Title:What We Have Become

Author: Mike Mansy

Rating:PG

Category:Rick/Evy romance

Summary: Rick lays in bed and thinks about, well, read the title :)

Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me, yadayada...

 

 

 

 

I laid in bed, filled with a piece that transcended all previous experience in my life.  I did nothing but gaze at her, my soul filled with bliss, and my mind reflecting on all that I have been blessed with. All that in my life I have ever searched out, looked for and desired was lying right next to me.  Evelyn, Evy.  I still feel as if it's a dream, for how could such perfection ever come into my life? That's what she is to me, perfection.  No words could ever express my feelings towards this sleeping beauty.  She was beyond words.

And just a few hours ago, we were both beyond words, together, entangled within a rapture of love and need and fulfillment.

No previous affair was comparable to what had been a first for me, I had known what to make love actually meant.  I close my eyes and my mind wonders back earlier this evening, when Evy and I had first shared ourselves fully.

My heart and mind were more alive then they had every been.  We both stared into each other's eyes, my soul quivering at these new sensations.  What was happening to me?  We hadn't even touched each other and I was more aroused then I had ever been with any of my previous experiences.  But when we kissed, all the answers came;  SHE was where I belonged, together, mingling our very essences to an extent I could barely comprehend.  What had I done to deserve her? What power did she have over me that me so happy to be alive?

"Rick?" she had whispered, her eyes wide and unending so that I had to fight not to get lost in them. 

"Yes Evy?"  I breathed against her brow.

"I, I want, I NEED you..."  It took everything I had to contain my tears.

Surely this was heaven opening it's gates to me. Her simple statement had put words to my feelings, for now I understood what was the thing that made her different then everything else in my life; she was the ONE thing I couldn't live without.  She gave me more strength then food or water, I felt more alive with her then any adventure ever could.  I was hers,  she was mine, and together we were becoming something else, something new.

"You already have me Evy."  And no more words were said as we explored  this new entity that was forming between us.

Eventually I could no longer hold back my tears, for I eventually understood it all.  With us together, there was no Evy and Rick, there was just one being, one soul.  We completed each other to such an extend where I didn't know where one of us began and where we ended.  All boundaries were broken as we worshipped each other, with one mind, heart, body and spirit.

I smile as I remember our first union, and as I look upon my sleeping bride, my everything.  I lean closer to whisper in her delicate ear.

"Evy.....I love you more then I could possibly express, even more when we were Together, you still have no idea how much."  And with her awaking with the new dawn, she smiled and clasped my hand with hers.

"I know..."