Disclaimer: The Mummy movies do not
belong to me I am merely borrowing the characters for my own evil purposes so
there you go.
Author: Eviefan
Summary: I wanted to do a more in depth
story about Rick and Evelyn after Hamunaptra, and their not being so sure about
one another as far as getting married so this one might be a little long, just
bare in mind that I like happy endings so have faith
After Hamunaptra
Chapter 1: Everything is Different
Being at the museum was Evelyn’s
escape. Life had gotten so complicated within the last few weeks, and she was
having a difficult time figuring out what she wanted to do with it. In the beginning, after the fall of
Hamunaptra, she had thought being with O'Connell was what she wanted. He was strong, handsome, and something about
him drew her to him like a magnet. For
a few days after their return, things had gotten pretty intense, enough for her
to push him away, which was one of the resaons why she spent so much time at
the museum. Now she was sitting at her
desk sorting through some artifacts, though her mind was on the last night she
had been with O’Connell. They had
dinner at a small Restaurant she liked. After dinner, they had walked out along
the edge of the city hand in hand talking about mundane things, when he had
stopped them, pulling her in front of him so they could see eye to eye. She had been surprised, and even more so
when he took a velvet case out of his pocket asking her to marry him. It was feeling a tear slip down her cheek
that brought her out of thought and she wiped it away.
“Stop this,” she said to herself angered that she had let those thoughts
in, knowing that she wasn’t going to
get anymore work done this day. She
decided to head back to her house on the edge of town. Her father had left two houses, the one she
and Jonathan lived in now, in Cairo, and the one in England which had not been
lived in for almost six years, though it was still tended to by hired help,
something her father had left previsions for.
When she arrived at the two story home, the lights were off, and she
knew it would be another night alone.
After letting herself in, and locking the door, she traveled through the
ornate parlor, which was decorated with several shelves of books, and different
pieces of treasure from all the different digs her father had been on from
various parts of the world. When she
walked in the kitchen, she turned on the light and went to the stove. There she picked up the copper kettle taking
it to the small, porcelain, kitchen sink where she filled it with water for
tea. Once she had that going, she sat
at the table, and despite her best efforts, her thoughts returned to the night
O'Connell had proposed to her.
They had been walking after dinner, his
hand holding hers gently, and she felt so safe with him. They had become such good friends in the
past weeks since Hamunaptra, talking, and joking, and she felt like she was
getting to know him fairly well despite Jonathan’s worry that O’Connell was
talking to her for one reason. She had
let her thoughts drift, when suddenly they stopped and he walked in front of
her. She looked at him and saw
something in his eyes, a sparkle, then all at once he had dropped on one knee
and held out a velvet box.
“Evelyn I know this must seem crazy,
but I have never felt this close to a woman before, and I can’t think of anyone
I would rather spend my life with, will you marry me.” At his words her heart began to thud
painfully in her chest, and her breath caught in her throat. Her palms went sweaty, and she began to
tremble.
“Evelyn?” he had asked.
“I can’t Rick. I like you I just I
can’t.” She had run from him that
night, back to the house, and had half hoped he would go after her but he had
not.
The sudden whistle of the Kettle
brought her back to the present, and she quickly went to the stove taking a pot
holder, and lifting the kettle away from the hot burner. She set it on another burner, then got a mug
out from the cabinet, just beside the stove, and poured in the water. Once she had done that, she got out a little
silver bulb, and twisted it open, then put some lose tea in it. Once she had put it back together she let
the bulb soak in the hot water, bobbing it up and down, and yawning. When her tea was ready, she took the mug,
and went into the parlor plopping down on the couch. About that time Jonathan came from his room ready to go out for
the night. He frowned when he saw her.
“You know what you need?” he asked as he settled beside her. She looked at him, and tried to smile but it
didn’t quite work out that way. He took
the mug from her hands and placed it on the oak coffee table, then stood
pulling her to her feet. Without any
words, he led her up to her room and went to her closet. It took him a few minutes, but he finally
found an outfit that was fitting for night on the town. When Evelyn saw what he was up too she shook
her head.
“Jonathan you know I don’t like going
out with you, that’s just not my idea of a good time,” she said. Despite her words, Jonathan felt
an obligation to get her out of the house, and though it took almost an hour and
a half of persuasion, he finally talked her into going with him. Now he waited in the parlor about to yell up
at her when she came in looking stunning.
She had on a dark dress, not all that different from the one she had
worn when they had been at Hamunaptra.
Her long hair cascaded down her back in soft waves, and she wore some
gold jewelry that her mother had left her.
“Well now I say we should be on our
way,” he said and she gave a small nod
taking his arm as they made their way out into the cool Egyptian night.
Life for Rick had gone down hill since
the night he had proposed to Evelyn.
When they had returned from Hamunaptra, he had made a real effort to clean
up his act, to try and be the man Evelyn deserved to have. Now he didn’t care about any of that. He had not had a good shave in days, and his
hair was unruly as ever. Now he sat in
the small tavern having his usual, Brandy Chasers, scoping out for a woman to
keep him company. Very quickly he found
a young woman with straight blond hair, and soft blue eyes. He got up and staggered toward her. Siena was a Belly dancer, and she saw the
rugged handsome man making his way toward her, giving him a smile as he sat
beside her.
“Can I get you a drink?” Rick asked the woman. She nodded her head, and let Rick order her
a light drink of tonic and water, then moved to his table with him.
“What can I do for you tonight?” she asked all business. She was a belly dancer, but also a woman of
the night, and pleasuring lonely men such as the one she was now in the company
of was her means of making money for room and food. Rick downed a chaser then set the glass aside.
“I have a room at the fort,” he said wanting to just feel something even
if it was with a woman he didn’t care for.
She went with him, and as they exited the building they nearly ran into
a man and another woman. Rick’s eyes
locked on Evelyn’s
“I was...I,” he said feeling suddenly ashamed. Evelyn’s look of shock was replaced by anger.
“Am I that easy to forget then?” she asked standing tall, and strong. Jonathan noticed the blond girl start back
into the Kazba, and decided to follow her leaving Rick and Evelyn to fight it
out alone. Her words brought anger to
him.
“Hey I’m not the one who ran off when
being proposed to. You didn’t even give
me a no,” he said just as angry.
“Well I’m glad I didn’t say anything
now that I know how important I am to you.”
she snapped.
“Wait just a goddamn minute,” he said as she started to turn and walk
away. At his words she spun to face him
waiting.
“What would you have me do? Do you want me to chase after you and beg
you to reconsider what I proposed that night, because if thats what you want then
you can just forget that. Part of being
in love is trust, and yeah what I was about to do wasn’t very trust worthy but
what choice did I have? You flat out
left me in the dark that night without so much as a word, and you haven’t been
around, so am I supposed to just sit on my duff while you decide to make up
your mind? I’m sorry but I have a life
to live,” he said. Evelyn took all of that in.
“Well then Mr. O’Connell, you go right
ahead and live your life, do what you want to do, because I’m leaving.” she said and left him standing alone,
speechless.
When she got back to the house, her
heart felt like it was being ripped from her chest. Evelyn wanted to cry, but she had shed enough tears for Mr.
O’Connell. Once she cleared her mind, she made a few phone calls one to England
to the Manor where Marie answered, and had her start to prepare things for her
arrival, and the other to the steamer ship company and the airlines to book her
trip home. She loved Egypt, and someday
she would return, but right now she needed to be as far from it and O’Connell
as she could get. As she made the last
phone call, Jonathan walked into her room.
“Evelyn Rick is here down in the
parlor,” he said. She stayed where she was.
“I have nothing more to say to
him. He said all he needed to say, and
I need to get some sleep. I’ll be
leaving tomorrow on the noon steamer ship to Alexandria, from there I will take
a flight to London, and try to get a job at the British museum,” she informed
him then went in to her bathroom locking the door, and decided to have a
bath. Jonathan shook his head and went
back down to the parlor. Rick sat on
the couch looking miserable, and Jonathan didn’t like being the one to relay
the news to him.
“She is leaving in the morning. My father kept this house and another large
home in England. She said she is going
there,” he said.
“Stay if you want but I’m not sure it’s
a good idea.” After that he took his
leave, and went back to the kazba, leaving Rick by himself. After pacing for a bit Rick found a desk and
sat down. He found a fountain pen and
some nice paper and began his letter.
Evelyn,
I
guess this is really goodbye. I am
sorry about what I said at the kazba, I should have thought things through but
instead I felt sorry for myself. I’m
not sure what else to put on this letter other than I wish we could have worked
things out. I hope you find what you
want in England.
Rick.
After he finished the letter he put it
in an Envelope and sealed it then went to the kitchen and left it on the
table. He walked to the stairs, tempted
to go up and try to get her to talk to him, but decided that it was better to
leave it as it was.
It was not till the next morning as she
hurried to get ready for her long trip that she saw the envelope with her name
on it.
“Rick,” she whispered as she took the envelope in her hands. Her hand trembled as she opened it and then
she read it. As she finished Jonathan
walked in having packed the last of her things in his car.
“Are you ready?” he asked noticing the lone tear slipping
down her cheek. She looked up and got
out her kerchief dabbing her eyes.
“As ready as I will ever be,” she said then they left. As the car drove away toward the docks, Rick
stepped out from the side of the house and let his head fall to his chest. He had blown it, and now all that was left
for him was to try and find something in his life that brought meaning. That thought brought him more sorrow because
the one person who had brought meaning to his life had just taken off for
England.
More Soon
Chapter 2: A Fresh Start
It was another rainy day, and Evelyn
sat in the large parlor of her fathers house, her house as it now was, reading
some of her old journal entries from
after the death of her parents.
Marie had the day off, so she was in the vast manor home by
herself.
3/13/1918
The funeral was today, and Jonathan was
so strong for me. So many of the people
who attended the service for my Mummy and Father were strangers to us. They
offered kind words, but how do you take all of that when your life seems to be
shattering. I am afraid. Jonathan keeps telling me I have listened to
too many of fathers stories on Curses, but I believe it was the curse of Osiris
that killed my parents. They were found
in their hotel room laying together in sleep, a sleep of death, and the doctors
say it was natural causes, but I don’t know.
He wants us to go back to Cairo, says he knows people who he can sell
some of the treasures to. I think he
wants to go back and start gambling again.
Maybe I can get a job at the museum. Mummy taught me to Catalog books.
After reading that, her last entry in
her journal, Evelyn closed the book and let the tears fall. Now that she was older, 22 to be exact, she
knew that the curse of Osiris had killed her parents. They had gotten into
something almost as powerful as the curse of Hamunaptra and Imhotep, and had
died for it. Often times, as she sat in
the quiet of her home, she wondered what would have happened if Jonathan and Rick
would not have reached her in time. She
shivered and shook her head.
“Best not open that can of worms,” she muttered, and as she started up the
stairs to go take a nap, the phone wrang.
Quickly she went to the table where it sat and picked it up.
“This is Evelyn Carnahan,” she said.
“Miss. Carnahan. My name is Mr. Havez, and I am the Curator
at the British Museum. I was just
looking over your resume, and we do have need of a librarian here, would you be
interested in filling that position?”
he asked. Her heart pounded fast
and she suddenly felt alive.
