WHY?





The Traveling Wall


May 24, 1998. Today is my dad's 48th birthday. The Traveling Wall is here all week and I called to see if he needed a ride. I got the feeling he didn't want to go so I didn't push it. My husband, son and I went. What an amazing site, can't even imagine what it is to see the larger one. The rain was pouring down on us all and I only saw one umbrella, the rain did not seem to matter to any of us. I don't know any names up there personnally, but I have my adopted POW/MIA and memories of the stories dad told, but I had tears in my eyes the entire time. Seeing ALL those names up there just does something to you. It was an emotional experience. Wondering about all those people, there lovers, children, parents, friends... wondering how they managed then. Wondering how the families of the unaccounted for still manage. I just wandered up and down a couple times, reading letters left, looking at pictures. Making up stories in my head about the items left. I was worried my camera got to wet, it never worked since then, but the pictures I took came out!


My pictures of the wall
About The Wall

My reasons


What do I care about? Why? I don't think any of us really know why we think or feel the way we do, we just do. One page I found that just facinated me was written by George M. "Gunny" Fallon.


This was the time my dad came from, these are the people who raised me. I remember going to the creek and hunting crawdads all day, tubing down to the swimming hole and skinnydipping while the grownups sat around on blankets rolling joints, getting stoned. We would get a big pot of boiling water going, melt some butter and eat our fill of crawdads, then they would get a game of frisbee going where us kids and even the dogs could play.


These are the people who gave their lives.


Why they did?


Why did Vietnam happen?


I don't know and haven't found an answer yet. My dad can't talk much about it, him and his friends joke about it, or get drunk and cry about it, but talk about it? No way.


It wasn't taught in school. It didn't exist in our school books. I remember asking my 7th grade history teacher about it and his answer was "Vietnam was not a war, WWII, now THERE was a war" and proceeded to tell his WWII stories for the next 50 minutes. The counselor called me into his office the next day, I was told not to bring up THAT subject again in class, it was not on the curriculum and would just cause trouble.


So the question still remains unexplained in my head, but the results of Vietnam are there for all of us to experience. My dad came home, different, distant, but home. Not all my friends have fathers who came home. Some do not even know if they are alive or dead. They just didn't come home


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Ode to Richard McGee
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