That you buried the pain
Deep down inside your heart.
But you ran to her
Fell into her bed
Threw away any chance
That i would come back
Threw away the chance
I would come home.
Tears on my pillow
Trapped in a lonely song
Whispering Baby im sorry
It's all over and done.
I can't say the words
My heart needs to say,
I'm still wondering
If i was your shining star
If i was so important
How could you forget me
There was so much
That you just didn't see
You couldn't see through
The mask i used to hide
That small little girl
Who isn't always strong
That pathetic little girl
Who just wanted to be safe
To be sheltered in your arms.
So many nights
In the darks silence
I would scream your name
Babe i needed you
Needed my tears wiped away
I needed to be held
Protected from harm
You were always so close in my heart
And yet so very far away in yours.
I'm moving on now
Finding my way,
A new guy who loves me
New dreams, new hopes
I'm moving past the pain i hid
That you inflicted so innocently.
Going to make it on my own
Don't need your guiding hand.
Changing my ways,
Its no longer big boss, little boss
But two people in love.
I Don't want to hurt you
But im not coming back now
I'm not coming home to you.
Maybe you will think of me
With the same fond smile
That i get when i think of you.
Baby you will always have my support
Anything you need ask,
Just don't mention us
We are all in the past
Friends is what we are now
Not Lovers or Fighters
So move on and find love
Because that's what you deserve.