Author: Jo aka
Slashgirl
Title: Right
Kind Of Wrong
Pairing:
Nicky/? (Yes you can imagine a ShNicky if you want - had someone else in mind
though!)
Rating: bit
more adult than my usual stuff, don't know what this would rate as
really. Oh well, you've had the warning and we're all adults here so...
Disclaimer: As
true as Mark's straight - in other words FICTION! (Sorry, just had to say that
again - it had been too long!)
RIGHT KIND OF WRONG
Know all about
About your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
Everywhere I come I hear the words. A player, a flirt, a
tease. They never say anything good about you. Both of us are known
not to back down in arguments, both of us are as strong headed as each
other. One of these days it's gonna be too much and I won't be able to
stand it any longer. You hurt me so much sometimes when we're arguing and
it gets out of hand, then again I've given you more than your fair share of
bruises as well. But when we're alone together afterwards and you're moving
inside me I lose all the strength and willpower I ever had and just revel in
the closeness, loving the way you love me and knowing the passion can never go
without the pain with us. So I stay, night after night I come back to you
for more of the same.
You walk in and
my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it anymore
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
I'm helpless when you're around me, time after time I try to be strong and
not let you get to me, time after time I come to your room with the thought of
breaking up but I never will - you may be wrong for me but it's the right kind
of wrong...
Loving you isn't really something I
should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
Maybe Mark's right, he's been telling me time and time again that what
you and I have is a mistake but I just can't let go. If this is a mistake
I'm glad to make it, I wouldn't give this up for the world even if it is
hurting me. You make me feel better than anyone has ever made me
feel. After the arguments and fights, after the kissing and making up,
when I'm lying in your arms spent, our sweat mixing on my back, your
chest. Those moments when it gets hard to tell where I end and you begin
'cause we're just too close, those are my favourite time of night.
Might be a
mistake
A mistake I'm making
But what you're giving I am happy to be taking
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say you're
something I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
I really shouldn't love you, I shouldn't have fallen for you but you
snuck in my room and my heart like a thief in the night - you stole my
heart. Just as you had stolen
Loving you
isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
I only realised too late how much I depend on you. Maybe I really
am in too deep - but there's no turning back. The safe shore I started
from is too far away and I can't feel the ground anymore. Once we had to
be apart for a few days and I had time to think. Think about what I
wanted from my life, think about what I really have and think about us. I
was almost sure I could really break up with you, that I could somehow break
free and run but one phone call, one phone call, Nick, sent me driving all the
way to Malahide in about two hours - breaking every speed limit and almost
flying over the N4 to get to you. One phone call, one word from you and I
was helpless again, needing you more than anything.
I should try to
run
But I just can't seem to
Cause everything I run you're the one I run to
Can't do without, what you do to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep
I know you're a flirt, a player, a tease. I know you're bad for me
and that I shouldn't even want to be with you after all that's happened but
with God as my witness, I just can't help myself. I don't care about the
pain, just as long as we get to be together for a few stolen moments
after. Then you'll go back to
Know all about
About your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
Now I know, whatever else happens, I will always be helpless when it
comes to you. There's about as much chance I could live without you as
there is for me to live without air. I need you - even if you hurt
me. I need to be around you like a fish needs to be in the water and
a ship needs a harbour to come back to. This ship can stay at sea a while
and survive but it needs a harbour sometimes to reload, get provisions.
That's how I need you, Nicky. You won't give me your all,
You walk in and
my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it anymore
Oh I know I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
You caught me singing along to a LeAnn Rimes song once and never thought
twice about it - you don't know how true that song is to me. Loving
you really isn't something I should do, I'm supposed to be the strong one but
you broke through all my defences - I never meant to love you but I do...
Loving you isn't really something I
should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
THE END