“Yes I would like that very much,” she said trying to sound professional.
“You can start in the morning,” he said. Then after telling her when to get
there and where his office was he hung up the phone. On her end Evelyn hung up as well and spun around, then went
upstairs to see if she needed to add to her wardrobe, and decided to do that at
any rate. She needed to get out, and rainy day or not she was going to do just
that.
Once in town, Evelyn went to her
favorite shop and found some dresses to try on, ones that would be right for
her work at the museum. She selected
five new dresses, and a few hats to go with them, and as she was about to leave
the store a young man stepped to the door and opened it for her. She looked at him and smiled. He was a bit taller than her with dark brown
hair, and soft gray eyes.
“Thank you,” she said as she stepped through the door.
“You are most welcome,” he said, then looked like he was thinking
about something.
“My name is William,” he said.
“And my name is Evelyn,” she replied.
“I don’t mean to sound forward, but I
was actually on my way to a cafe for lunch, and wondered if you might like to
join me,” he said. For a moment Evelyn thought about O’Connell,
then when she realized she was feeling guilty for talking too this man, she
made her decision.
“I would like that,” she said, and walked with him down the few
blocks to a small Deli style restaurant.
Since Evelyn had left, Rick had spent
the vast majority of his time at the Fort trying to figure out what he wanted
to do with his life. He had finally
come to the conclusion that he wanted to go back to the United States and find
his parents. He had left home after a
fight with his father nearly 7 years before, and had not thought of them much
until now. He also had a little sister
who would be fourteen now, and he wanted to see Elizabeth again. His ship would leave in the morning, and
Jonathan had agreed to take him to port.
The one good thing was Jonathan.
Despite how things had gone with Evelyn, Rick had found a good friend in
her brother. If anything Rick liked to get him completely drunk, because
Jonathan did really stupid things then, and was always there for a good
laugh. It was his last night at the fort, and he was alone in
his room.
“One hell of a way to spend your last
night in Egypt,” Rick muttered to
himself. He was about to fall asleep,
when someone knocked at his door.
Sluggishly he got off his bed and when he opened it, a beautiful dark
haired woman waited for him.
“You are Mr. O’Connell?” she asked.
Rick’s mouth fell open. She was
defiantly well endowed, and a sight to see.
“Yeah that’s me,” he said.
“Mr. Carnahan said this was your last
night in Egypt, and I am here to give you something to remember our country
by,” she said. Rick stepped aside and shut the door, and
would have to find a way to repay Jonathan at a later time. When he turned around, the woman was seated
on his bed, and she had taken off her tunic.
Rick’s eyes nearly popped out of his head, and he moved over to the bed.
“Your very beautiful,” he said.
She reached out and took his hand pulling it to her breast, placing it
there. His body started to tingle, and
he closed his eyes trying to remember how to breath. About the time he was ready to enjoy this, Evelyn’s image popped
into his head, and then the thoughts of their last meeting, and how he had
messed things up with her. He pulled
his hand away and shook his head.
“Look I’m sorry about this but there is
a...” The woman stood up and began to
unbutton his shirt.
“Mr. Carnahan says I not take no for
answer,” she replied, and once his
shirt was off of him she rubbed her cheek against his well defined chest. Rick moaned and pulled her closer. He was having an inner battled. Most of him wanted this woman to give him
pleasure, but there was that small piece of him that belonged to Evelyn, and
also a nagging voice in his head that sounded a lot like his mother, telling
him to think before he acted, and he didn’t know why that was happening. He had given himself to several woman, not
fully just for pleasure sake, and yet now for some inexplicable reason he could
not let this woman take him. He put his
hand on her shoulders and eased her away.
“I’ll double what he is paying you just
get out please,” he begged. It wasn’t going to take much more for him to
succumb to her touch, and he needed her out.
Thankfully she accepted his offer, and once she was paid and dressed she
left. Rick fell to the bed gasping, and
somehow managed to get some sleep before his trip to the United States began.
The next morning Jonathan had to pound
on his door to get him up, but once he had done that, Rick was ready to go in
ten minutes. Now they drove back to
Cairo, and Giza Port.
“Have you heard from Evelyn?” Rick asked.
Jonathan tapped the wheel.
“Yeah she phoned last night. She has a job at the British Museum as their
librarian, and she is really happy there,”
he said leaving out the part that she had been seeing a man for the past
two weeks. Rick nodded.
“I’m glad,” he said. The rest of the
trip was silent, and once his bags were loaded on the dock, Rick turned and
shook Jonathan’s hand.
“Thanks for the lift,” he said.
Jonathan nodded then gave him an envelope.
“This is our address in London. If by some chance you ever decide you want
to talk to her, then you will find her there,”
he said. Once he had done his
duty, Jonathan left for home, never liking good-byes.
Four weeks had passed since William had
stepped into her life, and it really wasn’t dating, as in love, just a
friendship. They took walks in the park
on days that were sunny, and had been out to see a few plays. William liked Theater as much as she did,
and she didn’t feel pressured to do more than just talk to him. Now she was in the Museum’s vast library
putting away books, and working on a better filing system. It had been a long day, and she was looking
forward to seeing William again this evening.
They were going to the Opera, and she hoped her dress she had sent to be
cleaned would be ready. As she filed
the last of the books away she hummed a tune that she had heard at the concert
last night, Mozart’s Moonlight Sonata, though she knew she wasn’t giving it the
justice it deserved, still it was her favorite piece. She was so in to her work
that she didn’t notice another man enter her library, not until she felt a hand
on her shoulder. She turned around
expecting it to be William, and her face pailed when she found Rick standing
there. He had on a suit, and looked
like he was getting ready to go on a trip of some sort.
“Mr. O’Connell,” she said trying to keep her cool. Her heart thudded in her chest, and seeing
him brought back those strong feelings she had worked so hard to push aside.
“That’s me. I took a side trip, to come see you before I headed to the United
States, to Montana where my family lives,”
he said. The surprised her
greatly. He had not spoken of his
family, and with his words she realized that this would be the last time she
saw him. Her lip started to tremble
then, and she turned away.
“Well you are wasting good travel time
then,” she said coldly.
“Evelyn look I don’t want the last
thoughts you have of me to be bitter or sad.
I came here so we could make amends, so we could be friends, even if we
chose to go our separate ways,” he
pleaded. He was not much for going
after a girl, but when Jonathan had given him the address he couldn’t stop thinking
about her. His words, his voice broke
down the walls she had put up and when she turned tears streamed down her face.
“Rick I’m confused, and afraid. I just I don’t want to hate you, but I can’t
see you now. I...” Her words were cut off when he pulled her
into his arms and kissed her. Never in
her life had she been kissed like that, not even the two kisses he had given
her before compared with this kiss, and his soft warm lips against hers, as
well as his arms around her waste pulling her against his strong body made her
feel more alive than she ever had in her life.
When he pulled away she was shaking.
“Evelyn I’m not sure about where my
life is headed either, if thats what you were getting at a moment ago, but I
think that as long as we love one another then we can figure things out
together.
“Rick I don’t love you,” she lied.
She loved him more with every passing minute but the fact remained that
she had been hurt by him before, and she wasn’t sure she could handle that
again. Her words stung worse than any
lash of a whip he had ever felt, and he took a deep breath.
“You really don’t?” he asked.
She wasn’t sure how she did it, but she looked him straight in the eye
and with conviction she told him again.
“No Rick I don’t love you. I want you to leave, and I don’t want you to
come back,” she said. He turned and left, and as he walked a piece
of paper fell out of his pants pocket.
She hurried to where it had dropped and picked it up opening it. There was an address to a hotel she knew
well, and for some reason she put that in her pocket, then to stop the ache in
her heart she went back to her books.
The opera was beautiful, and Evelyn let
herself feel what the perfomers were conveying. She had on a long black velvet dress, and they had balcony seats
a private booth at William’s insistence.
When it ended, she clapped along with the rest of the audience, and
dabbed at her eyes. William took notice
and led her out of the Opera house to his car where his driver waited. Once inside he offered her Champaign but she
declined.
“Evelyn you have been very quite this
night,” he said. That much was for sure. Her mind had been on Rick the entire time,
and she felt bad for that.
“I am sorry William I was just thinking
about,” she said then she sighed. He reached out and took her hand in
his.
“You can talk to me,” he said.
She gave a weak smile.
“I was thinking about the first man I
loved,” she said and waited to see if
he would disapproved.
“The man you met while you were in
Egypt?” he asked. She nodded.
“You miss him don’t you?” he asked gently. She knew he wasn’t angry, and didn’t understand how he could be
so calm about all of this.
“I try not to but yes I do miss him.”
“Evelyn maybe you need to see him
again. Until you resolve what ever it
is that went wrong in that relationship, anything that we might become will
never happen. You have to either decide
he is what you want, or be willing to let him go for another man who might want
to share his love with you,” he
said. His words stunned her, and she
realized now that he loved her. When
she got back to her house she let herself in and called for a cab. As soon as it arrived she had it take her
back into town to the Hotel where Rick was staying.
In the small hotel room, Rick lay in
his bed looking at the ceiling. He had
been such a fool to believe that he could change her mind. Evelyn was a woman who knew what she wanted
when she wanted it, and she was just so different from what he was used
to. Maybe thats what attracted him to
her.
“Come on O’Connell get a life,” he said and as he sat up, someone knocked at
his door. When he opened it Evelyn
stood there upset. She fell into his
arms sobbing and he easily picked her up turning, and pushing the door shut
with his foot. He carried her over to
his bed and sat down just holding her as she cried. After a few minutes her sobs subsided, and he leaned down kissing
the top of her head.
“I’m sorry I don’t know why I came
here,” she said and was suddenly out of
his arms. He watched her move to the
window to look out, surprised that she had not chosen to leave, when she had
just told him that she didn’t know why she had come to see him. He felt his desire for her welling up, and
he had to fight to stay calm.
“Evelyn maybe you came here because you
weren’t exactly honest with me at the museum,”
he stated. She remained at his
window.
“I’m seeing another man Rick. His name is William, and he is a good
friend. We talk about everything,
but...” she stopped and turned facing
him. A feeling of desire had washed
over her as well. She wanted another of
his kisses, and as if he knew what she wanted Rick got up and walked to her. His arms went around her and he pulled her
against him. His kiss was slow and
searching, and she felt her body pulled closer to him feeling his desire
pressed against her belly. When his
tongue slipped into her mouth she moaned and then pulled away going for the
door.
“I can’t do this I just can’t,” she said and she was shaking so bad that she
couldn’t get the door to open. Rick
went to her and turned her to face him.
“Evelyn why can’t you do this?” he asked reaching up and placing his hand
against her cheek. She closed her eyes.
“I have to love you Rick, and we should
be married to kiss to feel this desire we have,” she said.
“If you don’t love me then why are you
still here?” he asked. She wanted to run away from him, but
something kept her there, and she found she could not turn away. Again they kissed, this time a more
passionate kiss, heated. She reached
her hand up and began to rub it over his chest experimentally. Her touch against him was like fire, and he
moaned into her mouth. He eased away
from her and removed his shirt exposing to her gaze his muscular chest, then
eased her against him to let her feel what it was like to touch him without his
shirt. Her cheek was pressed against
his chest, and she found she liked the feeling. She had been taught by her parents and by society that what she
was doing now was wrong, but right now she didn’t care. She wanted to follow what she was feeling,
wanted to experience a love with this man.
