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Lost in emotion and disbelief I search for the answers to that which I seek. I don�t know who I am, or where I am going but I push on, always moving forward and not looking back.
Where are the people and the laughing faces of the ones you thought to be friends when you alone and in depression with no hope insight not knowing when it will end. You look down on everything and cannot control the thought of ending it, just letting it all go.
You think of the ones who love you, your family and true friends. The ones who would miss you if your life where to end. You bring the knife, the drugs, and thought to the point of decision, this line will you cross?
Then darkness fades around you, as you grow so cold, you�re about to cross over but it�s not your time, you have much more to do. From all around you, there is a warm glow, a feeling of peace and comfort in your sole.
Right at the edge but not yet over, you�re brought back to this world to live at least another daylonger. Don�t forget your story and how close you came, to ending it all and giving up on the life you had, for it will make you stronger and help you teach others that might someday feel the way you did, that�s life is never worth ending, not by your own hand.
There is always the promise that the morning brings with each new day that it will get better, and you can survive, change, and know that you are loved.
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