Author: Inca
Feedback: And I�ll shower in front of you - [email protected]
Rating NC17
AU Liam/William
Disclaimer: They don't belong to me, I just like to play with them
Spoilers: AU
Summary: Risen from the ashes, as an Angel
**
Will walked through the Liam�s door with a smirk on his face.
He anticipated glee.
Liam had been released from the hospital ward just that morning. Will had only seen him while he was sleeping, skulking through the hallways after hours.
Liam was lying on the floor fiddling with what looked likes sticks and thread, waiting to go have a shower. He smiled up at him, but as soon as he saw his hair, his jaw dropped and his big brown puppy eyes went wide.
�Will.� Liam said, shocked. �Your hair�s turned white!� He blinked hard and Will knew he was wondering if it was just in his mind.
Will smiled down at him. �Yeah. Peroxide. Don�t think I�ve gone grey, right?�
Liam slowly stood up and slinked over to him, running his brown gaze over the mess of white warily like it was going to jump off Will�s head and attack him.
His gaze softened.
�Looks good.� He said after a few moments of scrutiny. �Pretty.� He flashed Will a wicked look. �Makes your eyes seem brighter than before, makes you look even more like porcelain. You look like a spirit now.�
�Thanks.� He said blithely, letting Liam run his fingers through it, rubbing the strands between his fingers.
�Gel.� He murmured. �I don�t like the gel.� His face right in front of Will�s but his eyes focused on the hair, chewing on his tongue captivatingly.
�Alright, luv.� He laughed, �I�ll remember that.�
�Too sticky. Too hard.�
That sounded really dirty, but it could be because he hadn�t seen Liam for a couple of days and he was just horny. He let his hands wander down to Liam�s hips, feeling the hard body beneath the material and barely suppressed the excited noises his cock was trying to make him let loose. He loved when Liam looked at him like this. He was parting the strands and looking through them, apparently to see if the white went all the way through.
�Why�d you dye it?� Liam asked, oblivious.
�Research. Gotta play the part.�
�I have no idea what that means.� He rested his hands at the back of Will�s neck in an almost-hug, his fingers still flickering at the white. �You look so beautiful. Big white lion. Silver mane. Roar for me.�
Will grabbed his forearms and pulled them over his shoulders, making Liam come to him. He could feel his hot breath puffing against his face and he cocked his head for a moment before laying a light kiss on his lips. He reached down and patted Liam�s butt lovingly.
�How do you feel?�
�About your newness?� He asked, letting his head fall back.
�No inside. Remember? You were feeling sick a couple of days ago?�
�Ummm.� His eyes drifted up to Will�s hair and he lifted his hand and started playing with it, pulling the strands forward so they drifted over Will�s face. He giggled at his work and started pulling the strands over his ears.
He�d gotten distracted.
�Baby?� Will said softly, letting a smile slip onto his face, guiding Liam�s hands away from his head.
�Yes?�
�Do you feel better? Then yesterday?� he asked, flicking Liam�s hair back playfully.
�I don�t know.� Liam said spacily, looking at his hair like he was trying to seduce it.
Will decided to try an easier question that didn�t require Liam to make a comparison in his head, when he was so obviously beguiled by the bleach.
�Do you feel sick?�
�A little. But not throwing up. Just � bleargh and tired.�
�Ah.� He let Liam�s fingers twist into his hair again. �What did Sally say?�
�She said � to let the music fill me up until I meow and vampires turn to dust.�
�Okay � Pet? Are you sure it wasn�t the stars that said that?�
�Wha�?� He trailed off and made a small roaring noise at his hair and then smiled secretively. �I�d like th��
Will smiled and rub Liam�s back, wishing he could stay. He wanted to stay and just be with him, awake and aware � sort of aware. But he couldn�t.
And that had started depressing him in a whole new way since Liam had come back, since they�d been allowed to do whatever in England.
�I have to go before the guard comes to get you for your shower. I just dropped by to show myself off.�
Liam smiled and his eyes drifted away, out of focus staring at a picture of his on the wall. He looked like he�d just had a shot of morphine. �Will you sleep here with me?�
�No, Pet. But I�ll see you tomorrow.�
�What if I meow?� He asked seductively.
�I love you. See you tomorrow.� He said smiling and untangling himself.
Liam meowed.
�Love you� He whispered as he left the room, waving through the small square of glass at him.
**~~**
�And you like it?� Doyle asked, sitting next to him on the gravelly yard, up against the outdoor shed, away from the others.