She felt his hands move against the back of her dress, feeling the
zipper being pulled down, then his hands were against her back, and she
shuttered a sigh against his chest. Her
own hands replaced her cheek against his chest, and she rubbed them up and down
feeling each ripple of his muscles against her hand. He had several scars, she guessed from Hamunaptra, and without
thought she began to kiss each one of them.
Rick closed his eyes totally in love with what she was doing to
him. He wanted to ask her if this is
what she really wanted, but decided to just let her do what she needed, hoping
that this would help her realize that she did love him. After long moments of her kisses, he moved
his hands back to her dress, and pulled it over her shoulders exposing her skin
to him. The dress fell to the floor
leaving her in just a bra and her panties.
Her kisses had stopped and she looked up at him seeing desire in his
eyes. It was a desire that matched her
own, and she took his hand placing it at her breast. Rick squeezed her there, and Evelyn let out a gasp. He moved his other hand to her other breast
and squeezed them together.
“Ohh,”
she called out. Encouraged by
her pleasured cry he reached behind her and though it took a moment he released
the fasten on her bra, and let it fall to the floor. Evelyn felt afraid, but pushed it aside. She wanted this with him. He massaged her breasts with his hands
again, then pulled her back against him.
Her heart was racing, and she felt her belly right below her belly
button start to tighten. She gasped
out, and Rick decided to take the next step.
Still holding her against him he reached down to his pants and
unbuttoned them letting them fall to the floor. He stepped out of them, and brought her hand against his
arousal. Evelyn shook with both fear
and desire at feeling his manhood pressed against her hand, and she squeezed
there.
“Oh yes,” he said. She rubbed her
hand over his soft flesh then moved her hand away. She took his hand, and placed it over her panties in silent
invitation. Rick rubbed his hand over
her center, and Evelyn felt the tightening in her stomach increase. She gasped out again, and moved her hand
against his underpants. Rick pulled away
and removed his underpants then hers.
She could barily stand, and knowing this, Rick lifted her in his arms
lowering his head to hers. He kissed
her again hard delving his tongue in and out of her sweet mouth, getting soft
cries of pleasure and giving ones of his own.
When she felt her back pressed against his bed, her mind screamed for
her to stop, but she was swept away in this sensation of heavy desire, and she
couldn’t stop what was about to happen, nor did she want to stop it. Rick moved his hand back to her soft thatch
of curls rubbing his hand over her, then moved a finger to her lips, parting
her there. She moaned into his mouth a
loud moan of desire, and he rubbed against the slick wet walls.
“Rick,” she breathed out. He
pushed his finger into her Vagina feeling her tighten around him. She cried out as her orgasm came, and he
quickly moved his penis into her. He
kissed her as she let out a scream of pain at his entry and pressed in to her
breaking her as he did. Her walls
tightened and released around him and he felt his own orgasm powerful.
“Rick I can’t I can’t,” she said though it was to late. He eased out of her and just held her as she
cried. Somewhere in his mind he knew he
should not have done this but he had wanted to show her the physical form of
his love, and as the both drifted to sleep he felt that all would be better in
the morning.
It was the sun shining in the window
that stirred him, and instinctively he reached out for Evelyn. Instead of feeling her soft body against his
hand, he felt only the mattress. That
brought him fully awake and he sat up looking around the room. It was empty, and on the table he saw a
piece of paper. He hurried up and got
up moving to it. It was a letter and he
opened it.
Dear Rick,
I’m
sorry for what we did last night. I
should not have come to your hotel room, knowing that what we would do was
going to be wrong. I’ve come to terms
with my feelings, and I don’t want to love you. We are two different people, my life belongs here with a man who
loves the theater and business. The man
I have met makes me feel real, and I love him.
I don’t want you to come after me, because I am taking a leave of
absence from the museum to pull my thoughts together. I hope you find your family in the United States. Good luck to you.
Evelyn.
Anger rose fast and he crumbled the
paper. He got a quick shower and packed
his bags, and after getting dressed he left for port to go back to the United
States to his family.
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Chapter 3: Home Coming
The trip to New York by ship had taken
Rick a week and half due to bad weather
at sea. When he arrived, he
caught a train out of the big city, and was now on the long trip to
Montana. He had his reservations about
seeing his parents again, especially his father after their fight, but then
again they were the only ones he felt he had left. The first day on the train he spent sleeping recovering from the
sea sickness, and now on his second day he had made his way to the dining
car. As he sat eating his breakfast he
watched out the window looking as the landscape went by. It was fall, and all the trees were magnificent
colors of oranges reds yellows. He had
forgotten how pretty this time of year was, and was glad in a way that he had
come back. As he finished his breakfast
a woman walked in. She had blond hair
and brown eyes, and caught his gaze.
“I’m sorry,” he said feeling guilty for having starred at her. She just smiled at him.
“No harm done, do you mind if I have a
seat?” she asked.
“No go right ahead,” he said.
She sat down and looked over the menu.
“My name is Rick,” he said.
“Oh I’m Clarise,” she responded and shook his hand, then
ordered bacon and eggs.
“So where are you going Rick?” she asked once she had placed her order.
“Montana. I have family out there.
What about you?” he asked.
“Iowa,” she said taking a sip of water.
They talked for a while even after she had finished breakfast, and he
found he really liked her. For once in
his life he didn’t feel the need to take a woman to bed, and guessed a lot of
that had to do with the fact that he was going home. Once they had finished their breakfast they walked back to the passenger
car and he took a seat with her.
“So what kind of job do you have?” she asked him.
“Well right now I’m in between
jobs.” That was true enough. He had been in the Legion, been and
explorer, and now had enough money to do pretty much anything he wanted.
“I was in the French Foreign legion for
a short time, then I was in Egypt, and now I’m ready to go see my family.” Clarise was impressed by him.
“I’ve never been any further than New
York. What is Egypt like?”
“Well it’s hotter than...It’s pretty
hot,” he said deciding to rephrase that
so he wouldn’t offend her. She just
laughed.
“Hotter than hell?” she asked, and he laughed with her.
“Oh yeah you could say that. I don’t know it’s quiet, I was in Cairo for
a while, then I went on a dig, and that was a mess,” he said.
“That’s very impressive,” she said.
“Yeah it was quite and adventure.” Talking about Egypt made him think about
Evelyn, and he wished he would have tried to find her after that night in his
hotel room.
“So what about you?” he asked after a moment wanting to get his
mind off of her.
“Well I am in College, in New York,
going to medical school, and right now I’m going home to see my parents,” she said.
“What kind of Doctor?” he asked.
It was not uncommon for girls to be Doctors but not very common either.
“Just a General practitioner. Once I graduate I want to move back to my
hometown and start up my own practice.
After they talked for quite some time Rick decided to take some down
time and went back to his private car.
It was almost a week later when he
arrived in Montana, in a city called Missoula.
His parents farm was just 30 miles outside of there, and after he got
his bags unloaded from the train, he went into the small station and called a
cab to take him to the address. While
on the road he thought about Clarise.
They had gotten to know each other in the three days they had spent
together fairly well, and she had given him her parents address, as well as her
address in New York, and he figured once he got settled down he would give her
a call. He came back to the present when
the cab stopped.
“Why are we stopping?” he asked not recognizing where they were at
first.
“This is the address,” he told Rick. When he got out of the car Rick found that the house had burned
down, and his heart began to beat fast.
“Take me to Dillon,” he said.
That was a small town where his father had a business, a small hotel,
and he hoped they had perhaps moved there.
The cab driver did as Rick said and left him there. After paying the driver Rick went inside
seeing Jake, his fathers good friend
“May I help...Rick is that you?” Jake asked stunned.
“Afraid so,” Rick said grinning. Jake
came out from behind the desk and gave him a hug.
“God we all thought you had been killed
in the legion on a suicide mission.”
That was about the truth of it, but right now Rick wanted to see his
family.
“I went out to the farm, the house was
burned down, did they move here?” Rick
asked of his family. Jake sighed.
“Come on back into my office,” he said.
Rick did as the man asked and when the got in his office. Rick sat down.
“I’m not sure how to tell you this, I
guess just say it,” he said, and Rick’s
blood ran cold.
“The fire happened two months ago, it
was at night and everyone died,” he said.
Rick closed his eyes and buried his face in his hands.
“I’m sorry,” he said
“I should have kept in contact, oh god
I should have,” Rick said wanting to
scream.
“If you will wait your father left you
a few things,” he said. Rick nodded and Jake left for a few
minutes. When he returned he had a box.
“I have a room for you, my best. Why
don’t you get some rest, and when you are ready I can take you out to the
Cemetery.” Rick only nodded and
followed him out. He felt numb, and
once Jake had left he sat on the bed starring at the box. It took him time, but he finally made
himself open it. The first thing he
took out was a letter. He sat on the
bed and opened it finding his mother’s hand writing.
Richard,
Your
father and I put this box together in the event we should pass away. It has been two years since you left, and
neither of us have been able to speak to one another. Your father spends his time at the hotel, and Elizabeth and I
have been staying with my mother. He
was wrong to come down on you so hard, and I know the only reason you were
acting like that was because you wanted his attention. I wish sometimes he never would have started
in at the hotel, but I can’t turn back the clock. Don’t ever think that we hated you, not even your father. He loved you Rick more so than you will ever
know. If I had to give you advise on
life, it would be to find someone you love and don’t ever let her go. Everyone in a relationship old or new has
doubts, but you must remember to love and to trust. Maybe your father and I will work that out. I do love you
Mom.
He put the letter down and wiped
angerly at his tears. The next letter
was another one from his father and he shuttered as he opened it.
My son,
I
am sorry for what I did to you that night.
I let my anger show through when you came home drunk, an I should never
have punched you like that nor should I have yelled. Your mother and I have made our amends, and Elizabeth is doing
well. I have been thinking about
sending this to the Legion but I worry that they will read my private words to
you, so it will sit in waiting until maybe one day I will have a chance to tell
you this myself.
The letter ended there, and Rick lay on
his bed and let the tears flow freely.
He had been such a fool, and now they were gone. Once his tears had subsided, he found a
third letter, from Elizabeth dated four months ago
Ricky,
I
found this box in dads office and their letters to you, so I decided to sneak
mine in. I wish you wouldn’t have left
us, it’s never been the same without you around. The boys still pick on me and I liked it when you were here
because you would beat them up for me.
Well I sort of learned how to defend myself, Dad hasn’t been happy that
I can beat up the guys but He will learn to live with it. It think one day when I can find a way I
will come to Paris and find you. I put
Paddy in the box so you can have him.
Dad said its a box for if we ever died and so I want you to have him. Well I’m going to go out with Katy now. Love you
Elizabeth
The rest of the night Rick spent
looking throught the box. He found a
picture of Elizabeth and him when she was five and he was sixteen, dressed up
for a Christmas party. Another picture
was of Elizabeth, a more recent one and she was so pretty, just like their
mother. He fell asleep holding that
picture and thought of Evelyn.
