| Never Wanted Date Unknown I wrote this sometime in grade nine, about 5years now. I dont remember what it was for or why I had to write it. When you're all alone, with no one to talk to, nobody wanting to talk to you, you start getting really lonely and depressed. Things start to change for you, for the bad anyways. You think no one even cares about you, your just a waste of space. You eventually get "sick", you know what sick I'm talking about. Nobody pays attention to you anymore, no one cares, I don't want to live. You've changed so much, no one wants to talk to me, tell you to get away, go kill yourself. You wander this planet alone, no ones even there. It's never goign to end, NEVER! When someone does talk to you, that someone that cares but you just dont know it, you get all defensive and lose it. Control Yourself.. I have to control myself... You have no friends, family, they've all left you. Your so lonely and afraid, you've been alone way too long. What can I do? NOTHING!!! There's nothing you can do. No one really does care about you, they all just laugh and stare, not knowing what they're doing to you. You wish they knew, and maybe they'd leave you alone. That'll never happen Maybe someday someone will come up to you again, and see you for who you are, and make it all better within. Hope and wish for it, but by then hope might be too far... |
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