People seem to systematically get more boring as they settle into this idealistic habbit forced on to them by society, which involves finding a partner and procreating. There are of course the other issues such as marriage, getting a mortgage and driving the most up to date family saloon car, but that is not the focus of our existence. As long as the male has spreed his seed and the woman brought up her first born then mission one is complete in their lives.. and this means that they feel some kind of self worth, and if they died the next day it wouldn't be as much of a loss as pre-procreation. Why does value of life decrease in accordance to achievement? They don't think for themselves, just whether or not they're keeping up with societies standards. Is adhering to society their only ambition? Is being "normal" and to wear a suit, work in an office, drive a family car and have a holiday to Spain each year what THEY want, or what society wants them to have?

Annie says "Societies ideologies can kiss my ass."

So when they have this, they can face the world, with their partner, new child and an averagely priced suit to attend meetings in the office. Meetings they don't want to attend because they despise their job, but without the meetings would mean no suit and nothing to face the world with, nothing to prove to people who don't actually care. With no job there would be no family car, holiday and more realistically it would be the demise of the very thing they pine to achieve - normality.

Annie says "Normality BLOWS."

I sometimes wonder, whether they think outside of the box. Whether they've ever thought the things I've thought, or experienced the things I've experienced? Have they ever had a unique thought or experience, which sticks in their memory, an opinion or life changing revelation, or just the realisation that they are 100% totally happy with what they are and stand for. I'm nearly 19 and I want to live. They're in their mid 20s, and stuck with unwanted responsibility, but seem to have no experience of what self fulfilment can really do to your thoughts and actions.

Annie says "Individualism is enough to fulfil anyone, you just have to have the courage to do it."

I do not condemn these people, or even the more open minded individuals among us to taking up these activities, as humans that is all we should be concerned with. I just find it difficult to accept that ALL of these people really want that so soon, but feel they must because of a higher power.

Annie says "Would you indulge in homicide if the media told you to?"

There is so much more to see and do than this. I remember saying this to a friend "most of my opinions are totally outrageous because only a minority believe them". You only believe what you are told to believe, whatever's in the media, so someone different will be outrageous and wrong. Society is designed to be kept mainstreamed, so we all do the same thing. Music like Tool is totally outrageous, books and films going against the love and happyness genre are outrageous and differing opinion is outrageous. Why don't we hear about Grant Morrison, Maynard James Keenan, Benjamin Zephaniah or Bill Hicks. All uniquely misunderstood purely for the fact they don't get the publicity unlike those frauds we hear about 24 fucking 7 like Bush and Blair, and coy little boybands such as 'Blue' who rip off music from proper artists from the past. Because of course publicity would endanger streaming us all off into neat little clones of each other, and jeapordise a safe economy of the segregated social classes . There is no freedom of speech, you've just been convinced that there is.

Annie says "Get real, cut the crap and live for yourfuckingself!"