The next morning he woke up to Jake’s
knocking and opened the door finding room service.
“I want to go to the Cemetery,” Rick said.
“Sure why don’t you eat first.” He nodded.
“Were they back together I mean when
the fire happened?” Rick asked. Jake sat down.
“Yeah they had planned to go to France
to see if they could find you. Your
father sold me his part of the Hotel, and they left that money for you in the
event of, well this,” he said.
“Jake you keep it. I have more money than I need,” he said as he wolfed down his breakfast. Once he was ready Jake drove him the short
distance to the towns Cemetery.
“I’ll wait here for you,” he said.
Rick nodded and took a deep breath, then went into the graveyard. He knew where the family plots were and
arrived finding three headstones with the dates of their lives. He knelt down in front of his parents grave
and took from his pocket his favorite piece of treasure from Hamunaptra, a
small ring. He dug a hole fairly deep
with his hand and put it there.
“Mom dad, I’m sorry I never kept in
touch. I will live with this pain in my
heart for ther rest of my life, and you two did what you thought was
right. I should have realized that you
loved me.” He moved to the smaller
grave stone and put his hand on it. It
read Elizabeth Alexandria O’Connell 1911-1925.
“I’m taking Paddy with me
buttons,” he said, calling her by her
nickname. He took a small bracelet out
of his pocket one he had bought for her and burried that next to her stone,
then leaned down and kissed it. Once he
was ready he left, and Jake took him back to the hotel. Rick sat in his room trying to think about
where he wanted to go, and his heart called for him to go back to Evelyn, but
he didn’t want to do that, not yet at any rate. He finally decided that he would at least go back to Egypt, and
see if he could hire himself out as a tour guide. He knew the resorts in Cairo liked to give their customers
guides, and it would give him something to do.
Once his mind was made up he decided to get some sleep, and would leave
when he was ready.
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Chapter 4: Shocking News
Almost three months had passed since
that night in Rick’s hotel room, and Evelyn had thrown herself in her work at
the museum. She had stopped seeing
William despite the fact that he had been nothing but nice to her, and he had
finally stopped calling her and trying to make contact with her. It hurt not to have a confidant, but then
again she had reacquainted herself with her best friend from School, Constance,
and the two of them had been having a wonderful time just being alone, with no
men. Today she had an appointment to
see her Doctor. She had been feeling
poorly for a few weeks, and decided that a visit to Doc Brigman couldn’t
hurt. When she arrived at his office,
she was called in right away and that suited her fine. Now she sat in the small examining room
waiting, when a nurse walked in. Emma
was also a good friend, and Evelyn greeted her with a hug.
“Well now lets get a blood sample, and
then I’ll get your temperature and a few other things.
“Evie held out her finger and winced as
the needle was poked into her, but it was over fast, and that was good. Once that was done, she held a thermometer
under her tongue while Emma checked her pulse.
“Well you seem fine. Dr. Brigman will be in shortly,” She said, then after another hug she
left. A few minutes later Dr. Brigman
walked in. He was an older man in his
middle forties with light gray hair and a gray beard and mustache.
“Hello Evelyn,” he said as he sat down on his stool.
“Hello Tim,” she said smiling at him.
“It’s been a long time since I saw
you,” he said as he wrote a few things
on her chart.
“I know. Jonathan and I have been living in our parents house in Egypt,
and I just recently arrived back in England,”
she said.
“Well now lets see. You say you have
been having periods of sickness mornings and nights, and dizzy spells,” he said as he walked over to her. He reached out and felt her neck checking
for swollen glands then went back to his stool.
“I’ll have to run some tests on that
blood to be sure, and ask a few questions, personal, but I need to know if you
have been intimate,” he said. His question was a shock, and she wanted to
tell him know but she nodded her head.
“Only once about three months ago, I
mean I loved him...I I’m,” he reached
out and took her hand.
“I’m not here to place judgment on you,
your a grown woman Evelyn. I want you
to get some rest and come see me in a week.
I’ll have your blood test back from the lab and will know with more
certainty of your condition,” he
said.
“What do you think it is?” she asked worried.
“I don’t want to say at this time, I
could be wrong, and there is no need to put you at concern,” he said.
Evelyn trusted his judgment, and after she was finished at his office
she headed home. Upon her arrival at
the house, she found a cab parked out in front of the house, then Jonathan
walked out. Immediately she lightened
up. She got out of the car and ran to
him.
“Oh Jonathan I have missed you so
much,” she said.
“Woe there I’m glad at least someone is
glad to see me. I made a bit of a mess
of things at the Fort and in Cairo, so I thought perhaps the house was big
enough for me to hide out?” he
asked. Evelyn sighed, despite his
reason for being there, she was still glad to see him and helped him with his
bags.
Much later that evening, they sat in
the parlor, Jonathan having a glass of Tonic and water, and Evelyn a cup of
tea.
“So how is William?” he asked getting them off of his
antics.
“I’m not sure, I haven’t seen him in a
good two months now,” she said setting
her cup down.
“I thought you two were made for one
another,” he said, puzzled and a little
shocked that she wasn’t seeing him.
Evelyn sighed.
“I thought so too, but I just want to
be alone, not worry about men, and how I may please them or may not, if they
are going to leave me one day,” she
said trailing off on that last sentence.
“It’s because of O’Connell isn’t
it?” Jonathan asked. His name snapped her to attention.
“No not at all. I have pushed him from my mind, ridded my
thoughts of him. Now lets have a bite
to eat.” She said and started to stand. Jonathan grasped at her hand.
“He is back in Egypt you know,” He said.
Evelyn huffed.
“And I’m sure he has a whole selection
of women at his disposal,” she snapped
turning to face him. Jonathan’s look
was of sadness and she took notice.
“Evie he went home to find out that his
family was killed in a fire. The only
reason I know is because the night he
came back he got very drunk, and sick because of it, and was spouting off about
it,” Jonathan said. She turned away from him.
“I’m fixing dinner,” she said not wanting to have feelings for
Rick O’Connell.
A week later she sat in the Doctors
office in another small room, and doctor Brigman entered after a long wait.
“I’m sorry Evelyn I had a young patient
put up a fight about getting a smallpox vaccination,” He said as he took a seat.
“I ran the tests, and they confirmed
what I thought originally. Evelyn honey
your going to have a baby,” he
said. His words stunned her and for
long moments she found it hard to breath, then everything went black. She wasn’t sure how long it was when she
came to, but it was long enough for her to be in her own bed with a worried
Jonathan looking at her.
“Evie are you all right?” he asked her.
“I think so. Where am I?” she asked
“Your room,” he answered getting her to sip some water.
“He said I’m, Oh Jonathan I made a
terrible mistake,” she said sobbing and
he sat on the bed and held her in his arms.
“Hush now. The way I see it Rick had as much to do with it as you,” he said knowing of the Pregnancy from the
Doctor, and putting two and two together.
Soon her tears subsided and she pulled away from him.
“What am I going to do?” she asked looking at her brother. He reached out and wiped a tear from her
face.
“I think you need to tell Rick,” he said and she turned her head away.
“How can I tell him that. I want him to love me for me, not because of
this baby,” she said, and realized how
much she wanted Rick to love her.
“I’ve made a mess of things,” she said and sobbed into her pillow, until
she went to sleep. Once she was out,
Jonathan went downstairs and dialed the Operator, and had her connect him to
their home in Egypt where he was letting Rick live. The phone wrang five times then Rick picked up.
“Hello?” he asked. He had been
asleep, and then realized he wasn’t at the Fort
“Rick it’s Jonathan. Listen you need to come to London.” Rick heard the panic in his voice.
“What’s wrong? Is it Evelyn?” he asked suddenly concerned.
“You could say that and I can’t say
anymore. Do you still have the address
to our house?” he asked. Rick checked
and confirmed that once he got off the phone with Jonathan he made reservations
on the next Steamer ship out of Cairo, then headed to his room to pack for
England.
More soon
Chapter 5: Confrontations and Consequences
It took a week to get to England by
ship, and when Rick arrived it was cold and rainy. As he got of the ship, he found Jonathan waiting for him.
“I think I like Egypt better,” Rick said, as the got his luggage and took
it to Jonathan’s car. Once they were in, there was dead silence save for the
rain pouring down on the car.
“Evie is at work today. I well she doesn’t know you are here,” Jonathan informed ready for Rick to kill him
for not telling her. He was silent for
a long while.
“Jonathan why did you send for
me?” he asked. Jonathan gulped.
“I can’t tell you, but she needs you
Rick, even if she is pig headed, and tries to push you away she really needs
you,” he said, and then they pulled up
to the house. Rick got his bags and
followed Jonathan inside whistling.
“So this is why your house in Egypt is
so tiny,” he said as the walked down a
hall into a grand parlor.
“So how many rooms do you have in this
place?” he asked as Jonathan led him
out of the parlor and down another longer hall.
“Thirty. The parlor which we were just in, A dining room, a kitchen, Two
bathrooms down here. My fathers old
Study, a Day room with mostly dead plants because our mother was the only one
who could keep them alive. Lets see we
have a wine Cellar, and Attic, and the rest are rooms with bathrooms attached
to them,” he said as they arrived to
his part of the house.
“You can stay here, trust me its like
having your own place, and if she blows a fuse you can run here,” he said lightly.
“Jonathan why will she be mad to see
me, and why does she need me here?” he
asked cornering him. Jonathan gulped.
“I its really her decision to tell
you,” he said trying to get away but
Rick grabbed him. It wasn’t a rough hold
but a hold none the less.
“Tell me what?” He asked, holding Jonathan in place. He closed his eyes.
“Hit me I can’t tell you,” he finally said. In his eyes it was her place to tell Rick about the baby.
“Jonathan I’m not going to hit you, but
I’m going to hold you here until you tell me why she will be mad about me being
here, and why you didn’t tell her I was coming, as well as why I should be here
at all,” he said. Then he had an idea. He let Jonathan go.
“You know what I don’t need to be here. If Evelyn doesn’t want me here then why
should I be,” he said and picked up his
bags. Jonathan looked like a rabbit
caught in a trap, and moved in front of Rick.
“No you really can’t go, if you go she
will never tell you,” he said. Rick dropped his bags and grabbed him
holding him up.
“Jonathan no more games what doesn’t
she want...” he would have finished,
but they both heard Evelyn calling for Jonathan making a fast approach to his
room. Rick dropped him and went out in
the hall coming face to face with her. She had on a dark blue dress, long, and
flowing, and as she always did, she took his breath away.
“You.”
She said and her lips pursed.
She pushed past him to her brother.
“You told him didn’t you?” she asked coldly.
“Evie I told him you needed him, and he
is here,” Jonathan said standing up and
backing away from her. She was angry,
more so than he had ever seen her.
“I don’t need him, and I don’t need
you,” she said. She turned and she bumped right into
Rick. He steadied her.
“Evelyn what is Jonathan not telling
me?” he asked. Instead of telling him she pulled away from
him.
“I’m not going to say a word, and if
Jonathan wants his sister to remain his sister he won’t say a word,” she said and stormed out of the room.
