| Cut Out My Heart October 5, 2003 Is it me or is it you, imagine all the things that we could do. Some day we'll get through, sometimes I wish I could just kill you. But then I'm rejected by your love, needle in my vien. Some days this doesn't feel right, but I'll find the courage to embrace you. I can see myself next to you, see myself in this hell. Let's stop everything so we can tell, what it is we're doing to each other. Is it me or is it you, this just doesn't feel right. I'm still waiting for you. I've died a million times before, and I'll die again for you. Kill me once again with your love that you refuse to give. Searching for reasons to keep you away, but I wish you were here. Listening to every word I have to say, have I said too much? I couldn't ask for anything more than what you've given me. I think I've fallen into a lie, I smile and I laugh, push you so far away. You grab your hands tight around me and squeeze me full of pain. I'm dying here without you. I can't believe the way you took me down. Poison from my viens. With this knife, I'll cut out my heart. The part that cares for you. The hate, can't take it anymore. Is this just my dream, or maybe the nightmare that keeps me awake. |