Somewhere between life
And eternal damnation
I scream your name
Leave it like a caress
On the bitter wind.
You don't hear my cries
They are carried far from you
Yet you know my heart aches
Just to hold you close.
Fighting to break free
To loosen these chains
That bind me to this place.
Wish i could live in the dark
That my constant sorrow
Wasn't my only companion
Wish i could give up
And lay down and die.
I wish you could hear me.
Lonely all the time
So lost i could cry
Without you here
I feel like a shadow
By your side i feel inadequate
I love you deeply
Yet cant control you
Into wanting me.
So again i will hide away
Will shed these broken wings
I can learn to live without
This growing need for you.
Again i will fade away
And nurture these fears
Bury myself in the cold ground
Away from everything