Later that night Evelyn sat in her
room, a room that had once been her parents, brushing out her long dark
hair. She had on a soft peach silk gown
and she could see her stomach sticking out with the new life she carried. Once she had finished brushing her hair, she
went over to the bed and pulled the covers back then she lay against the
mattress. As she was resting there she
felt a fluttering in her stomach, and realized that it was movement. She rubbed her hand over her belly, then she
closed her eyes and began to cry. This
was supposed to be something she could share with Rick, let him be a part of
it, but she didn’t want that. Truth be
told, she wasn’t sure what she wanted.
This baby was something she feared, because it was brought about by
love, and a love she didn’t grasp or couldn’t comprehend. Sleep finally found her and it was a deep
sleep with no memorable dreams for her.
When morning came Evelyn arose early,
earlier than she normally did, but she wanted to get out of the house before
Rick got up. After she had a bath, she
dressed in one of the new skirts she had bought, and a soft creme colored
blouse. She wore her hair up in a bun
and wore a gold bracelet that had been her mothers, like the rest of her
jewelry, it was all from her mother’s collection. Once she was ready, she headed downstairs, and when she arrived
in the kitchen she found Rick there having coffee and toast. Evelyn thought about running out, but she
had to eat for the baby she had inside of her.
Ignoring him completely, she went to the stove and got out a skillet,
and made bacon and eggs, as well as toast for herself. Once that was done, she put it all on a
tray, and left the kitchen going to the parlor to have breakfast on her
own. Rick watched her wondering what he
had done to deserve the silent treatment.
When she left he knew he should have just stayed put but he couldn’t,
and went after her.
“Okay I’ll leave you if you tell me
what this big secret is that you can’t stand to tell me, I’ll get out of your
hair and go back to Egypt and find someone who will talk to me. I’d rather it be you, but you have made up
your mind that I am the enemy,” he
said. His words brought her to tears
and she started to cry uncontrollably then she ran out of the room. He followed her feeling bad for making her
cry.
“Evie look I’m sorry okay I just don’t
know what you want me to do here. If
you asked me what I wanted I’d tell you a second...” She had finished getting ready, and she ran out the door slamming
it in his face and when he got over his shock and opened the door her car sped
down the drive. Rick closed the door
and hit his head against it.
It was movement in his room that woke
Jonathan. He had slept on the couch
letting Rick have his bed, and as he sat up he found his friend packed.
“Wait you can’t go,” he said standing up and nearly falling over
his own feet.
“I can, and I will,” Rick said as he hefted his bags over his
shoulders.
“Just give her a chance,” Jonathan pleaded.
“A chance for what? She doesn’t want me here Jonathan, and I
keep saying all the wrong things. What
she needs is for me to get out of her life, so that she can get on with hers,” he said and started out. Jonathan had no other choice none that he
could see.
“She is carrying your baby,” Jonathan said, and heard all the bags thud
to the floor before Rick came back in.
“I...Did you say what I think you
said?” he asked. Jonathan nodded.
“So when the hell was she going to tell
me this news?” Rick said angry.
“She is afraid to tell you. I think she is afraid that you will leave
her,” he said. Rick took some deep breaths then went to the
bed and sat down.
“No I’m not leaving her not
anymore,” he said trying to figure
things out. The first thing he had to
do was get her to see that he loved her, or at least get her to talk to him to
tell him how she felt about all of this.
He let Jonathan go back to sleep assuring him that he would stay
around. Most of his day was spent in
thought. It was hard to grasp that he
was going to be someone’s father, and thoughts of that brought back thoughts of
Elizabeth, and thoughts of his own father.
This was his big chance to put right what went wrong with his own
family, to be the best dad he could be, if Evelyn would let him, then again she
really didn’t have a choice, he would be there no matter what.
Evelyn’s day at the museum was slow,
and she worked hard, skipping her lunch, and not stopping till after dark. By then she was feeling dizzy and sick, but
she didn’t care. Finally she headed
home half hoping Rick would be gone, but then again she knew she could always
go up to her room and get away from him that way. When she arrived Jonathan’s car was gone, and the house was dark. She felt relief and sadness both, that he
had left her meant he really didn’t care, and that the welfare of this baby
fell on her own shoulders. Inside she
put her bags down and started to go into the parlor, when she saw light coming
from within.
“Jonathan is that you?” she asked.
When she entered the room she found Rick sitting on the couch and pursed
her lips again. She walked past him and
started up the stairs.
“Evelyn I know about the baby,” he said.
She stopped and turned around.
“Good, now that you know why don’t you
just get out,” she said bitterly. He stood up.
“Because this baby is part mine. It might be inside you, but its part
mine,” he said gently.
“We don’t need you Rick. I am perfectly capable of taking care of my
baby on my own. This baby needs a daddy
who will want to stay through everything, good or bad, and I don’t want to take
the chance that one day you will leave us.
Further more I don’t love you, and it would be wrong to try to love you
just because I’m having your baby,” she
said. Saying that hurt worse than
anything else, but she wanted him to hurt.
“What right do you have to try to tell
me I can’t be a part of it’s life,” he
said staying put.
“The right as a mother who loves this
child.” She turned and ran up to her
room slamming the door behind her, then went to the bed and cried again.
A week passed at the end of which Rick
was having his doubts. Evelyn avoided
him at all costs, and spent all of her time at the museum. She barily came home, and he was worried
sick. Now he sat in the parlor, another
night arriving fast. He was about to go
pack his bags when the phone rang.
Jonathan had said he would go talk to her, and Rick debated on picking
it up, but decided he should.
“Hello?” he said.
“Rick Evelyn is in the hospital. She fell, and her doctor said he needs to
see you.” After getting directions to
the hospital, Rick got dressed in more appropriate cloths, and hit the
road. It took him fifteen minutes to
get there and when he arrived Jonathan was waiting, and led him to the
Maternity ward. Dr. Brigman was waiting
and led him down a long corridor.
“Evelyn is under a tremendous amount of
stress, and because of that and not eating right, she is at high risk of having
a miscarriage. There was some bleeding,
but we managed to stop it. Right now
she needs you there, even if she can’t see that,” The doctor said. Once he
had been told, Dr. Brigman let him go in her room. She was in a bed, and a nurse sat at her side. When he walked in she left, and Rick took
her place.
“I’m here, I know you hate me but I’m
not leaving you,” he said. She stirred and then looked away.
“Evie I need to talk, and I well, your
not going anywhere so here goes. I had
a fight with my father when I was 18. I
got drunk, and came home one night to find him waiting on me. He and my mother had been fighting over a
Hotel he had bought in to, and it was stressful without me adding to it. We got into a big yelling match and I called
him a few choice names. He pulled back
and punched me, first in the mouth then in the stomach and kicked me out. He said I was no longer his son. So I left and eventually made my way to
France. I regret a lot of things, and
most of all not going back until it was too late. All three of them left me letters. My mother told me that if I met a woman I loved, I should hold on
to her with all that I have, even if it got tough at times. My father put one in too, and said he
shouldn’t have gotten so mad, and had intended to tell me that. Elizabeth, my sister was fourteen when she died,
never getting a chance to live her life at all. She left me her favorite bear, and had plans of her own to come
and find me. I want to try to be a good
father to this baby, be the father that I felt I never had. I also want to love you Evelyn, and I’ll try
as long as there is breath in me,” he
said. When he finished she was crying,
and he reached out and took her hand, and for once she didn’ pull away.
“I’m afraid Rick,” she finally said.
“What about, talk to me Evelyn
please,” he said.
“I’m afraid that you will leave us,
that if this baby is naughty or gets sick that you will decide to go.” she said her voice trembling badly.
“Never,” he said.
“I’m afraid of how I feel about
you,” she said. He stood up and walked around the bed to
face her.
“Tell me how you feel?” he said.
“Confused, afraid, alone,” she said softly He leaned in and gave her a gentle kiss.
“Your not alone,” he said, and she reached up needing to be in
his arms. Rick sat on the bedside and
held her as best he could.
“I do love you Rick I’m just afraid of
this feeling. It’s so big, and It makes
me do things that I wouldn’t normally do.”
She said. He kissed her again.
“Love does that,” he said and she sighed tired.
“Rest now, I won’t leave you,” he said.
She nodded her head and he eased her back against the pillow. Sleep came fast for her, and Rick sat by her
side, and reached his hand out placing it against the swell in her tummy. It was still difficult to believe that his
child was growing inside of her, but he was also very happy, and knew that time
and his love would help heal her heart, and teach her to trust, or so he hoped.
More Soon
Chapter 6: Breaking through
It was nearly three weeks later that
Dr. Brigman released Evelyn from the hospital, on strict orders to get plenty
of rest, and to eat well for the baby.
She had been quiet during her stay at the hospital, and had slept a great
deal of the time, still not talking that much to Rick save for the one night
she had opened up to him. Now on the
drive home, she sat in the back of the car with Rick, peering out the Window. The leaves had started to brown and fall of
the trees, which meant winter was quickly approaching. Their baby was due the spring, April or May,
and Evelyn felt a whole mix of emotions.
When they got home she let Rick carry her up to her room, and help her
get settled in bed.
“Is there anything I can bring for you?” he asked sitting on the edge of the bed.
“I just want to sleep,” she said, and turned away from him. Despite being ignored, Rick sat beside her
until she had gone to sleep, then went downstairs to the parlor and sat down on
the couch burying his head in his hands.
“Still not talking?” Jonathan asked as he brought Rick his
drink. Since Evelyn’s fall, he had
sobered up, even looked into opening up a resort casino
“Notta,” Rick said as he took a sip of his Bourbon, then set the glass on
the Red wood coffee table.
“The doctor told me that it’s
depression, and he said if she doesn’t pull out of it, it puts the baby even
more at risk,” Rick said. Jonathan
sighed.
“All I know about Evelyn is that she is
strong, and that she will snap out of this,”
Jonathan replied, though he too was worried for her. They sat in silence for a while, then Rick
left to go check on her. When he
arrived he found her still asleep, and after kicking off his boots he eased in
beside her. He lay on his side just
watching her sleep, then despite his best efforts, the exhaustion he had been
throug these past weeks caught up to him and he too fell asleep.
It was a little later when Evelyn woke
up, and found Rick laying beside her, asleep.
It was strange to have him there beside her, and yet comforting, and
also terrifying. She had built up a
wall to protect her feelings, not wanting to let him in, so that she wouldn’t
be hurt, though she was hurting now, despite that wall. Her thoughts turned to the baby she carried,
and they were not pleasant ones. All of
her life she had strived to be like her father, to make it in a man’s world,
and she had been so close to doing that, until now. The baby would change everything about her life, about Rick’s
life, and she sometimes found herself resenting it, because it was taking away
from her lifes dream. That thought made
her fell worthless, because this baby was a gift. It didn’t matter how it came about it was a gift, and here she
was shunning it, almost wanting to deny it the chance to live. Carefully she slipped out of bed and walked
over to her desk. She wasn’t supposed
to be on her feet, but she needed to get what she felt out on paper, and so in
a moment with pen in hand she began.
11-24-1926
Where
do I start. I have such strong
feelings, I dare not tell Rick or Jonathan for fear of loosing both of
them. I’ve always wanted to be a famous
explorer like my father. My reasons are
mostly for myself, and also for him.
His life was cut short by a curse, and in some small way I feel that
persuing a career as an Explorer keeps him alive. My other reason is Egypt.
