.�
The lady watched for a while,
her presence known only to the trees who breathed not a word to the
stricken elf.� When she stepped forward she gently drew Legolas
into an embrace.� �
//Grieve young one, for what
has passed, and for what is to come// she whispered to him, //but your
path will not always be so strewn with heartache//�
�He will return to me?��
Galadriel touched the wet cheeks,
cupping the streaked face in her hands.� It was an enigmatic smile.�
�The road is a long one before we all can find peace.��
While her words offered little,
the comfort of her arms was enough.� Legolas felt the weariness
of the days and years fall upon him as she effortlessly scooped him
up, cradling him as she walked away as mother with child.�
Each sought healing in his
own way.� Legolas knew little of the next days, succoured with
the chambers of Lady Galadriel, he slept in deep restful non dreaming.�
Awake he would be fed with delicacies rarely seen beyond the borders
of the trees and slowly he found the courage and peace he needed, uncovered
the resolve he would carry with him until his part in the task was done
and he could seek out Glorfindel.� �
The night had him surveying
the landscape below and beyond.� The high trees waved in the slight
breath of the wind.� There was a whisper they seemed to convey,
the words of which he could not understand.� Until this night.�
�Can you hear?� she asked.�
Legolas shook his head.�
�I hear but do not know what they say.��
She held his hand.� //Listen//�
He did and he heard the song
of the forest.� He smiled as he reached out to the trees and his
heart sang back to them.� �
//He is there//�
Legolas looked perplexed at
her.�
//Reach out to him//�
Legolas gazed into the distance.�
He felt the shimmer within his soul, saw the golden haired warrior dressed
for battle.� Lowering his sword this vision of Glorfindel turned
to look directly at Legolas, the smile appeared slowly, but there was
no mistaking it.� Legolas smiled back and the image faded.�
When he turned from the forest Galadriel was gone, the music dimming.�
Legolas stood against the railing until the sun set on the horizon.�
Before leaving he gave his thanks to the trees.� �
�
Legolas had hoped that Glorfindel
would ride with the Dunedain and thus the twins.� But it was not
to be.� �
�He is needed elsewhere,�
Elladan explained on his behalf once they had delivered their message
to their brother.� They had seen the searching look among the company
when they had first arrived, pleased to note the change in Legolas in
regard to their mentor and confidante.�� They held Legolas
little at fault for the lack of understanding between the lovers, they
too had been dismayed that Glorfindel had not been more forthcoming
to them in their youth, but had had the wisdom of their father to guide
them in their acceptance before they had approached the legend they
knew as their protector.� They had only raised the matter later,
then merely to seek the reasons that Legolas had not waited to hear
on discovery of the secret.� �
�He asks that you take care
in your quest,� Elrohir added.� They had spoken with Glorfindel
at length before they had parted ways, the place that Legolas still
held in his heart evident in his concern for his safety.� �When
this is done, there is much he would wish to speak to on.��
Legolas nodded.� �There
is much I wish to tell him.�� � �
�Then we look to the will
of the Valar to see us through these dark times,� Elladan whispered
softly.�
He watched them, their slight
touches that could just be taken as innocent where it not for the look
in their eyes.� He watched them walk away from the camp, their
foster brother standing guard over their privacy.� It was a love
he hoped to match but knew he would never.� To at least aim close,
that was what he would strive for with Glorfindel.� Give him a
love and trust he should have long ago.�
�
�
Glorfindel leaned forward and
stroked Asfaloth�s snowy neck.� Dressed in sombre black, the
only adornment of colour the clasp of silver that held his cloak.�
Perched as he was on the high hill overlooking the fields, he could
see the enemy massing, knowing that they could see him just as clearly.�
He cared little, the battle was coming, all were aware of it, it was
the time of it that was as yet undecided, and in that Glorfindel hoped
to have the advantage.� They would know if the ringbearer had been
successfully in his task in time, but that would not profit them in
this fight.� This was for the elves alone to avenge.� Before
he turned Asfaloth to return to the others, he granted himself one final
moment of reflection.� �
�Legolas,� he murmured
to the wind.� Both had their destinies to face, separated by the
vast distance, yet a part of him rode with the prince through the Paths
