My past, so close, yet so far
My dreams, clouded, obscured
Like a mirage in the distance.
Watching my life slow down
Caught in my own private hell
Can't move forward anymore
Refusing to go back.
Can't deny that my heart
Is torn between two paths
Each tauntingly perfect for me
Yet each so hard to travel.
Working hard to remember
That what i want is important
Yet my heart needs to do its best
To assure your happiness.
Friends confuse my decision
As they try to stop me
From getting hurt again
I'm ashamed to admit im hurting already