There is so much history that is unknown, and I wish to uncover that
history, to show it to the world. Now I
cannot do any of that. This baby that
is growing in me didn’t deserve to have me as it’s mother. A part of me wants this, a chance to have a
child of my own to teach the love of Egypt to, to share its life with Rick, but
there is also the part of me that resents this child. What right did it have to take away my dreams. I know that it sounds terrible, and I want
to run from it, but there is no way to do that. No one will ever know how I feel, not even Rick.
As she was putting her Journal away,
she felt Rick’s hand on her shoulder and sighed.
“Why don’t we sit outside on the
swing?” he asked.
“I’m too tired,” she said and let him help her to the
bed. Once she was lying there, she
turned on her side again away from him.
“Evie tell me what you want? I don’t know what to do here, and I feel
like I’m just making things worse for you,”
Rick said as he sat down on the edge of the bed. She turned back over.
“So your going to leave me?” she asked as a tear slipped down her
cheek. He had been thinking about doing
that for a while, not sure that he was what she needed despite the fact she was
pregnant by him.
“I don’t want to leave you Evelyn, but
I need to know what you are feeling, I want to know what I can do to help
you,” he said. The look of pain in his eyes was enough to
crumble the walls she had put up and she started to cry soul wrenching
cries. Rick lay beside her and just
held her letting her cry hoping this was a start. When the tears subsided she looked up at him.
“I want to tell you what I have been
thinking, but I’m so afraid it will drive you away,” she said. He leaned his
head in and kissed her gently.
“Evelyn tell me what you are thinking,
please,” he said.
“I’ve been thinking bad thoughts about
the baby,” she said. He reached out and wiped a tear from her
cheek.
“What kind of thoughts?” he asked pulling her closer to him. She rested her head on his chest and was
soon asleep. Rick reached out and rubbed
her stomach.
“Evie please talk to me,” He whispered, then closed his eyes and fell
asleep.
A few days passed and Evelyn was eating
like she needed too, but she still wasn’t talking not even to Jonathan. Right now she sat in bed reading a
children’s story just to herself trying to get used to this child growing in
her. She remembered her childhood here
in England, the happy times with her parents, and her brother, and also the
times her parents left to go on digs, and she and Jonathan were left under the
care of a Nanny. If she was going to be
a parent she wanted to do it the right way, and to her that meant a full
commitment, which was something that right now she didn’t feel she could
give. Her eyes grew tired, and she set
the book aside, then heard footsteps approaching and slid down on the mattress
pretending to be asleep. The door
opened, and she heard his sigh, then he left and she felt tears fall. Maybe he would give up on her and leave her
alone, though she really didn’t want that.
“Maybe what you need is a walk,” she said to herself, and sat up in bed. Evelyn stretched and then got up going to
her dresser. There she got out a soft
blouse, and her bra, and took those over to the bed. Then went to her closet
and got out a skirt which would fit over her belly. She wasn’t big enough to really be able to tell when someone
looked, but her normal cloths no longer fit, and she had gotten new clothing to
compensate that. As she was going to
the bed she became aware of moisture in her panties and went into the bathroom
not thinking too much of that. It was
when she sat on the toilet and looked down at her panties that she saw blood, and gasped out. She got off of the toilet and ran for the
door now terrified.
“RICK,” she shouted as she knelt to the floor feeling a minor cramp in
her stomach. In a moment she heard his
fast approach.
“I’m bleeding,” she said.
His calmness helped her to be calm, and after he got her calm, he helped
her dress, and then had Jonathan take them to the hospital.
It was agonizing waiting for word on
Evelyn’s condition, and Rick paced the small waiting area while Jonathan tried
to play a game of poker by himself. It
had been two hours since they had arrived, and no one seemed to know what was
going on with Evelyn. Finally Rick
couldn’t take it anymore and walked over to the nurses desk where a younger
woman looked up.
“I need to know what is happening with
Evelyn Carnahan,” he said. She got up.
“I’ll go check...” she was about to when Dr. Brigman walked out
from the Maternity area.
“Mr. O’Connell, I’m afraid there is
nothing good I can say for the child she carried. We did all we could but there
was no way to save it. Evelyn will
recover physically, emotionally perhaps you might seek some counseling for
her. She knows she lost the child, so
be aware of that when you go in,” he
said then told him what room she was in.
Rick felt numb at the moment, and went into the waiting area where
Jonathan was sipping coffee.
“She lost the baby,” he said.
Jonathan looked at him unsure of what to say, and Rick left him needing
to be with Evelyn. He went in the large
doors and down the hall passing by a nurse pushing a new baby in a
bassinet. His heart felt like it was
breaking, but then he sucked that up.
Right now he needed to be the strong one, and there would be time for
his tears later. He walked into room
321, and found Evelyn asleep facing him.
She looked pail, and as fragile as a porcelain doll. Quietly Rick took the seat beside her and
took her hand in his which woke her.
“There you are,” he said kissing her hand.
“You don’t have to stay anymore,” she said softly.
“Well to bad your stuck with me like it
or not,” came his firm reply.
“I killed our baby,” she said as her lip began to tremble. Rick lowered the bar on her bed and settled
beside her
“Now you listen to me. You did not kill our baby, it simply wasn’t
meant to be, not at this point in our lives.
Our first job is to get you back on your feet, and I’m not going to let
you sleep your life away. You can fight
me all you want on this, but I’m staying put.
I’ve found the woman I love, and I’m not about to walk out on her,” he said.
“But I don’t love you,” she said weakly.
“Okay then I’ll get you better and find
you a guy who will treat you right,” he
said unwilling to let her push him away yet again. Her eyes shut and Rick leaned in kissing her lips gently, then he
sat down in the chair and let his own tears fall for the loss of their child.
A few days later she was permitted to
go home, and when they arrived it was early afternoon and beautiful, despite
the November chill. Rick carried Evelyn
not into the house, but out back to the garden where Marie had set up a blanket
and some food for a picnic.
“I need to rest,” Evie said still in his arms.
“You can rest out here just as well as
you can in your bed,” Rick said then
settled her on the blanket.
“Why do you love me?” she asked suddenly looking straight into his
eyes.
“Because you make me feel alive, more
alive than I ever have in all my life,”
he said honestly. She nodded and
took a small bite of a sandwich, then put it aside. She looked beyond them in the field watching Echidna and Amunet
running.
“My father got us both of those horses,
two years before he died,” Evelyn
said. Rick looked over in the field.
“Maybe sometime we can go out for a
ride,” he replied. Evelyn didn’t respond still watching them.
“My sister Elizabeth always wanted a
horse, and she got her first pony when she was 3. Out of both of us I think my parents liked her better than me,
but she got that horse, and everyday when I got home from school I would take
her out and lead her around the arena,”
he said watching her.
“I want to go inside now,” Evie said, and he agreed to that. Once he got her into her room and in the bed
she fell asleep, and he decided a walk would do him some good. Back downstairs he found Jonanthan asleep on
the couch.
“Jonathan,” Rick said, and he sat up instantly.
“Evelyn is asleep, and I’m going out
for a walk.”
“I’ll watch her for you,” he said.
Outside Rick walked the length of the
drive trying to think about how he could best help her, and came to the
conclusion that the best way to help her was just be there when she needed him,
and not give up on her, which he didn’t intend on doing. As he walked back toward the house Jonathan
came running out.
“She’s crying for you,” he said.
Rick left at a dead run taking the stairs three at a time, and when he
got to her room she was curled up in her bed sobbing. He sat beside her and she pulled away.
“Don’t touch me I don’t need you,” she shrieked out. He took her in his arms despite her protest and held her.
“Let go of me I hate you I hate
you,” she screamed out. Still he held her and in a moment she was
clinging to him.
“I..I can’t stop this feeling,” she said through her sobs.
“Then don’t stop it Evelyn feel. You
have been hiding from everything, and you can’t keep doing that,” he said softly. He knew that well, after his parents and sister had died, or
after he had found out, he tried to hide behind booze and anger, until one
night he had exploded, emotionally, nearly killing a man. Jonathan and Izzy had both held him back,
then Izzy knocked him over the head with a bottle of bourbon which knocked him
out. After that he had let himself
mourn, and was still mourning when Jonathan had sent for him. For a long time she cried, periods of crying
and screaming at him, until there was nothing left but hiccups. She still held to him as they now lay
reclined in her bed, her head against his chest.
“It hurts Rick, my heart aches for the
baby, and for you,” she said
softly. he rubbed her back.
“I know how that feels Evelyn, but you
can’t hide from either of those feelings. You need to deal with them, and this,
what just happened is a beginning,’ he
said.
“I don’t hate you,” she said, and lifted her head to look at
him. He reached his hand down and wiped
her tears away.
“I’m glad,” he said simply, and she sighed, and then started to cry
again. All he could do was hold her and
help her weather through this storm, and by the time night fell she was asleep
safe in his arms. When he was sure she
was asleep, he eased away from her and went downstairs to talk to Jonathan, who
had come up at one point while she was screaming. Rick found him about to go out for the night, though he stopped
when he saw him coming down the steps.
“How is Evie?” he asked.
“Asleep for now. She is finally letting me in. I know this may seem insane but for her and
for me I want to hold a small memorial for the baby, to let it go.” Jonathan nodded.
“We have a priest. He baptized both
Evelyn and me, and buried our parents, so I’ll call him tomorrow and set that
up. Do you want it to be just us?
“ He asked. Rick nodded his head
After their talk, Rick went back upstairs and removed his
cloths down to his boxers, then slid in to bed next to her. Almost instantly she came into his arms, her
head resting on his chest and they went to sleep.
It was the smell of good food which
woke Evelyn and she opened her eyes just as Rick brought in a tray of
breakfast. He smiled at her and she
tried to smile back and then started to cry again. After setting the tray down he came to her side and sat beside
her lifting her into his arms.
“Why does it hurt so much?” she asked.
“Maybe because deep down inside you
loved the baby, more than what you were willing to admit,” he said grasping for straws. She nodded.
“I thought about how much it would take
away from my lifes works, and I wasn’t fair to it, thats why it died Rick
because it felt my sadness,” she said
sobbing.
“Evelyn listen to me. I’m not sure what happened, or why, but
trying to place the blame on yourself isn’t the answer. It would be like placing the blame on
yourself for what happened to your parents,”
he said. She knew he was right
but it was difficult not to do that. As
she was about to say something more both of them heard a rumbling and Rick
eased her away.
“Was that your stomach?” he asked. She smiled, her first one in weeks.
“I guess all that food is making me
hungry,” she said softly.
“Well then lets have some,” he said.
As he was about to stand she held to him hugging him.
“Thank you Rick, for staying with
me,” she said.
“Don’t thank me, just don’t shut me out
anymore,” he said. she nodded, and the two of them sat back in
bed and had a wonderful breakfast.
A few days later the memorial for their
baby was at hand. When Rick had told
her, Evelyn had not been happy, not because he had done it without telling her,
but because she wasn’t ready to face it.
Dr. Brigman had said that she was five months along, and the baby was a
girl. Now they got ready for the
service, and Rick was putting on his suit when he heard Evelyn cry out in
frustration. He ran to the bathroom and
found her trying to zip the back of her dress.