and to the Fields of Pelennor.� �
When they spoke of the Balrog
it was in hushed tones, and seldom more than once in his presence, awed
by his courage.� What they who had not beheld one of Melkor�s
servants could not understand was that there were more fearful things
to face.� There was letting the one you loved live and learn their
own lives.� There was standing impotent while they chose a destiny.�
There was knowing the danger they faced and not be able to stand in
their stead.� Glorfindel faced all this, and with a wry smile as
he dismounted, conceded that given the choice, the Balrog was the easier
foe.� It was a swifter death than the one he faced now.� �
Turning Asfaloth loose into
the compound, Glorfindel made his way to his tent.� Removing his
boots and cloak only he lay on the makeshift bed, attempting to focus
on the battle to come.� It would not be the first time he had worried
for a loved one, he hoped it would be the last.�� Drifting
into slumber, he offered a plea for the safe passage of� Elrond
and Thranduil�s sons.�
�
�
Battles raged across the land,
men and elves may not have fought side by side but that was not to say
they did not fight to overthrow the evil that had sought dominance.�
Elves took up arms to defend and to attack in those lands that had long
been held in darkness and to repel the black hordes who sought new lands
to conquer.� As Glorfindel raised his sword in triumph, he noted
the shafts of light that broke through the heavy clouds.� The deed
had been done.�
�
�
For two warriors who had marched
to confront Sauron three millennia ago, this was a bittersweet moment.�
They embraced and as they held each other remembered what they had lost
and gained.� The weakness of men had been outshone this day by
the courage of the Halflings and by the metal of one man who had stood
and faced his destiny.� Now in different ways the ancient elves
would go to meet their fates.� They would ride to the ravaged city,
witness a king crowned, a bride given and a reunion long overdue.�
�
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Part Four � Reconciliation �
The ride to Gondor was not
without sadness.� The ravages of war scarred the earth, the pain
of it touching each elf as they looked around them.� The sight
that greeted them in the kingdom was unsettling.� The company paused
on the hill, the White City blackened.� Yet the tower loomed large,
glistening in the sunlight, promising a future bright with possibilities.� �
Glorfindel surveyed the scene
before him and wondered at the victory wrought and the cost. With a
deep breath he looked as the rays of light caught on a city hewed so
long ago from the rock.� He would take heart from this long beleaguered
city, though he did not expect the upcoming meeting to be free from
anxiety.� It had boded well that they had reached out to each other
without rancour and no little regret, but to gaze upon Legolas and he
upon him was a prospect that delighted and cowered his heart.�
Knowing this, Elrond laid a hand on the thigh of his captain.�
Glorfindel nodded to his lord.�
�Tell him what is in your
heart, it is all he wants to hear,� was the gentle advise. �
If his long life had provided
any lessons to Glorfindel, it was that there is little that is certain,
much that happens rarely follows the path planned.� Thus it was
on arrival in Gondor and days subsequently.� �
They were aware of each other
that much was clear.� There were the looks from afar as they were
separated by so many others, their attention, particularly that of Legolas,
was demanded elsewhere.� And as Glorfindel watched, it seemed
the distance between them widened in many ways.� The closeness
he had felt when the miles had separated them was being lost within
this proximity of each other.� As Legolas was ensconced with the
fellowship, bound by their shared experiences and the need to reaffirm
their lives within the realms of what had been achieved, Glorfindel
was left to wonder if he had chosen the right path, and that perhaps
the eagerness to see Legolas had overridden good sense.� He wandered
the rubble strewn streets seeking an oasis of comfort, or in a city
much bereft of such things, particularly for one of the First born,
rode with Asfaloth along the river and over the plains, remembering
his own part in the story and what he had lost and gained.�
The eons faded as he closed
his eyes.� There before him was the alliance, cut down so unmercifully,
there were the ones he had seen die under that black hand.� And
now it was finally all over under the most unlikely of circumstances.�
What would become of them all now was in their own hands.� What
would he do Glorfindel wondered, leaning to rest his hand on the smooth
coat of his companion?� It had seemed so well mapped out in his
