My whole body alive now as i whimper and moan, i move the vibrator to my entrance teasingly entering it inch by inch until my hips are arching up to drive it all the way inside me. Slipping two fingers into my slit to circle my clit before letting them start to pinch and twist at the throbbing little bead. i watch my face in the mirror. God baby i need you here now i am so damn sick of pleasing myself i want to please someone else i want that hard cock inside my tight little pussy, i want to cum for you again and again. I want to taste you and watch you as you cum, to feel your body against mine as you sleep.
I try and shake these ideas from my head knowing now that you will never let me be a part of you, but wanting it so desperately. In a rush of anger i drive the vibrator hard inside myself, the sudden thrust making my eyes tear up as i try to withhold the moan of pleasure and pain. I turn my face away from the mirror i cant handle seeing myself anymore, can't handle watching the hopeless look of love in my own eyes as i think of you, the man that unwittingly stole my heart then broke it in a thousand ways. Slowly thrusting the vibrator inside myself so that i don't cum, so that i don't give you that pleasure.
Each thrust slowly getting harder and faster as i lose myself in the beat of my music, whimpering as i hear the opening beat to Killing in the name of, the beat hard and fast. Moving the vibe with the music whimpering softly as i arch my hips in time as well. Fuck me baby god just forget everything and fuck me i promise not to ask anything else of you ever if you just fuck me. Each thrust of the vibe driving me closer to coming, my whimpers for now disguised by the loud music, my hand wet from my essence, my smell invading the room, it all just spurs me on.
Slowly i feel the pressure build up in my stomach and yet i hold back, thrusting harder and harder inside myself, biting my bottom lip as i almost cum my body trembling uncontrollably, yet somehow I'm being quiet, I'm almost controlling everything. My breath coming in small gasps, my lungs aching as i whimper then moan in ecstasy. OHHHHHHHHH Fuck Yes baby imma cum, the words lost in a torrent of moans and whimpers and soft sighs. I slow down the vibes beat inside me savoring the feeling of bliss as my thighs clench at my wrist trying to hold the vibe into me. I giggle and blush as i look in the mirror my face flushed, my eyes lost and distant, i pull the vibe out turning it off wiping my hand on some tissues then slipping from the bed, blowing out the candles and slipping my robe over my shoulders.
Slowly i unclip my nipples whimpering as i feel the blood rush back into them, first a sharp pain then a dull ache, i slowly rub them with the palms of my hands before i slip out into the hall to shower quickly. Dammit baby I'm gonna be late to work again