Quickly he took her hands in his.
“Take a deep breath and let it
out,” he said. She did what he wanted, and had learned that
his method of taking deep breaths helped her calm down. Once she had done that he turned her around
and in a moment he got the zipper up and all was well.
“We never thought of a name for the
baby,” she said. He had turned to leave, and turned back to
her.
“Do you have any in mind?” he asked.
“My mothers name was Mariah, I want
maybe the middle name to be that,” she
said in a shaky voice. Rick eased her
into his arms swaying.
“My mothers name was Katelyn, what
about Mariah Katelyn,” he asked. She nodded taking comfort from being held by
him.
“I think thats a good name for
her. Mariah Katelyn O’Connell,” Evelyn replied. They met with the Priest, Father Joseph, who talked to all of
them, and said a prayer for the child that had been lost, and also a blessing
for Rick and Evelyn, to let the experience of losing their child, and what they
had learned from that bring them closer together.
A few days later, Jonathan asked them
to go with him to the cemetery. Both
had questioned why but he just told them to go with him and not to ask
questions. When they arrived he led
them to their parents graves, and not far from their headstone was a small
white marble marker. On either side
were two carved Angels child like in form, and between them was the name Mariah
Katelyn O’Connell.
“I know maybe this wasn’t my place but
I felt there should be a visible reminder of your daughter,” he said.
Evelyn hugged him and started to cry and Jonathan held her close feeling
bad. Once her tears had subsided she
knelt down and touched the headstone.
Rick went over to him and for the first time ever gave him a hug as
well.
“Jonathan thank you,” he said.
Jonathan nodded and then went back to the car to give them time
alone. Once he was gone Rick knelt beside
her.
“I want us to get to know one another
better,” Evelyn said as she turned to
face him.
“I would like that,” he said and then she let him hold her as
they both cried for their child.
More later
Chapter 7: A Time to Heal and a Time to
Love
December came with all its glory of the
Holidays. For Rick and Evelyn, it
marked a month since the loss of their child, and a month since they had
started more or less dating. So far
Rick was keeping it simple, letting Evelyn be their guide on how far to take
things. They had been intimate that one
time, but right now she wasn’t ready for that.
Now the two walked in the fresh fallen snow, their boots crunching as
they took each step. Rick held Evelyn’s
hand in his as she showed him how beautiful the land was in the winter.
“I bet you and your father shared alot
of these walks,” Rick said as they came
to the top of a fairly large rise.
Ahead of them he could see into the woods, and heard the sound of running
water.
“I think my father chose this land
because it’s so secluded. He and my
mother, well all of us loved taking walks anytime of year, and from him I
learned the names of all the trees and wildlife. If you want we can go to the stream, it’s quite beautiful this
time of year,” she said looking up at
him. He reached out and moved a strand
of hair that had fallen in her face.
“Sure, I’ve never been much for the
cold, but I actually like this,” he
said, and he did. He wasn’t sure
whether it was the landscape or the company, but he really enjoyed their walks.
“What was it like, I mean before you
left the United States,” she asked, as
they moved down the slope toward the woods.
“My life, hmm. Well for the first Eleven years of my life I
was an only child. My father raised
horses, thats the sort of thing you do when you live in Montana, or did, and then
Elizabeth came along. I thought it was
odd to have a sister that much younger than me, but she grew on me, and we were
really close. Then when she was about
four, dad bought into this hotel with his good friend Jake, and thats around
when my parents started fighting. He
sold all the horses, without telling my mother, and it just got worse by the
day. Elizabeth started sleeping with
me, and her welfare fell on me too, and for a while I was fine by that. Then I started to hang out with a tough
crowd, drinking, smoking, and skipping school, as well as sneaking out at
night. When my father found out what I
was doing, one night he waited for me.
I got home and he yanked me in the house, and pushed me into a
chair. He called me a good for nothing
self centered bastard, and told me I was no son of his. I fought back, which was really stupid,
because he beat the every living crap out of me, and in the end I left home,
and hitched my way to New York. Then I snuck aboard a vessel headed for France,
and there I was ready to be a Legionnaire.”
By the time he had finished his narrative of his life, they had reached
the stream, and Evelyn moved away from him then turned to face him.
“I’m sorry that you had to go through
that,” she said.
“Yeah I am to. If I had it to do over I would have stuck to
being the good guy I started out to be.”
She moved into his arms and he hugged her closing his eyes to the pain. It still hurt, all of it, the loss of his
parents and sister, and the loss of their child, and at times like these he
wanted to hide, but what Evie had been through and was still going through had
taught him that hiding only made things worse.
After a moment, the two parted and she led him over to the stream.
“Do you ever feel anger toward the way
I reacted during my pregnancy?” she
asked not looking at him. He stood
behind her and eased her against him.
“Anger at myself for not trying to
understand you better, not at you,” he
said.
“I still don’t sleep at night. I feel
an emptiness, a void left when the baby died, and a sadness that goes deeper
than anything I’ve ever felt. I kept
saying to myself that I didn’t want to be a mother, that the baby was going to
take away from what I wanted, and I think it would have added to both of our
lives,” she said.
“Evie, I know your not ready to think
about this, or maybe you are but I’m not leaving you. I love getting to know you, I love our walks and our talks,” he said leaning down to kiss the top of her
head. She sighed and wrapped her arms
around his.
“I know I love you, and it terrifies
me,” she said softly.
“Can you tell me what about it is
scary?” He asked. That was not easy to answer.
“Because its so strong that it blinds
me, I’m afraid to feel the full extent of it because when I did that
night..that night in your hotel room I didn’t want to stop what we were doing
despite the fact that my mind was screaming for me to do so,” she said.
Her words made him feel guilty, and he eased her away and turned her to
face him.
“Evelyn I’ve thought of that night, and
I should have helped both of us by being the strong one,” he said.
“Your not supposed to be strong for
both of us. What I’ve learned is that
we have to be strong together, equally,”
she said. That declaration gave
her strength and again she came into his arms hugging him, then shuttered not
realizing how cold it was until now.
“Why don’t we head back to the
house,” Rick said.
“I think thats a very good idea,” she said and the two started back toward
home.
Later that evening Evelyn sat by the
fire in the parlor on a bunch of soft pillows, reading a book, Jane Eyre. From time to time she liked to read old
books, and to her it was like visiting an old friend each time she read
them. She had taken a hot bath after
their walk, and now wore a soft flannel nightgown, comfortable as she
read. Rick had gone out with Jonathan
to drink, and she misssed him, but she wanted him to do his own thing. The silence was broken by his voice, and she
was surprised that he was home so soon, but also glad. She stood up as he walked in and found him
covered with snow.
“Go put your cloths on,” he said, and his excitement fed her. She
hurried upstairs to do that. When she
came back downstairs, she had on dark slacks and a warm sweater. Rick had her coat, and helped her put it on
then they went outside finding it was snowing so hard they could hardly see
five feet in front of them.
“I’m glad we got food today,” Evelyn said as the walked out in the snow,
which came up to her ankles.
“I am to,” he said then lifted her into his arms and spun her around causing
her to laugh. They fell in the snow
with him on his back and Evie on top of him.
Before he could think, she got some snow and threw it in his face then
got up and ran as he ran to catch her.
Jonathan came from putting the car in the garage and they bombard him.
“Hey no fair,” he wined then retaliated. They played like that for nearly an hour
then headed inside. Once out of the
cold, Evelyn made sure they got their boots off and dusted the snow off of one
another, then they all headed upstairs to their rooms to get into warmer
cloths.
Some nights Evelyn still had
nightmares, and this night was no acceptation.
She found herself tied down to the alter, and what was different about
this dream was that she was pregnant.
Imhotep, and Anck-su-nahmun stood over her and she screamed but nothing
came out. She felt the knife cutting
into her womb, removing her baby, then when the baby was out, Imhotep put
scarabs in her. This time she did
scream, sitting up in her bed coughing and sweaty, which brought Rick
instantly.
“Hey shh,” he said and pulled her into his arms.
“Oh Rick I had a dream that I was back
in Egypt, and he took our baby,” she
said and started to cry against his chest.
He held her against him, stroking her back as she cried, and looked up
as Jonathan came in. When he saw that
Rick had her, he left them.
“It was so terrible, he put scarabs in
me,” she said and cried harder. Rick didn’t try to stop her tears, and sat
with her rocking her gently, rubbing his hand over her back, until the tears
subsided. She eased away from him and
he reached over on her nightstand and got her kerchief handing it to her so she
could wipe her face.
“I’m sorry I woke you up,” she said.
“Don’t be Evelyn, don’t ever be sorry,
I’m glad I could be here for you,” he
reassured, and that comforted her. She
was still tired but wasn’t all that keen on being alone, and Rick seemed to
sense that.
“If you would like for me to, I’ll sit
in here until you go back to sleep,” he
offered.
“You don’t mind?” she asked.
He leaned in and kissed her gently on the lips.
“I don’t mind,” he said.
Once she was reassured of that, she lay back against the mattress and
Rick pulled up a chair. She tried to
fall asleep, but the haunting images of her dream kept creeping up, and she
felt alone, even with him sitting so close.
Rick watched her, and after a few minutes he got up and went to the
other side of the bed. He climbed in
and Evelyn willingly moved into his embrace. Once he was holding her, Evelyn
slept and her dreams were ones she wasn’t afraid to see.
A week before Christmas, Evelyn got a
call from her good friend Wendy Copeland who invited she, Jonathan and Rick to
her anual Christmas party, and now Jonathan pulled the car up to the large
house. It was no where near as big as
the house Evie’s parents had owned, but it wasn’t small either.
“So her name is Wendy?” Rick asked trying to get everyone’s name
right. He knew how important this was
to Evelyn, and wanted to make a good impression on the people she grew up with.
“Right, and her husband is
Douglass,” Evie said as they approached
the door. Before they knocked Wendy
herself answered the door and the two friends hugged.
“I’m so glad to see you,” Wendy said as they parted.
“I’m glad to see you as well. Wendy this is Rick,” she said.
Rick smiled and was surprised when she gave him a hug.
“I’m happy to meet you, well come in
and join the rest of the crowd,” she
said then took their coats. Evelyn
smiled and took Rick’s hand in hers and they headed into the Parlor. For a while they spent time meeting and
greeting old friends, and new friends, then Jonathan pulled Rick off to play
some poker with Douglass and some of the other gentlemen there.
“Well how did you meet him?” Wendy asked as she and Evelyn sat on the
Sofa. Out of all the people Evelyn
had grown up with in England, she was
closest to Wendy.
“In Egypt, in a prison actually,” Evelyn said and spun the tail. In the middle of that a little boy came
running over to them.
“Mum Toby said I can’t play with
him,” the little boy said.
“Why don’t you go see if Nanny Helen
will read to you,” Wendy replied.
“Whose she?” he asked of Evelyn.
“This is mummy’s very good Friend
Evelyn, Miss Carnahan,” Wendy said.
“I’m Garret, and I’m four,” he said then ran off to find his Nanny. When Wendy turned to her friend, she found
tears streaming down her face.
“Evelyn?” she asked.