mind.� Ride to Gondor, hold Legolas in his arms, whisper and listen
to the words that needed to be said.� �
The only light was the pale
glow of the moon as Glorfindel rode back to the White City.��
His presence was not required in anything of import, and apart from
the courtesy of informing his hosts of his intentions, there would be
few, no, none, Glorfindel reflected ruefully, who would look for him.�
The kitchen staff would ensure that there was food available to him
if he required it, and the stable hands were more than willing to keep
aside the oats for Asfaloth.� �
Legolas paced the hall.�
He had attended to his duty, in some aspects he felt he had more than
merely attended to them.�� There had been a sense of need
and obligation, of willing further sacrifice.� But this night he
had decided to indulge his own desires and set aside duty.� For
too long he had watched from afar, feeling the distance widen.�
It was not what� he had anticipated nor dreamed when he had felt
the coming of his heart�s companion.� All the hope of reunion
was fading, the garnered comfort that the link with Glorfindel had created
seemed to be a far off memory, one that at times Legolas now doubted
the reality of .� And now, just as he had found his resolve and
freedom, Glorfindel was not present to receive it.� �
Elrond watched the young prince
with a heavy heart.� He had urged Glorfindel to keep hope, quietly
offered hope to Legolas.� He knew too well how duty was a harsh
mistress.� Peace it seemed was driving apart what war had brought
together.� As with all of those he cared for, Elrond felt the
close presence of Glorfindel returned and the melancholy beneath that
was not only remembrances of this land of men.� �
Legolas was aware also, turning
sharply to the wide doors as though he expected the Imladris elf to
enter.� The hand on his shoulder was so light that the touch would
have only been felt by another elf.� Warmth flowed through his
veins, a quiet amid the hum of voices around him.� Turning Legolas
looked at Lord Elrond and nodded, Elrond grateful that the young one
would not let pride stand in the way of his heart.� Age and experience
had changed the prince for the good.� There existed a sombre confidence,
a realisation of why Glorfindel wanted recognition for who he was, not
awe of his past.� They had both accomplished great deeds for the
good of others, suffered loss and triumph, yet they were more than even
those accomplishments.� Legolas had seen that the truly great go
on to achieve so much more, perhaps not on such a grand scale, but to
deeds no less worthy.� Glorfindel had been that when they had first
met, a hero who did not stand only on that, who recognised that there
was so much more to be done.� Legolas had fallen in love with that
warrior, the one who continued to place his life and courage in the
service of others, not the slayer of beasts.�
There was no doubt Glorfindel
knew who stood in the darkness and watched.� The approach had been
as silent as any hunter on the cobblestones and shifting rumble, yet
Glorfindel continued with his grooming of Asfaloth smoothing down the
coat after the brush.� Asfloth had flicked his ears, acknowledging
the visitor in the absence of his master.� �
�Glorfindel,� Legolas whispered,
not intending his thoughts to become words.� He saw Glorfindel
still at the sound of his name, muscles tense before he slowly turned,
composed now, his features seemingly relaxed and impassive.� �
�Legolas,� was the reply
so carefully spoken, a tremor barely noticed, a blink that momentarily
hid the brilliant blue eyes the only signs that Glorfindel would greet
another elf differently.�
�I�.� Legolas began,
his planned words evaporating in the presence of Glorfindel.� Over
and over he had recited what needed to be said, building on the connection
that had been felt since Imladris.� Now it had vanished, seemingly
inadequate to give voice to range of emotions within him.� The
shame of the ire of so long ago, lingering still despite the forgiveness
that had been offered, the love that had never dimmed despite that anger
and separation.� �
�I know,� Glorfindel murmured
softly, �I know.��
Who moved to who, how far and
how fast was not important any longer.� They were in each other�s
arms, there needed to be no words, no apologies asked for or given,
their hearts, hands and mouth said all that needed to be said.� �
�Not here,� Glorfindel
replied to Legolas� question, �come with me.��
Elrond watched the two elves
as they hurried through the little courtyard, hand in hand, the happiness
so evident in the way they slowed to hold each other a little closer
before continuing.� �
Once behind a closed door,
the two blond elves regarded each other anew.�
�You are unharmed?��
Glorfindel asked quietly.�
Legolas nodded.� �And
you?��
�Trivial things,� Glorfindel
replied.�
Legolas nodded as if this was
of such weighty import that it justified consideration.�
Glorfindel shifted his gaze
to the floor and then returned it to Legolas.� �I have missed
you.��
�Truly?��
�Truly,� Glorfindel reiterated
softly, waiting.� His heart open with those words, he looked to
Legolas in hope.�
�I missed you so.��
Legolas could bear the separation no longer, his head resting against
Glorfindel�s shoulder, seeking the comfort he had known so long ago.�
Glorfindel wrapped strong arms
around him, offering as much as taking.� �
Yet Legolas was no longer the
young one he had fallen in love with and had carefully resisted expressing
his desire to.� This elf was a seasoned warrior, well versed in
the ways of war.� Though it little concerned Glorfindel, he wondered
in what other ways Legolas had changed, what over the years had he further
experienced.�
�There has only been you,�
Glorfindel admitted as he nuzzled into the loosened hair.� It was
not that he had none who would gladly share his bed, offers came each
night, and day, some quietly, some not so, and the invitations did not
lessen with his own quiet refusal.�� He wanted only one elf,
more importantly there was only one elf he needed.�
Legolas stepped back to look
closer at his lover.�
�None?� he asked, delight
and awe in his voice.�
Glorfindel offered a shake
of his head.� He did not ask or expect a similar confession from
the younger elf, after all Glorfindel had had two life times to explore
pleasure, and an elf as young and as beautiful as Legolas could not
be asked to forego such.�
Legolas gazed at the ground
before he thought to speak, carefully choosing his words, unsure what
Glorfindel would think of him, what he would conclude from what was
said.�
Glorfindel slid a finger under
his chin, raising his head so that blue eyes met blue.�
�I will think no less of
you, �tis natural to wish to feel the touch of another,�� Glorfindel
whispered, hoping to ease Legolas� silence.�
The young elf shook his head.�
��Tis not that I have sought another.��
�You are beautiful Legolas,�
Glorfindel continued, his hand cupping the comely face, �there would
be no need for you to seek out a companion for your bed, I fancy there
would be offers aplenty.��
�Aye,� Legolas agreed,�
there were those who thought to charm me sufficiently to lure me to
their beds.�� There was a further hesitation, not passing unnoticed
by Glorfindel who nodded his agreement.�
�It matters little Legolas,�
Glorfindel countered in the silence, wanting to dissuade the mention
of names and times.� �
�There was no who could tempt
me,� Legolas murmured, �only one could do that.��
It was the turn of Glorfindel
to speak in amazement. �Truly?��
�Truly.��
Glorfindel looked in awe at
his young love.� Part knowing the answer, for it was what had kept
him from the bed of another, Glorfindel pressed further.� Legolas
looked into the expectant blue eyes.�
�I knew always where my destiny
lay�.I knew I was foolish �.too young to realise fully what was
before me, seeing only what I thought had been withheld, not what had
been given.� I hoped�hoped beyond what I deserved that I would
be forgiven for not understanding, for accusations that were unjust.��
Legolas had stepped back, unsure with his confession.� �Am I
forgiven?� �
Glorfindel had listened, aching
to touch but knowing what Legolas needed to say, if only for his own
peace.� As Legolas finished his plea, Glorfindel watched for a
moment seeing within Legolas the sincerity of his words.� He pressed
his hand to the pale cheek, his thumb catching the tear.�
�You were forgiven long ago
Legolas, forgiven what little there was to forgive.� I regret my
part in our estrangement, I should have come to you earlier, but fear
kept me away�.fear of rebuke for my concealment� forgive me?��
In reply Legolas gently kissed
the soft lips.�� �There was never anything to forgive Glorfindel.��
Glorfindel laughed a little.�
�Let us call this thing done, we have dwelt too long on the past,
let us begin this anew, let us look to a future, if you will, with me.��
Legolas� hand covered the
one still at his cheek.� �I would have what you held from me
in my youth, I would, that we come to love each other completely.��
�It was not for the lack
of want,� Glorfindel replied, grasping Legolas� hand, bringing it
to hold as they stood.� He looked at the elf before him, shaking
his head with a slight smile under the tears.� �You have grown
so much,� he sighed, �so much.��
Legolas nodded, loosening Glorfindel�s
grip on his hand as he sought to undo his belt, letting it fall to the
floor with a soft thud.� Glorfindel did likewise, his eyes never
