| For Love January 7, 2004 I crawled out of my hole yesterday. Said all the things you told me to say, did I say enough? I dont get why you wanna play all these dirty games. Your killing me, you love to watch me beg and here I am. Do you like it? I'm such a fucking sucker for you, ya you. I hate myself for staying, why cant I just crawl back where I came from. I hate myself for caring, why do I care so much for someone who doesnt care back. I hate myself for listening, why can't I just ignore my innner thoughts. I changed everything you asked me to change, but yet you still leave me. How much do you like it? I'm tuck outside of this. Realize I stay to bite the only hand that's feeding. |