| I Need To Talk To You submitted anonymously why do you do that? you know i need to talk to someone you know you're the only one i can talk to you know if i don't what i might do you just don't take it seriously god! what can i do to help you realize how fast i'm sinking?! if i don't talk to someone soon i might do the most selfish thing i could ever do end my life do you want that? i don't even know! because right now its like i'm not even there, i don't exist nothing but air, not even good enough to breathe in for you i know you have a life and things more important than me but please take in consideration i'm hanging on by a thread, a thread... its not very thick you're the only one that can save me why can't you see ?!!! ignoring me is the same as handing me some scissors saying give it a snip because i'd be better off without hearing you moan if thats the case then i'll leave you alone i don't want to die i just don't know what to do i'm not asking the impossible of you just say something reassuring say it'll be okay even though we both know it won't it maked all the differance in the world it only takes 5 seconds from your day just please smile at me and tell me everything will be fine that i'll be glad that i did because right now NO ONE is telling me these things NO ONE says they love me when you say you'll always care enough to listen but don't mean it your lying don't lie to me if you don't want to hear it JUST TELL ME it hurts more when i give you my heart and soul and you think things arent as bad as i say or just forgt about it the next day then just keeping it inside in the first place we'll see, you probably won't even get back to me its alright i'm used to not being heard. |
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