All alone in this big big house! Last night I tried to rent Lego Racers but as it turns out my parents had taken the N64, damn them. I've wanted to rent that for the longest time, cause it's fun. Sure, it's meant mostly to be for little kids, but you can't go wrong with lego. I can remember sitting around as a kid with lego sprawled all over the floor and for hours it could keep me occupied. The creators of lego are surely geniuses, rich ones too. I think I'm going to go find my big box of lego and occupy myself for a while. I'm going to make myself a big spaceship with lots of lights and funny spring things.

I'm watching Heathers, which I have already seen a few times, and it's just as 80's as it ever was. I'm glad I never went through my teenage years then. I don't know if I could handle the 'dresscode'...all the shoulder pads, and heels, poufy this...skirts that. Not to even mention getting into the slang "fuck me gently with a chainsaw," I'm sure I'll look back on the 90's when I'm older and think the same things. Like, WTF (What the fuck) was I thinking. Like the point in time where I thought long t-shirts and black tights with flourescent specks were cool.

I felt very lazy today, I'm taking after will. I should be trying to do some homework or a few of my assignments but, there's just this urge to be lazy. I slept in until about 2pm after waking up many times, at 9 - when my alarm went off - 10:30...12....and finally crawled out of bed at 2. It's even more tempting to lie in when no one is at home, there isn't anyone yelling at me for being lazy, or for being useless, or for not helping around the house. I really cannot wait until I move out in August/September.

In August/September I will be packing up and moving to either Guelph or Waterloo. I know I'm only going to university and I'll still technically be dependent on my parents for everything but, I won't be living under their roof. I'll be living on my own, surely I'll miss them because I love them. After all my complaining and bitching and whining about them I still do love them to the best of capability. Hopefully they understand that, I don't want them thinking that I don't appreciate them because I really do. Without them I wouldnt be anything, wthout their support I wouldnt be as I am...they are a part of me...