leaving the young elf.� Clothing dropped unheeded around them,
gazes straying now and again to the bodies revealed.� Legolas indeed
had grown.� The slight young body Glorfindel had known was now
muscle taunt, slender still, but training and age had added sleek lines
that had not been in evidence but as mere hints of what was to be.�
Lowering his eyes to the floor
as the last garment was cast aside, Legolas stood in the silence of
the room.� Glorfindel moved closer to him, lifted his head and
kissed him softly.� The slight shaking of both elves was not unnoticed
by either.� Glorfindel smiled as he led Legolas to the bed.�
There was a question unspoken and an answer given before they lay together.�
It would be a night of rediscovering and discovering.�
Hands slowly moved over velvet
soft skin, stretched over hard muscle, each touch of fingertips drawing
a sigh and a deep memory.� Mouths explored where hands had lingered,
Legolas bit at the warm skin of Glorfindel�s neck, Glorfindel tilting
his head in invitation of the claiming mark.� A similar bruise
placed with love was left on Legolas� pale skin.�
The two bodies moved with and
against each other, low moans and soft words were exchanged with each
rub of hard flesh on silken skin.�
With a decision he had contemplated
for some time, Glorfindel reached for the small jar of oil that lay
on the table by the bedside.� Pressing it into Legolas� hands
he nodded at the puzzled look.�
�I will guide you,� Glorfindel
murmured, then stopped as he took in the worry in his lover�s eyes.�
�Is it �is this what you want?�� he asked, stroking the blond
strands of hair back.�
Legolas nodded, needing assurance.�
�But is it what you truly desire?��
Glorfindel twined the golden
lock in his fingers.� �There have been few things in my long
life that I have been certain of,� he began, his voice tinged with
deep emotion, �that I love you and want this, is something I have
never doubted.��
�I am glad,� Legolas responded,
turning the glass bottle in his hand thoughtfully before searching the
face of Glorfindel.� �I had thought�.� he added slowly.�
Glorfindel kissed him once
more.� �That will be a gift�.the time of which will be yours
to choose.��
�And if I choose now?��
Glorfindel shook his head.�
�I would show you what pleasure there is to be had before that choice
is made.��
Legolas marvelled at what was
being offered, fumbling with the top of the bottle.� Glorfindel
smiled, remembering the first time he lay with another, younger than
Legolas but just as anxious and in awe of what was about to happen.�
In sympathy for that night so long ago, Glorfindel took the container,
removed the stopper, and turning Legolas� hand, poured a little of
the shimmering liquid into his palm.� With one of more experience
Glorfindel perhaps would have foregone this, Legolas though was liable
to be hesitant, causing pain to both.� It would be worth the time
taken to prepare each other and give added pleasure as they did.�
Legolas dipped his fingers
into the tiny pool, the sweet scent that lingered from it a calming
salve, Glorfindel capped the bottle, depositing it beside him, they
would need it later.�
Glorfindel indicated his readiness,
arching his body, taking hold of the glistening fingers. � �Yes,�
he breathed as Legolas understood, slipping one then two cautious fingers
into the offered body.� There was a hiss of caught breath, then
a relaxed exhaling as the feeling became more familiar.� �Yes,�
he repeated with more fire in his voice, �deeper�.spread �the
oil�move�� he managed as Legolas went deeper, widening the spread
of his fingers.� Glorfindel called out through bitten lip, fighting
to control the clenching of muscles.�
�Enough,� Glorfindel breathed
gently, stilling Legolas� hand with his own, the need growing within
him.� He patted at the bedding to locate the bottle once more,
pressing his thumb to the stopper as the bottle was opened.� This
time he poured the contents into his own hand as Legolas knelt between
his curled legs.� �
Legolas shivered as the warm
fluid was dripped onto his skin, moaned as Glorfindel�s skilled fingers
coated his erection with the oil.� It was just enough to make slick
the hardness, just enough to bring Legolas closer, the first pearl drops
used also to moisten, but not so near to the edge that Legolas felt
the shudder rack his body.�
Reassurance came with a smile,
Legolas poised.� �Slowly,� Glorfindel advised softly as Legolas
pressed against him.� �
And slow it was, painstaking,
excruciating and wondrous.� Legolas felt his body flame, every
fibre of his being alight.� For the first time in his life he was
whole and his soul rejoiced at the completeness of spirit and heart.�
It had been worth the waiting and the wondering to share this, safe
