and it's been a while since i could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i first saw you
and it's been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while since i could call you

and everything i can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
consequences that are rendered
i stretched myself beyond my means

and it's been a while since i could say that i wasn't addicted
and it's been a while since i could say i loved myself as well
and it's been a while since i've gone and fucked things up jsut like i always do
and it's been a while but all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you

and everything i can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
consequences that are rendered
gone and fucked things up again

why must i feel this way
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

and it's been a while since i could look at myself straight
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry