Well, the anniversary of the Columbine shooting...I stayed home from school, willing and at the same time, bitter. I don't like missing school but I wonder if its the price I have to pay to feel a little safer. I shouldn't have to feel scared to goto school, no one should. Today there was a stabbing near Ottawa, four students and one teacher were victim of the stabbing....I'm not sure of the details yet, I'm not even sure if anyone was killed. I hope no one was, but realistically you just never know.

My parents leave for the long weekend tonight, leaving me alone until monday night in my house. I like being alone but, this house feels so empty and kind of unsafe when I'm alone in it for so long. Child-like insecurities i suppose but, there isn't anything wrong with wanting your mommy every now and then. Is there? I think for guys It may be different, though i don't understand how. Maybe it's some macho thing, don't any of you guys ever miss your mommies? god, that sounds so dumb & it probably is.

This morning at about 9am Becky, my little sister, came wandering in and climbed into bed with me...which didn't phase my sleep....i just kept on going! *heh* When she bugged enough I got out of bed and made breakfast, got her showered, showered myself, etc etc. Last night i promised I'd take her to McDonalds for lunch, and so i did after we stopped at the hospital to get my blood tests done, yes more blood tests! Then as promised I took her to MickeyD's, yummm. She didn't want the Happy Meal because it came with a telletubby toy, so she convinced me to buy her a regular meal, which was almost 2bucks more expensive...and guess what, she didn't eat it all. Oh, well!

We went over to the mall, rushing across the highway in the pouring rain, hitting every puddle on the way. I bought prezzies for Matt & Ari cause they're coming over next Wednesday, hopefully. I wish I could tell you what I bought but, they might find out and then it wouldn't be as fun!

I suppose this ends another exciting day...atleast for now...