He nodded, smiling. �I love it! Will makes me meow.�
Doyle frowned and looked away. �I don�t know if he should be having a relationship with you Ags. S�not right, really.�
He stared down at the photos Angel had taken of Buckingham Palace, and the one he�d taken of he and Will kissing.
Angel shook his head smiling. �That�s what he said at first! But now he meows too.�
�Who wanted to have sex the first time?�
�I don�t remember.� He said, peering over Doyle�s shoulder to the photo. Will still had his brown hair in those. Now it was white. It made him paler.
Pretty.
Doyle frowned at him, light blue, lighter than Will�s eyes, clouded with worry.
Why was he worried?
�Ags��
�Don�t be worried. I don�t understand why you�re worried.�
Doyle laughed and brushed his hands through his own hair, pushing his back from his brow. ��Cause � I dunno � how do I know he�s not just using you?�
�Will wouldn�t do that.�
�Where do you � do it?�
�Lots of places. In his office a lot, that�s where we did it the first time, in my room, in the art room, in the hotel in England, in Will�s house.� He giggled at the memories floating up. �We did it there a lot. We did it out on the football field once, under the trees when I was meant to be in that shading class��
�Shite Ags, out on that field?� He indicated.
Angel nodded, feeling very naughty � grinning. �Will has the keys to everything. We were just going for a walk that day. And then we started kissing and� Oh, in the shower. I like it the best when he sneaks in at night and unlocks the door, and wakes me up. He�s only done that twice cause he doesn�t like waking me.�
�Oh I see. He actually has a problem waking you does he?�
�Yes. �Cept he hates it when I have nightmares. Makes him sad, and then I have to kiss him better.�
�Geez, Angel. I don�t know about all � this.�
He frowned. Doyle seemed a little irritated. Not irritated. � but � Angel couldn�t think of the right word. He let the thought drift away. It was too difficult to unravel.
�But we love each other.�
�Different kinds of love, Ags.� He looked around and then leant in. �I don�t know if this one�s good for you, yeah?�
�It is. I love it.�
�I�m sure you do� don�t want �im to hurt you, though.�
Angel kissed his cheek, realising he was just worrying about him. �Will would never hurt me.� He whispered, �Don�t worry about it.�
�I have to worry. Someone has to worry for you.�
Angel�s eyes suddenly went wide. �You�re not going to tell anyone �are you?� He swallowed. �You promised.� He reminded.
�I did, didn�t I?�
He vaguely remembered Will telling him not to let anyone know, but he was pretty sure that didn�t include Doyle. And it felt like he hadn�t seen him in a while.
�Yes. Will could get in a lot of trouble. He told me not to tell anyone.�
�Did he now?� He said, eyebrows raised.
He nodded. He was a little worried now. �Don�t tell. They�ll take him away from me.�
�Ags?�
He hummed a yes, raising his eyebrows.
�You�re pretty. A lot of � people, see you here � and � are attracted to you. Like Mikael and his friends.�
Mikael was mean to him.
�I don�t like Mikael.�
�Mmmm, I know. But they take advantage of you, because � you�re very trusting.�
Angel had no idea why he was talking about this. He nodded anyway.
�Now Mikael�s very rude with the way he takes advantage of you, and he�s mean to you. But people can be nice and still be bad to you.�
�I don�t see how.�
�By not doing what�s best for you. Because you have trouble deciding some things for yourself.�
�Like the toast this morning?�
Doyle looked away. �Kinda.�
There was silence. Doyle looked deep in thought, his eyes wandering around the yard.
�I�m a kitten. See my collar?� He purred.
�I remember, I was there when you made it.� Doyle smiled. �Very nice.�
�You helped me.�
�I did. I help you. And I�m going to do what�s good for you, okay kitten?�
�Okay.� He said, again not knowing what Doyle was talking about, apart from where he called him a kitten. He purred again. He almost did it unconsciously now.
�Kitty Kitty.� Angel murmured.
�You want me to do what�s best for you, right? Even if you might not like it?�
He thought about that. Why would he want Doyle to do something he wouldn�t like? �I like things I like.�
�Yeah, but do you understand that I sometimes know better? Cause you�re too busy being a kitten right now, and I love ya for it, but � like all those times with Mikael? And I helped you with him because I knew what he was going to do?�
�Because you have the visions?�
He blinked. �Yes. And common sense.�
Angel didn�t know what was happening. �Meow.� He rubbed his body up against Doyle, who laughed. �Pet me. I�m a goood kitty.�
Doyle conceded for a while, rubbing his hand across Angel�s neck and they fell into silence. He put his head down on Doyle�s lap and let him pat his hair. He felt like he was falling asleep.
