June 25

For those of you that have tuned in because of yesterday's entry you're in for a big let down. I'm not having a baby in 69 days (hehe...69). I'm not doing anything outrageous in 69 days...I'm just moving into my university dorm. It's exciting for me eventhough you may not find it to be.

Usually I try to avoid personal events in my journal, but lately I've been opening up a lot of my daily life to everyone. Today shall be no exception to this pattern of late only tonight I shall be as vague as possible...I hope.

There are times when you feel something is coming, an impending doom. The feeling in the air at such times gets dry and stale with the taste of what's to come. You know it's coming...everyone around you knows it's coming...so why should someone mention it?! As soon as someone acknowledges its existance it's over...that's it...there is nothing to come. The cat was let out of the bag and was running around wild in the air. eugh!

As it was tonight. Placed in a situation where the "weirdness" level was very high. In a situation where the people around knew something was going to happen, or atleast was maybe going to happen. Then, someone acknowledged it, and the evening changed.

That's it....that's all....there ain't no more.