now in the knowledge that with no other would he have this, that as
he sank deep into Glorfindel�s giving body, the captain was his and
Glorfindel held Legolas secure for eternity.�
Glorfindel motioned only once
to urge Legolas, flexing his hips, buttocks rising from the bed as he
coiled his long legs around the slender waist.� This was what he
had dreamed of night after long night, had thought it banished from
his grasp until they had found each other again.� �
Legolas gazed at the pale skin
flushed with passion, stared into the darkened eyes, watched the sleek
body move, amazed at the desire this stirred in him, looked down at
the thrust of his own body, watched as he almost withdrew, then thrust
back to feel the clench of muscle about him.� He heard only the
sounds of Glorfindel�s pleasure, the groans and low moans, heard himself
respond with like sounds.� �
The quickening surprised Glorfindel.�
He had long since ceased to utter any words to Legolas.� The young
one had allowed instinct to guide him, and this elicited no complaint
from Glorfindel.� Yet both had waited long enough to delay much
further.� Legolas threw his head back, hard and deep within his
lover, he shuddered with the rush of completion.� The warmth flooded
Glorfindel�s senses, clutching at his lover�s arms, drawing him
deeper still with a tightening of his legs.� Legolas felt the
sensation of loving for the first time in a sweep of emotion, not the
least that of his own and Glorfindel�s passionate completion.��
He was welcomed into loving arms as it overwhelmed him and he cried
soft tears of joy.� Glorfindel stroked the soft golden hair away
from his face, brushing his fingertips over damp cheeks, saying nothing
but whispers of his love.�
This, thought Legolas, was
the Glorfindel few knew, this was who he was to the ones he loved, this
was who he was to the one he loved.�� He looked into eyes
that hid nothing, realised that they had always spoke the truth.� �
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The ceremony was no less solemn,
nor joyous than that of the crowning of a new king and the marriage
that anointed a new queen.� In that, it marked no less an occasion,
bound by laws more ancient than those of mortal man, and witnessed only
by those who understood.� Lord Elrond recited the vows, his sons
stood beside him in support.� It had been they who had prepared
the two before them, coached them in their obligations, accompanied
them to the rituals that had preceded this.�
Both were dressed in simple
white.� Around each waist a silver belt that sheathed daggers embossed
with ancient script.� Lord Elrond nodded, recognising the weapons
that were only part ceremonial.� Pledges were made and answered,
eternity was before them and they would be offered just one chance to
bow from this commitment.� Glorfindel looked to Legolas.�
Even as he knew what the answer would be, his heart raced, uncalm until
the words were uttered and the rings placed.� �
Elladan offered the newly forged
ring to Legolas.� There was no hesitation in his words, no pause
as the ring was slipped onto Glorfindel�s finger.� Elrohir stepped
forward with an identical offering.� Glorfindel pledged his love
to Legolas as Legolas has given his, and the ring was placed.�
There were shy smiles as they shared their first kiss amid others.� �
�I love you,� Glorfindel
whispered as they turned to the gathering to accept the joyous greetings.� �
�I love you,� Legolas managed
before he was embraced by Elladan then Elrohir.� Glorfindel in
turn kissed each twin tenderly before embracing their father.� �
The journey was almost complete
for them.� They remained closeted in their appointed rooms during
the next days and nights.� If they moved from that sanctuary none
saw them.� In truth they would walk under sparkling skies, hand
in hand, deep into the night.� Few words would pass between them,
they had no need, everything was said in the touch of their hands and
the shine in their eyes.�
Duty would part them one further
time, Legolas to the promise he had made, Glorfindel to the pledge he
had given.� When the hour came there was a certainty in Legolas�
heart that had not existed the last time he had watched Glorfindel ride
from him.� As with that time he resisted the desire to go after
him. The farewell had been sweeter but no less painful.� A raised
hand bid his love goodbye for the moment, and amid the tears Legolas
smiled.� When next they embraced each other, he knew what it was
that he would welcome Glorfindel with.� In the increasing distance
between them Glorfindel paused and looked back, a smile gracing his
lips.� His mate�s thoughts resonating in his mind.�
�I will hold you to that,�
he whispered.�
�I expect no less,� came
the reply.�
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