Someone yelled something at them, but Doyle yelled back, and Angel couldn�t be bothered following. Doyle looked after him anyway. Doyle and Will.
He smiled. He was so gold at the moment. Shining and precious and everyone wanted to look after him. He rolled his cheekbone against Doyle�s thigh to let him know he appreciated it and settled into his thoughts for a while. White hair and blue eyes kidnapping his train of thought. He let them. Will was so �
�Do you need to piss Ags?� Doyle asked.
He realised he was wriggled around. He was suddenly aware of the pressure in his bladder. �Yes, a lot.�
He got up. �You can stay or come if you like?�
�I�ll stay Ags. I got some thinkin� to do, yeah?�
He wandered away and waved to the guard who let him inside, with a �Be quick Angel.�
He would. He didn�t like being by himself anyway. The guards didn�t need to come with him now. They used to when he first got there. He remembered because he hated it so much. It always took him ages when someone was watching him pee. They just sat and watched and it prickled the hair on the back of his neck. But now they let him go by himself. He�d shown he could be trusted.
He pushed through the bathroom door.
The toilets were huge and all open, next to the roof of showers. He edged past the urinals with the puddles and picked a moderately clean one.
The door closed behind him and he looked around at who came in.
No one.
Angel frowned.
He didn�t like things like that happening. Bad things seemed to happen after weird things. A small star mutter flickered through the air, praying it was just imagined. Anxious. He quickly buttoned up and washed his hands, heading out into the corridor.
A hand wrapped round his mouth and another around his waist. He yelled in shock but it was muffled.
�Will?� He mumbled into the hand.
�No. Much better.� Mikael answered pulling him into a storeroom.
*~
Will had been ashamedly watching Liam and Doyle from his office. They were just in his sight where they were sitting, around the corner from everyone else. When he stood in a certain position. And craned his head.
Guilty little pleasure, observing Liam when he didn�t know. Watching the movements of his body, when he couldn�t see him.
He couldn�t help it. He hadn�t been looking to spy on him. � It just kinda happened.
He felt a sharp bite of envy every time Liam leaned over to peck his cheek or looked at him coyly, culminating in almost green sight as he lay his head in Doyle�s lap. He frowned. That should be his thigh under Liam�s cheekbone. Not some small Irish wankers.
Liam doesn�t know. It�s completely innocent.
Yes. He knew that. But still�
What if Liam � �played� with everyone? What if Will wasn�t special, what if that�s just how Liam felt close to people.
He swallowed.
No. He breathed slowly, watching Doyle�s fingers run through his hair. Liam had told him a long time ago that there was only him.
His conscience chimed in with the fact Liam also told him he was a cat. Just �cause Liam said it, didn�t make it true.
A little worried noise sounded in his throat as he watched them closely for any touching or kissing.
Liam started jiggling and Will predicted correctly that he needed to go to the bathroom. More mouths moving. Then Liam got up and walked to the building oblivious to the lusty stares and catcalls he got from the yard inhabitants.
He went back to his work after Liam slipped into the building. He was reading two books.
One on vampires and one on re-opening trials.
He was more interested in the latter.
But he�d promised Liam the former. So he�d compromised.
He went to reading.
Focus focus focus.
He guessed it would be seven minutes until Liam cam back, cause he had to walk through the halls. He�d get back up in seven and see.
*~
�Like your collar Angel. You look good.�
Angel looked around the dark storeroom frightened. �They told me to be quick�� he said, staring at the odds and ends on the shelves. There was only a small window and Mikael was blocking the door.
�They say that to everyone. Don�t you want to catch up with Mikael?�
He nodded, his heart picking a quicker beat.
�How was your trip? Heard you went to England?�
Angel smiled at the memory when he first got to the hotel room and Will had hugged him. Then the photos, flash and sugar and then Buckingham Palace.
�I saw the changing of the guard.� And then he started, remembering he was meant to have been sick that day. �Or that could�ve been a dream.� He covered.
�And I heard you were sick. I saw you in the hospital ward, remember?� he said, smiling his weird smile that was cold even though smiles were supposed to be warm. �Why were you out of it?�
Angel remembered something about vampires and definitely�
�Harlen.� He whispered, scared. He hoped saying his name didn�t let it drift off on the wind to waiting ears.
�Im not calling you.� He clarified; looking warily at the window to make sure it was still daylight. It was.
