What does emotion.....particually love do to us...?...it casues great pain....great happyness....but it really in the end causes pain...thus far for me love has always ended in heart ache.....I cant really totally explain why but it has....and yet I still strive for it...why...I step out from my door and look in to the vast possibilties of emtion that i can feel.....and I pick the one that hurts me the most...why do people do this...is the thirst this intense....are we afraid to be alone...personally.....I know lonlyness...I have been lonely since I was 14-15....cant really explain why with out telling you a story.....but I have loved on 2 seprate ocassions...and they have both caused me greif.... a third could have been a wonderful love.....but to my own error....I let it slide by....I let temptaion gain the upper hane.....I took a realtioship based on sex.. rather than love...and when it was over i felt more lonley than ever....and I lost the person that I could have loved dearly...but what can i say i was young.....and im not much older only 2yrs...but in two years I have figured out what it is to love...how to love...what love does to people...what love does to me. alot more but im not gonna get to in to it....I have only one truth about love..in the end....you left with pain...what was beuty....joy...untouched...un surpassed by nothing...makes you miserable.........and thats how I feel.....maybe its just my luck.....or have I angered the love god....? - -Slap- -