Okay, so it's been a while, and I haven't really got an excuse as to why I haven't written anything...other than I'm just lazy. So much for my resolution, it was good while it lasted - which wasn't very long I suppose. I'm back to my old self. I guess some people were right, you can't change something that you are! I'm sure you can all appreciate why I wanted to change. No one wants to be alone, no one likes feeling like that...like this.

Question, Why am I alone? A number of theories spring to mind, firstly I don't have that whole sex appeal thing going for me. I don't wear tight clothing all over my body on an everyday basis...not ever infact. I don't have the body for that type of clothing, and I know it. Guys like girls who are smaller than them, I guess my height is an advantage, but my hips aren't. Guys like dainty girls and dainty I am not. Guys want girls to put out right? I guess my being a virgin must be the biggest turn-off of them all, because I don't intend on having sex anytime soon. I'm a quiet person. Well, now I'm a quiet person. It seems when I was 15 and outgoing guys had more interest than they do now. No one likes to be around a sad, depressed type person, they want that heppy bubbly girl i was, maybe? All I'm saying is that it would be nice to get noticed once in a while, not a big deal really. Just a hello, or a smile, something to let me know that maybe to the male population I exist. Is that too much to ask??

more later...maybe...