�Mmmmm.� Said Mikael and Angel could tell he wasn�t paying attention.
�It�s hot in here, isn�t it?� Mikael asked.
Was it?
Not really.
�I guess.�
Mikael slipped out of the top of his jumpsuit, letting the arms swing from his waist. His chest was huge and rock-like muscles strained out of his spotted brown vest. His arms were thick and bulging.
He thought of Will. Will was muscly, but not scarily. Will was � like a dancer. Pretty and perfect. Lithe. Will was lithe.
�Aren�t you hot?�
Was he?
No.
�I don�t think so.�
�You look hot.� Mikael smirked.
�Do I?�
He wished he had a mirror, this was confusing. Maybe he was flushed.
�Here.� Mikael said, and popped open the front of his uniform, flicking it off his shoulders. �That feel better?�
Not really. It was too hard to disagree. It had been like this since he woke up. Everything seemed too difficult, like his mind was exhausted.
�I guess.�
The stars didn�t like this. They were whispering little anxious songs in his ears and it was worrying him, but he was getting a little frustrated too. He didn�t know what to do and they weren�t being helpful.
�I left Doyle by himself.� He tried.
�That�s alright with me.�
He had meant that it wouldn�t be alright with Doyle.
�Okay.� He said hesitantly. Mikael was just staring at him, his mouth curved up in the corner.
�You�re really � innocent.� Mikael chuckled. �I love that about you.�
Angel thought about this. That seemed like a good thing. �Thankyou.�
�It�s really hot in here.�
Again?
He looked around to see if there was some colour Mikael was seeing that was making him hot. �Sometimes looking at red or yellow makes you hot.�
�Maybe I should take this thing off.�
Angel didn�t want that. When Mikael was naked he usually wanted to play. And Angel wasn�t interested in doing that with Mikael.
�Maybe we should just leave the room?�
�Nah.� He pushed his jumpsuit off and stood in just his underwear and vest. �Now you.�
�But I�m not hot.�
�You look it.� He said with a sneer and a lick of his lips.
�Do I?�
Maybe he was flushed. He pouted. He didn�t feel flushed.
�I�m confused��
�Because you�re hot.�
�Am I?�
Why � Angel�s head was hurting.
�Take the uniform off.�
�But I don�t want to.�
�Do you like wearing it.�
�No��
�Then what�s the problem?�
There was one � but he couldn�t think about it and Mikael was taking it off for him anyway so he didn�t have to think about it. It was too much effort anyway.
�Yeah�� Mikael said licking his lips again. �That�s much better isn�t it.�
He didn�t wear anything under his uniform now. Mikael was looking at his cock and he didn�t like it. He�d put the uniform back on but he didn�t want to upset him.
�Can we go now?�
�Mmmm?� Mikael said. �You�ve trimmed your pubes. Looks good.�
He looked down.
Yes.
They felt nicer when Will played with them. He kept them trimmed now. Will had done it for him last time he saw him, gently and delicately as he spread his legs wide on the bathroom floor. He�d done it in England too but then they�d grown all fuzzy again while he was in the sick ward.
�Can I touch?�
Touch what? Oh.
�Ummm, I don�t think so.�
�Come on, its so different to mine.�
He pushed the underwear down and his huge semi-hard cock flopped out, surrounded by thick cloying curls. �See?�
�Yeah�� he said, letting his eyes ghost across his crotch before drifting away.
The storeroom smelled like orange paint. Then he wondered if orange paint smelled any different to green. It should, really, if you thought about it. He looked down and Mikael�s hand was around his cock, stoking him to hardness. Mikael�s other arm was around his waist, holding him close against his hard stomach.
When did that happen�?
�I missed you babe, in my hand. Soon I�ll pump you full of cock just like you love? Yeah, babe?� Mikael whispered, resting his chin on Angel�s shoulder.
His cock was rising, slowly, to the warm hand. His arms were hanging limply by his sides, caught under Mikael�s arms. He looked down at the thick brown hand pulling back his foreskin and he frowned a little.
�Pretty, such a pretty cock.� The words breathed hot and wet into his ear.
Mikael�s other hand ran down, still around him, to tickle his balls and he giggled.
�Ticklish baby of mine.�
He grinned. He was ticklish there, a bit, on the underside. Mikael shifted so the head of his cock was pushed in between Angel�s cheeks rubbing up against him.
Mikael starting kissing his neck sloppily, licking and sucking, and it was really wrong.
Shouldn�t Will be doing this?
