I have written this to let people know, that although when we die it may seem like a beautiful place to go to, please dont be in a hurry to get there. Suicide will not take you to the Angelic Realms (heaven), When a person commits suicide, it is not their time to leave this world, so this world is where their souls stay until their time on earth that was planned has been lived. When someone who is spiritual has lost a loved one to suicide, you will often hear them say they have a spiritual friend with them all the time, It is not a punishment for the suicide victim and they are not always sad, there are Angelic biengs ( angels) around them to whatch over them until their time comes for them to pass over to the other side.
Suicide is a thought we create when things seem to be to hard to cope with, Please if you have these thoughts, ask your Angels for relaxation for a little while, rejuvination from the hard time that you are experiencing, and always remember whatever you are going through will get better in time, just take a look at your past and the hard times you have already been through you survived them all, you can survive this one too :)).