November 18











Today's Lyric : K's Choice - Almost Happy


A friend posed a question to me last night, which got me to thinking...

She said, "What do you want? Because until you know, no one can give that to you."

The thing that bothered me most, was that I couldn't answer the question, not for her, but for myself. I pondered and I pondered but, I could not come to any conclusions.

The best answer that I could come to, the one thing that I know I want, is happiness. But what I want along the way in order for me to gain that happiness is what I do not know.

Or do I even want happiness?

If I find myself feeling crappy (to be put in the most general terms) all of the time, sometimes more so than others mind you, than maybe I want not to be happy. If I truly wanted to be happy, than I would know WHY I feel like I do, so that I could change these things to make myself the way I want. Right?

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