Will�s hands, Will�s lips, Will�s familiar hardness poking between his cheeks. The other fingers tickled down between his legs, the position pushing his thigh away and rubbed along his entrance. He cooed. It felt really good.
�Yeah keep singing for me babe, I love your bat shit crazy head.� He whispered softly. �You don�t even know where you are, all dazed and stupid, and it makes me wanna fuck you till you cry.�
The tone was nice. The words weren�t, so he focused on the nice cooing tone. He relaxed and sank back against the too big chest.
�Yeah baby, relax. I want you all open and willing when I rip inside you. So much sweeter when you�re willing. Makes it honey when you start to cry, when you�re stupid and wanting at the start.�
He wanted Will. Will�s words and tone were both nice. They matched. It didn�t feel wrong relaxing with Will. Against Will. He decided to pretend he was with Will and the hands became a little smaller, the fingers tapered not square and thick.
�I love you Pet. You�re everything to me.� Will murmured in his rough sexy accent.
He whimpered as the finger stabbed into him dry.
�Hurts��
�I know.� Mikael moaned and shoved his finger in further.
�I�m sorry baby.� Will murmured and kissed the tip of his ear.
He heard Mikael spit onto his fingers and worked them roughly in, his body spasming and trying to push them out, heavy arm across his chest, the other holding his thighs apart with his forearm as he finger fucked him.
�I�m gonna fuck you cunt. Fuck you raw, like the bitches that put me in here.� Mikael grunted.
�Anything for you, it�s all for you.� Will continued.
He started crying. He was confused. And he was in pain. Was Will here?
�Will?� he murmured, ending in a squeal as Mikael thrust another dry finger in.
�Cry for me babe, you�re so fucking pretty when you�re in pain.�
�It makes my heart hurt when you cry.�
Mikael spun him around. �Eat me.� He grunted pushing him down to his knees, his arsehole shuddering from the tears and scrapes inside. Mikael�s angry cock was ugly and hissing at him like a cobra.
He drew back away from it but a huge hand that was definitely not Will�s, grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him back to it. He tried to tip his head back over the hand to get more distance but he kept getting closer to the snake-faced thing.
He whimpered at it as it came to rest against his lips. He pulled back violently, breaking free of the hand, but was caught again by the ear this time, and he yelped as the skin tore a little up the back, in the soft join.
Mikael slapped him across the face. �Are you too stupid to realise by now, that I hurt you, if you don�t do what I want?�
He nodded and then shook his head then started crying because he didn�t understand and it seemed like he�d get hurt more if he got the wrong answer.
He got hit again, across his temple and he shook his head a little as it all went a bit fuzzy and green. He forgot what was happening and looked up at Mikael for help.
None was forthcoming.
Mikael raised his hand back like he was going to knock him to the floor with a backhand and he licked the angry cock in front of him to calm him down. The hand lowered a bit, but stayed up so Angel licked the cock again, shivering a little.
It was actually very cold in here.
He wished Will were here. Not only would he be with Will but he didn�t think he�d be doing this. This felt bad when he did it to Mikael. He felt good when he licked Will�s cock into his mouth, heavy on his tongue and salted, twitching with Will�s happy noises sparking the air.
�Suck me in.�
He sucked the head in and pulled an unhappy face hoping Will would see and come take him away,
�Swallow more.�
It was hurting his lips as it was. He swallowed, taking more, and made an unhappy sound, hoping Mikael would realise he didn�t like it.
Mikael reached down and grabbed his head. �Make more of those whimpers babe. They make me wanna choke you till you�re dead,� He said smiling, �Glassy eyed and full of spunk.�
Angel was terrified. The stars told him to run. He tried to pull off but Mikael�s hands were slowly sinking the cock into his throat.
�Whimper!� he growled when Angel didn�t. He slapped his face and Angel whimpered in pain.
�Good boy.�
**~~
Will was wandering around the toilet block hallways. It definitely did not take Liam twenty-eight minutes to pee. He was probably lost.
He snuffed a small laugh, smiling sympathetically as he imagined his lover wandering around the hallways looking confused.
He didn�t want him to miss out on all the �outside time� because the guards were hopeless. He wasn�t in the toilet block, or the hallways. He tried the art room but the hallway leading to it was locked, and Liam didn�t have a key. He peeked out one of the rooms� windows and saw Doyle sitting by himself looking very lost in thought as he stared across the yard.
Will pulled a face and went back to the toilet block, deciding to try around there again. Maybe Liam saw him and was playing hide and se �
He heard a pained sound from the door he passed.
