That i made for myself
Walls of steel surround me
Eternal night crushing me.
I built up these walls
To protect myself
Now im trapped here
Can't escape my insecurities.
My heart aches to release
All the love it has to offer
My soul needs to soar
To hold you eternally.
I'm trapped here in my hell
Watching as you try to break in
trying to push through the barriers
That I'm not strong enough to tear down.
I always wanted someone
Perfect like you babe
That would see me for me
And love me anyway.
I found that in you
But can't let you in
Just because im scared
I'll lose myself in you.
I can't risk being weak
Won't let myself give in
I have to be strong
So that i don't drown.
