Some things I have said,
I wish had never been heard!
I'm so sorry for the hurt,
Please forgive my every word.
I'm still that guy you met, though,
I've hid behind masks and shields.
I just wish none was remembered,
So your heart can be healed!
I didn't have my heart and mind,
Set in stone and in the right place.
So the Devil shot right through me,
As if I were made of lace.
I had a fun relationship for once,
And we were going so well.
Until one day commitaphobia happened,
And turned it into a living hell.
I should have handled things,
Differently then what I did.
I should have acted mature,
Instead of acting like a little kid.
I miss the way you walked in a room,
And my heart starts racing upon the first look.
I miss your nice, wonderful mother.
And the awesome things she'd cook.
I hope this touches your heart,
Because you have touched mine.
I miss talking to you so much,
That it is making me ryhme.
So I am paying unwillingly,
The price of my pride.
Because I didnt tell you things,
Instead I just went to hide.
I'm asking for a second chance,
Something you already said you dont do.
But I just want to spend at least,
One more day in the presence of you.
Jeremy Davenport