He looked back. Storage room.
Just a mind trick. He thought, moving on.
But then, some murmurs and another whimper longer and heart-freezingly familiar. He opened the door and time slowed down to a sedated gluggy state. He saw someone�s huge naked body turned away from him and Liam on his knees in front of it. He was naked and crying and making whimpers that were definitely not his usual pleasure-filled ones and his pretty rose lips trembled as they were pumped full of someone�s nasty cock.
Will�s face seized and his eyes dried.
He was almost too calm and collected as he grabbed the first object his hand could touch. A strong length of untreated wood, which he promptly smashed over the back of the man�s head. The reverberations hurt his arm but the anger stayed in his hands clenching into the weapon.
Liam�s eyes flicked open at the sound of wood on bone and he lifted off the cock and seemed to happily mouth his name. He might�ve said it, but everything was turned down low. Will�s blood was rushing in his ears.
Blood poured from the contact point and Mikael turned around dizzily. He smacked the wood across his face, breaking it as the man collapsed. He threw the snapped wood down and grabbed Liam who was on all fours on the ground the blood that was pouring from Mikael�s head edging onto his fingertips.
He was shaking his head at it as Will pulled him to his feet, wrapping him in a hug. �Baby doll, don�t go with Mikael, alright?� he said, sounding like it was through cotton wool.
�Blood blood blood�
�Shh, don�t look it at, look at me.�
Scared brown eyes looked at him and softened. Time sped to normal and sound came back and he could hear the hitches of breath in Liam�s throat.
He looked at Mikael. He wasn�t moving. He nudged him with his foot and Liam crouched down, shaking and scared and pulled a piece of the wood away, poised to hit him if he moved.
�How many times� Will and Liam both looked to the door as someone ran up to it. ��do I have to tell you, storeroom�s off � JESUS!� Barry yelled.
He gaped at Will and then Liam who was naked and shivering and frightened, and then down to Mikael bleeding abundantly and staining the floor red, then back round at each of them again.
�What is it Barr?� Another voice yelled down the corridor.
Barry shook his head and leaned out of the storeroom. �Liam�s beat the shit out of Mikael!�
�Really?�
Another guard ran up and poked his head in.
�Fuck� me!�
Will reached over and pulled the wood out of Liam�s hands, not saying a word. Liam looked at him doe-eyed and then covered his groin.
�Mikael said he was going to cho chh ch ch��
�It�s alright Liam.� Will breathed.
�Dr Telleck, how�d �� The other guard asked, rubbing his chin as he looked at Mikael. Barry was moving warily over to the body.
�Walking through. Heard the noises.� He picked up his book and tried not to look at the unmoving body on the ground.
Barry was crouched down, avoiding the red puddle and checking him for signs of life.
�He�s still breathing. Just out cold.�
Will�s shoulders sagged in relief. He turned and Liam was looking at him starry-eyed. �You � you came in and � you��
He picked up Liam�s uniform for him and handed it over with a small, reassuring smile. �Did he hurt you?�
Liam just stared at him, holding the uniform against his chest like a schoolgirl holding her books.
�Here, you fix Mikael up and I�ll try to figure out what happened.� Will said to the guards, pulling the still naked Liam out the door.
�Sure Will.� Barry said, running off to get a nurse probably.
�Good going Angel.� The other guard said with a gentle smile on his face. �He�d done that for far too long.�
He pulled Liam into an empty room and helped him clumsily put his uniform back on. He was shaken and traumatised. His fingers were up touching his mouth and he looked like he�d just been hit on the head with the wood that he�d hit Mikael with.
He gently pulled one of Liam�s hands away from his mouth and pushed it through the armhole.
He hoped Mikael wasn�t in a coma. He prayed he�d just knocked him out. But no time to think about that. He focused on Liam, who was shaking his head rapidly.
Tears starting squeezing out between Liam�s eyelids. �Will, you came at �. He �. Mikael was being� he sniffed.
�Here baby.� He said calmly, pulling out a mug from a cupboard and filling it with water from the dingy sink. Liam swilled the water around in his trembling mouth and then spat it out. He held the mug out for more.
�Daddy, hold me.�
Will stepped back with the filled mug and pulled Liam away from the glass windowed door so no one passing could see them. He pulled him into a hug, hands resting on Liam�s ribs, hearing the water gulp down his throat.
�I�m sorry I let you take the blame, pet.� He said, biting his lip. �I�m gonna get in so much trouble if they know it was me.�
�Yes Daddy.� He said, before returning to gulp down the water, more relaxed and happy wrapped up in Will�s arms.
�With you it was self defence. With me � it was an unguarded attack. From behind.� He felt the unease rise in his gut again.
Liam mumbled something.
�Sorry Pet?�
Liam squeezed him tighter. �He said he wanted to choke me till I�m dead.� He said, petulantly.
�What?!� Will barked, making Liam flinch.
�He wanted to choke me Will. Not nice. Good Kitty.�
Will was suddenly cruelly disinterested in whether Mikael was comatose or not.
Will pushed Liam�s head onto his shoulder and kissed at his earlobe.
�Thankyou Will-ee-um.� He giggled. �Will-eeeee-um� He laughed hysterically, eyes still scared. �So dirty��
He tugged gently at Liam�s hair, pulling his head back. He covered the mouth with his own and flicked his tongue against Liam�s trying to calm him down in the most base of ways.
Liam slumped in his arms until Will was holding his slack body up completely. He moved him against the wall.
�I was so scared Daddy.� He said, and Will smothered the hurt with another loving, long wet kiss. He ran his tongue along the curve of his front teeth and pulled away.
�I didn�t want to, but I was scared.� He whined, the shock wearing off a little in Will�s care. �He hurt me.�
�He�s evil Pet. But I love you. Come on � do you want a shower?�
�Yes.�
**~~**
It was all foggy. The stars were murmuring to him, and so was Will, calming him down, unwinding the knots inside that Mikael had put there.
His backside felt raw and rubbed. He whined.
��he wants�� the conversation Will and the guards were having seemed to drift in and out. He watched Will, with his white hair, strong hands guiding him away from the body they were loading up onto a stretcher. The guards were all moving away with it.
Will looked like a lion. A white roaring knight who had saved him. He purred quietly.
�� cleaned up.�
Clean.
He felt sleepy.
He wanted Will to hug him, or kiss him again. He felt horrible inside, like he was going to be sick inside his head. �Will?�
�Right here, Barry�s going to take you to have a shower.�
Barry? He stepped away from the man. How did he know Barry wasn�t going to find it hot in the showers?
The stars told him he knew no such thing.
�I want Will.�
�Angel.� Will said.
�I don�t want � to see me...� he tried to explain.
Barry and Will looked at each other for a moment, and then, as if they�d decided, Barry handed over some keys and walked away after the stretcher and Will was alone in the hall with him.
He roared softly.
�White lion.� He whispered.
Will smiled slightly and led him to the shower block, opening the door. He scooted Angel inside without a word and walked with him to the benches that were off the wet ground. The showers were strange. Most of the showers were just hanging on the ceiling and everyone stood on the slightly raised part in the centre of the room. Angel assumed this was so the guards could watch them all at once. But there were two special showers up the back, in moderate privacy. Slight half walls were around those and if you stood up against the wall, no one in the room could see you. Angel knew that because he�d been a �special case� and was allowed to shower up the back with only one of the guards watching him.
After the first few months they�d gotten tired of breaking up the fights at shower time. Angel had started to get sick at shower time cause every time he went he�d be poked and tugged and slapped and hands all over him and the men trying to push him down on the floor and the yells and the horrible words and the fingers and cocks just like Mikael and he slapped him and wanted to choke him to dea �
�Baby?�
Will�s voice drifted in. He looked at him but couldn�t conjure an emotion on his face. Will was just watching him with gentle blue eyes. The angry hate-fire that had burned them yellow when he�d walked into the storeroom was never shown to him. Only love in his eyes for Angel.
Angel tried to purr but it came out weak and broken. Thankyou. �Thankyou for caring enough to look at me like that.� Everyone else looked with smugness or superiority or anger or disgust. Will only looked with �...love.�
He sniffed and Will�s thumb brushed across his cheek. He raised his eyes and the same gentle gaze was watching him. He was waiting for an answer, but not impatiently.
�Sorry?� Angel asked, unafraid of punishment for not listening.
�I said do you want me to lock the door?� He reached up with white fingers and pushed Angel�s hair back, his fingers feeling nice as they pushed through. He lent his head on one of Will�s hands and let him finger comb his hair back for a while.
Everywhere he turned it seemed like something bad was happening, so it made this little moment between them seem special. Even though Will�s face was sad and Angel knew that it would end soon. He didn�t want it to. He didn�t want to be hiding.
�Will I ever get out of here?�
Will didn�t answer but kept brushing his fingers through his hair.
�What if I don�t? What if I�m here till I die?�
�Baby shhh, lets not talk about �things � now.�
He closed his eyes as he moved to rest his cheekbone on the palm. �I was sent here to die. I won�t get out.�
�Angel��
The hand stopped combing his hair back and moved down to smooth down the side of his face.
�They put me in here for life. Im going to wake up and be old in the mirror one day and I�ll have lived all my life in here. And then I�ll die and they�ll bury me out in that graveyard.�
Will�s body slumped against his and he opened his eyes. Will was resting his head on Angel�s shoulder.
�Don�t even talk about that. I don�t want to hear it.� He murmured, his voice cracking half way through.
Angel had never really thought about being in here until he died. But he guessed he would be. But at least he�d have Will.
�You won�t quit your job will you?�
�No, baby, never.� He felt kisses along his collarbone.
�What if you get fired?�
�Oi!� Will said in mock indignation, which lifted both their moods a little. �Are you saying I�m incompetent?�
Angel smiled mischievously and looked at the doorway to see if anyone was coming in. It was pretty safe, so he walked down to his favourite cubicle and Will followed. Will sat on the guard�s bench across from the stall and tried to watch inconspicuously as Angel stripped out of his clothes.
�I know you�re watching Daddy, don�t try to hide.� He said stepping out of the uniform and cupping his cock. He bounced it in his hand a few times.
Will smiled but made no move to get closer to him. He cocked his head and purred.
�No playing Pet. Have a shower.�
Oh yeah. He suddenly felt things crawling over him, Mikael�s words and anger, so he stepped in and turned the shower on, blasting all the things on his skin away. Will�s hand appeared over his shoulder handing him some new soap and he took it, holding onto the hand and trying to coax it to rub around his body. Another hand just patted his butt and then they both slipped away. He turned and pouted, rubbing the soap into bubbles and cream in his hands. He gestured for Will to join him.
Will shook his head playfully from the seat.
Angel started feeling a bit insecure. He looked down at himself and back up at Will. Will was looking at him mostly happy, a little sad and a lot of lust.
�Why not?�
�Not right now, maybe later.�
Angel�s cock was starting to rise from Will�s gaze. �But I want to thank you.�
�You don�t need to.�
�Want to thankyou for being a big white lion and scaring them away.�
Will made no move, just sat with a strange small smile curving the pink of his lips. His eyes skated up and down Angel�s body.
�Im all wet Daddy.�
�I can see that.� He mused, his tongue curling up behind his front teeth, which Angel knew meant he was having horny thoughts.
�You want to play with me when I�m all wet now, don�t you?� He asked, reaching down to flick at his cock
�Not today.� He smiled and took his eyes off Angel, content to watch the door instead.
Angel meowed but Will just smiled at the door. He turned a little disappointed and let the water spray over his face. That always felt good. Like being out at dusk when the sky�s purple and yellow and the first raindrops fall against you unexpected.
�I like the rain.� He murmured to the stars that were painting sea foam green sky and content purring feeling pictures in his head. He felt very safe now, even if he and Will weren�t playing.
He stood under the shower spray until Will tapped him on the shoulder and he turned around hopeful for a licking tongue and some curious fingers and was wrapped in a towel and Will �arms instead. He leant into him, wet arms around Will�s shoulders making his shirt wet, but he didn�t mind and he felt Will�s hands smoothing across his wet shoulders. He ran his fingers up to touch the new white strands, silver, sweeping them back with water until his hair was slick.
Will dried him off quickly, watching the door every few moments and then kissed him, wet and open mouthed, almost clumsily with so much affection and earnest. Angel loved it.
Will picked up his uniform from the bench and held it out, giving him a quick peck when he leant forward to get it. He cackled. He loved it when Will was this fun.
After Angel was dressed Will took his hand and led him to the door. He smiled a tiny bit, sad and heavy before he dropped the hand to open the door and walk out into the hallway.
Angel purred at him anyway, flicking his fingers against Will�s as his arms swung. Will joined in the game, his fingers brushing against Angel�s.
�Do you want to go back outside?�
He shook his head. He wanted to play.
�Remembering that we�re not playing today.� He reminded.
Angel pouted.
�Allen�s sitting by himself.� He pointed out the door. Angel raised an eyebrow.
�Yes.�
�Okay. I�ll see you later.�
He nodded. �Thankyou.�
Will gave him a confused smile and opened the door for him. He walked through and out into the bright light. He turned around and Will was watching him.
He gave a little wave and wandered back over to Doyle.
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