Oh, what a happy bunny I am!

I came home during my long lunch to find a message on the machine from "Kimberly" at the University of Waterloo Housing Office. Curious I called back, it turns out she was offering me a room in residence. I explained my situation - I hadn't recieved my letter of admission. She told me I was accepted, I almost went into hysterics over the phone, the poor lady must've thought I was a nut case. No matter, I accepted the room later in the day.

I got to pretty much choose which room I wanted. There's construction going on across the way from the residence, and therefore they decided to give these rooms out differently. So I got myself a single room, on the second floor. A single room, do you realize how hard those are to get? Yipeeeeeeee!!!

I got accepted to waterloo and a guaranteed room in a matter of minutes, whats wrong?

I had a calculus test this morning, I'm pretty sure I aced it. I'll be disappointed if I didn't, because of the high I'm riding right now.

Speaking of calculus...I saw my calculus teacher after I heard the news about my acceptance. I was walking down the hall, and by the way he said "What are you grinning about?" I'm assuming I was all teeth. When I told him he was kinda happy for me I suppose, maybe he was surprised that I had actually recieved acceptance from them. Either way I don't really care!

I feel oddly happy, actually ecstatic. I want to jump up and tell the world, "I AM WORTHY AND SOMEONE DOES WANT ME!!!" That would feel so good, mostly for my own reasons, my own gratification...maybe.

At the same time I feel slightly worried. All these things have gone my way today, what's wrong with this picture? Something is up, it's a conspiracy! I keep looking at the envelope Waterloo sent me to make sure I didn't just imagine something so good coming my way. Every time I look it's still there, what did I do to deserve this? Nothing that I ever wanted this badly has become a reality, did I just not want it bad enough? When too many things go right in such a short amount of time it makes you wonder what's about to go wrong.

What if I lose my residence room? What if I failed my test? What if I agree to goto waterloo and then they don't want me? Too many....