What did I tell ya, I woke up feeling very alone this morning, even though I can't recall any dreams I had. I guess I didn't dream of that Someone holding me tight, oh well. It really is too bad that all this guy is to me is arms and chest, surely you'd think I would want a guy with a face, and hopefully a head (Rude comments about this may be sent here). Just the thought of someone, almost anyone, who might want me is a little unbelievable. Everyone says that everyone has a someone somewhere, so what if I never meet my someone??

Today at work, during my break I went up to the breakroom. You'd think you might want to be in this room, but it's been well, destroyed by members of a grocery department for reasons unknown. Anyways, I go up to use the washroom, I had to pee. Everything would've been swell if no one was up there, but this was not my luck. Two guys sitting at the table, decided I was to be their amusement. As soon as they thought I was out of earshot I hear giggles, I hear words...I want to cry. I wash my hands and face and walk past them to go downstairs, both of them sat there straight faced as I walked past them. As I hit the bottom of the stairs again the laughing...I want to run and hide.

I have mastered this!
I have a Calculus test tomorrow - haven't studied.
I have a Calculus assignment due Wednesday - unfinished.
I have a Politics test on Wednesday - haven't studied.
I have applications for scholarships due Wednesday - not complete.
I have to choose a University before June 7 - not a clue.

Why do I do this to myself? I know the deadlines are all going to come, why don't I work ahead anymore? I used to be so efficient, and I'd work all the time. Now I slack off as much as possible before, instead of waiting until after. I put everything off and then I get so stressed out. I always do it!!!