1 An Empty Space
Disclaimer:Well, of course I don’t own the WWF.
I’ve never even been to a show!!! So if you even try to sue me you’ll get
NOTHING, cause I have NOTHING. The only thing I own are my O Town pictures,
which you can’t have, MINE!
A/N: I can’t upload for a while because I’m
doing this in school. My mommie promised me a lovely computer so I could do this
more often. The computer we have at home is a piece of crap. Also I can’t type
to save my soul so excuse the errors
Alone, that is what I’m.No one
understands what’s best for me or how the decisions people make for my life
effect me.In conversations, I am ignored when they are taking about me about my
life.I want to heard, I want to be understood, most of all I want to be
LOVED.They think the things they do for are love, but really the things they do
drive me insane.These are the thoughts of young Jeff Hardy sitting by the window
watching the rain play against the glass.Little to his own knowledge someone in
the next hotel room felt the same way only, hid it through a mask of happiness
and lies. It was next at taping of Smackdown and Jeff sat alone in his dressing
room watching his brother’s title match.Jeff didn’t pay attention to the match
but, of his thoughts.Thoughts of hurt, pain, and mainly suicide.He wanted to be
rid of it all.The pain of his own flesh and blood yelling at him for his
mistakes, never having any good comments.The pain seeing him spend most of his
time with Lita, he only comes to me if he wants or needs something not caring
about my feeling.The hurt of being put side like an old rag, and put out like
yesterday ‘s garbage.He decided to take a walk to sort things out. He stopped at
a table to sit and think some more. He sat there with his head in his hands,
looking down at the floor. Suddenly he felt a gentle nudge on his shoulder. He
looked up only to find a small blonde woman smiling down at him. Wow! She looks
like she is a very nice person and she is awfully cute.
“Are you ok”,
Molly Holly asked smiling down curiously at him .He looks so handsome ,and too
handsome to cry.I wish he was happier.
“Yea I’m fine, just fine’’, he
said wiping his eyes. Why would she care, why would anyone bother to care about
my feelings. Known has never bothered to care about how I felt
before.
“By the way you look I don’t think your ok”, she told him. Jeff
took a quick glance at her and looked away. I don’t want to bother her with my
problems she has such a nice smile I don’t want it to go away.” Jeff it hurts me
to see you this unhappy so please tell me.....maybe I could help you. ”I just
wish he would trust me and not shut me out of this. I know how it feels to be
depressed, hurt, and unwanted.
“OK. Molly I’ll tell you...”Jeff told
Molly the whole situation and how he fell about Matt treating him.
“Jeff,
I understand how you feel about being treated that way just because your younger
.I get that every day from my cousins I used to be very depressed over it and
sulk all day over it but then I learned to just get over it .In their own little
way they are trying to tell us they care .I know it feels like they are hurting
us but maybe they don’t think are hurting us and to us they are breaking us
down.”
I can’t believe she understands how I feel and how much knows. I
can’t believe she is going through the same thing I am, though she hides it so
well.
“Thanks for talking to me, that really helped me a lot”, Jeff said
with a smile. Molly gave him a soft smile and a light hug ”Anytime you need
someone to talk to you can come to me ok.” Jeff gave her a nod and a dreamy
smile.
Over time they became closer as friends, but both held in a
secret, a secret of......love. But soon this secret would be revealed through
actions not words.
One day,as always Jeff and Molly were walking around
enjoying polite conversation. When all of a sudden, Jeff leaned his head onto
Molly’s, totally unaware of what he was doing .He kissed her .They stood there.
Jeff and Molly blushing harder then ever .Both unable to get there words out let
alone look at each other.
“I’m so s-sorry, I-I never meant
to.......”unable to finish that last sentence he ran out the door and headed
back to the hotel .How could I ever do something so careless so stupid, I better
go before she yells at me.
’’JEFF!!! PLEASE, come back!”, her voice
dieted to a whisper and she decided that she had to find him so with that she
chased after him to tell him- Its ok I feel the same about you .Were on earth
could he be I know he is very sensitive and I know he may do something
stupid......Oh Jeff............I love you please don’t leave me .
How
could I’ve been so foolish to think that she liked me....Now I probably ruined
my chances of ever beeping close to her.......now we may never be friends again
.Well if we can’t be friends then what’s the point of me even living, what’s the
point of me feeling this hurt, what’s the point in me even waking up everyday
only to feel more pain, suffering , and more hatred from others.
Jeff got
back to his hotel room and found the gun he had before when he started to plan
his suicide. His hand trembled as he picked up the loaded gun and placed it in
his mouth .Tears streamed down his face as he prepared to pull the trigger .He
would be rid of the pain of his life with one quick movement.
Suddenly
aloud scream came and a figure came bursting through the door “Jeff,
NO!!”
“Go away why should you care” ,he shouted, placing the gun closer
to his and pressing it even harder.
“Jeff listen to me, I don’t want you
to hurt yourself.....I love you”, she said and tears gently glided down her
face.
“You’re lying! The only reason-”
“No .I love you. Please put
down the gun, now.”
“But-”
“But nothing.....Please if you trust me
you will put the gun down and come talk to me.”
With that he dropped the
gun and flew into her arms. They were both locked in an embrace filled with love
and hope. Both shedding tears of joy and also fear, fear that they may never
come that close to losing the other ever again
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