“I’m sorry Wendy,” she responded, then got up and ran for the
bathroom. Very concerned for her
friend, Wendy went to the small room the men were playing poker in, and found her
date, whispering in his ear.
“Jonathan take over my hand,” Rick said and left with Wendy.
“My son came out, and she started to
cry,” Wendy said concerned.
“She lost a child,” came Rick’s response, then he went to the
door and knocked.
“Evie sweetheart let me in,” Rick said.
He heard the door click and when she opened it he pulled her into his
arms.
“Let me show you to one of the
rooms,” Wendy said. They followed her and when she left Evelyn
cried for a long time, and as he always did Rick just held her in his arms until
the storm passed.
“I am tired of this feeling,” she said still clinging to him.
“I know you are, but at least your
letting yourself feel it,” he said, and
she sighed.
“Don’t you tire of this, of my tears
and emotions?” she asked.
“No Evelyn I don’t. You need to feel these emotions, and you
need to stop worrying about me leaving you.
I’m here to stay because I choice to, because I think your worth waiting
for. The one thing my mom said about
finding someone special was sticking by their side no matter what, and I’m
going to do that for you,” he
said. His words reassured her, and
after a little more time they rejoined the party, though Evelyn was quiet and
stayed by his side. When they finally
headed home she fell asleep in the comfort of his arms, and upon their arrived
Rick carried her to her room and gently laid her in bed, slipping off her shoes
as he did, then pulled the covers over her and kissed her good night.
The next morning was Christmas, and
after a hardy breakfast, which Rick cooked, they all sat around the tree and
opening presents. Jonathan got a lounge
Jacket from Rick, and a few new ties from Evelyn. From Jonathan, Evelyn got a gold necklace with a diamond on it,
and some new books published on Egypt.
He got Rick a bottle of Glen Levitz dated back earlier than what the
Curator had in Egypt as a joke, though Rick was pleased with that. Evie got him a set of books about King
Arthur and the Knights of the round Table, and as she was cleaning up he pulled
her over to the couch and had her sit down.
“Now I got you something, and I don’t
want you to panic,” he said. Jonathan looked up from trying on his lounge
Jacket and saw O’Connell pull from his pants pocket a velvet box and silently
prayed Evelyn wouldn’t freak out. She
saw the box and started to talk but he pressed his finger to her lips.
“Listen to me okay,” he said.
She nodded.
“I want us to get married, it doesn’t
have to happen today or tomorrow or even this year. I think its rare when two people meet, and find a love like what
we have shared, or have gone through as much as we have. This ring just means that I’m going to wait
for you,” he said, then took her left
finger and slipped it on. She was
shaking like a leaf and he eased her against him.
“I want to marry you,” she said.
“I’m glad,” he replied and the stayed in one anothers arms for quite some
time before they parted. The rest of
the day was spent relaxing, and Jonathan stayed in his part of the house
planning a party for Rick.
More later
Chapter 8: Together at Last
The new Year had come, and Evelyn’s
life was changing fast. She had come to
accept the love that Rick was offering her, and though she was still afraid of
how she felt about him, she was learning not to run from it. They had decided on a February Wedding, a
small wedding with her closest friends, and his. Rick had sent an invitation to
Jake, and his wife to attend, to be there as his family. January brought bitter cold weather and with
that a bunch of snow. With Evelyn
working at the museum days, Rick had worked to find something he wanted to do,
and wasn’t having much luck with that.
Currently he was out in the bitter cold chopping wood for the fire
places. He had found the tool shed, and
had asked Evelyn who supplied the wood.
She had told him generally the Gardner chopped it for them. Rick had chopped down a fairly good sized
tree, and after two hours of chopping, he had enough wood to last them for a
good month, or so he hoped. Once he had
finished that task he went inside and got a bath. Then he would go into town
and get the list of things Evelyn had left for him.
It seemed everyone was out, and on this
type of day, Rick wasn’t sure why. As
he made his way to the market, someone walking toward him stopped.
“Rick O’Connell is that you?” the man asked. For a moment Rick didn’t notice him, then all of the sudden he
knew who he was talking to.
“If it isn’t Sam Jennnings,” Rick said and the two men embraced. Sam had grown up with Rick, and they hadn’t
seen one another in a very long time.
“I heard about your parents,” Sam said.
“Yeah I have a lot of regrets about
that,” Rick admitted.
“Look I’m meeting my wife at Nicola’s
Cafe, why don’t you join us,” Sam
said. Rick nodded and the two of them
headed off in that direction.
“So how did you end up in
England?” Sam asked.
“That’s a bit of a long story. Actually I’m going to be married next
month,” Rick said, and Sam laughed.
“Ahh I understand now, you found
someone,” Sam said. Rick grinned, and then they entered the
Cafe, and Rick met Sam’s wife Amy.
“Rick and I grew up together in
Montana,” Sam explained as they sat
down at their table.
“It’s very lucky that you two met up
again,” Amy said as she sipped her
tea. They spent most of lunch catching
up, and Rick told Sam of his luck of finding a job, or lack there of.
“Well if your interested I’m thinking
about starting up a ship building business, Sam said. That is something Rick had not thought of, and though he would
have to discuss it with Evie, he thought that he might like that.
“I could go for that. I need to make sure Evelyn is okay with
it,” Rick said, not about to make the
same mistake his own father had made with selling the horses to go into a business
with Jake at the Hotel. Once they had
finished lunch, they parted, and after getting his errunds, run, Rick decided
to go by the museum and surprise Evie.
Being at the museum was still a comfort
to Evelyn, though now she missed being with Rick. As she sat at her desk, working on a proposal for the Bembridge
Scholars, she thought about what it would be like to be his wife. Despite his reassurances, she was still
afraid that he would decide he didn’t want that, and that thought made her
shutter.
“Hey,”
Rick said, noticing that as he walked in. He walked over, and stood her up then hugged her.
“Stop thinking negative things,” Rick said, knowing of her fears of not being
able to satisfy him. That made her
laugh a little.
“Your getting to know me rather
well,” she said as they parted and she
looked up at him.
“Then I’m doing my job,” he said as he leaned down and gave her a
light kiss.
“What brings you by?” she asked as they
sat down on her couch.
“Actually I ran into an old
friend. I grew up with a chap named Sam
Jennings, one of my very good friends, and we just had lunch. He wants to go into ship building, and I
know to start it its going to take a lot of money, but I really want to do
something like this,” he said. She smiled at him.
“Then you should. I trust you to do what you need,” she said, and trust for her was a big step.
“Why don’t we have them over for dinner
in a few nights,” Evelyn said.
Introducing Evelyn to Sam was something Rick wanted to do, so he was glad she
had suggested that.
“I think that would be fun,” he said.
She smiled, then stood when she heard the Grandfather Clock chime once.
“I would love to talk to you all day,
but I have to get this proposal finished,”
she said. Rick stood up, and
took her hand, pulling her to her feet, then leaned in and gave her another
light kiss against her lips.
“Will you be home for dinner?” he asked as they parted. She nodded sort of in daze. Rick’s kisses seemed to have that effect
upon her. When he left, she had to
force herself to keep her mind on her work, wanting more to go home and spend
time with him.
A few nights later Evelyn and Rick had
a nice meal prepared, a rack of lamb with a white cream sauce, some green
beans, and fresh bread to go with that, as well as a bottle of Reserve
Merlot. Now the two of them sat in the
parlor waiting for their company to arrive, and Rick was telling Evie about his
childhood and growing up with Sam.
“We went to the same school together, a
little one roomed school house, and hit it off big, because neither of us were
fond of the little girls.” Rick said
grinning.
“Dare I ask what you did to the poor
young ladies in your class?” Evelyn
asked as she sipped some hot tea. Rick
shook his head.
“Oh I think one time before class Sam
and I found a garter snake, and once Miss Mcgregor started to teach class we
let it go. All the girls stood on their
desks screaming, and all the boys laughed.
It was fun until I got home,” he
said and sighed. Evie noticed the frown
creasing his face, and put a hand on his.
“You and Jonathan share the same sense
of humor, though it was always me who was the victim,” Evelyn said. They would have said more, when both heard knocking at the door. Rick stood up and took Evelyn’s small hand
in his then led her out of the parlor to the front entry. When he opened the door his friends were
there and were invited inside.
“Sam this is my Fiancée Evelyn. Evie this is my very good friend Sam and his
wife Amy,” Rick said as he took their
coats. Evelyn greeted both of them then
they all went back into the parlor.
“This is a beautiful house,” Amy said as they sat down on the couches
closest to the fire place.
“Thank you. My father purchased this before I was born, and has kept it up
since then,” Evelyn said as she sat
down across from Sam and Amy, and beside Rick.
“Your father was Howard Carnahan, the
famous explorer wasn’t he?” Sam
asked. Evelyn nodded, and for a while
they talked about his explorations, and some of what she, Rick, and Jonathan
had been through when they were in Egypt.
It was then that Marie came out, and told them dinner was served, and
they all followed her past the stairs, and down the hall to a large room on the
right. The dining room was very
elegant. There was a large Redwood
table with ornate chairs around it, all with velvet cushion backs and
seats. Over the table was a Crystal
Chandelier, which sparkled with the soft light it let out. Over on the far wall was a redwood China
cabinet with several china dishes of various sorts, and other knick
knacks. There was another cabinet with
a Marble top, and on that a few vases with blue flowers on them, and a
porcelain wash basin with a pitcher sitting inside of it. The floor was wooden, with an dark blue
oriental carpet, and the walls were deep burgundy.
“This house is so lovely,” Amy said not able to get over the simple
elegance of it all.
“Thank you,” Evelyn replied. Once they
were seated Marie served them with the lamb and Merlot, then left them alone to
enjoy their meal.
“So, did you talk to the man about purchasing
the warehouses down by the docks?” Rick
asked his friend.
“Yeah I was going to get to that. He want’s several thousand pounds for the
land,” he replied, not sure how much
money they had to work with. He and Amy
were scraping to make ends meet, and he knew that they couldn’t afford much for
their half of the deal.
“I don’t see a problem with it,” Rick said as he took a bite of lamb, and
looked over at Evelyn who nodded. The
rest of the night, the guys talked about what they wanted to accomplish with
their business, and the ladies spent time getting to know one another.
“How did you and Sam decide on
England?” Evelyn asked as they had
started to talk about themselves more.
Amy smiled as she took a sip of tea.
“Sam’s father owns a shipping Business
in New York, I think he bought it after Rick left home but we met there, and
Sam always had an interest in England, so we took our chances and came out
here,” she said simply. By the end of the evening, Sam and Rick had
everything worked out to go meet with the man who wanted to sell the property
by the port, and Amy and Evelyn had made fast friends. When they left, Evelyn turned to face Rick
and accepted his hug, and the comfort of his arms around her.
“I like them,” Evelyn said as she snuggled her cheek
against Rick’s chest. Rick smiled as he
rubbed his hand up and down her back.
“I’m glad you do, I think we might have
to do this more often,” he said. After a little more hugging, they retired to
their rooms. In her room, Evelyn removed
her evening dress and hung it up, putting it in the walk-in closet with the
rest of her cloths, then walked over to the dresser against the outer wall next
to the doors leading out to the balcony, and opened the top drawer. She took out a soft warm flannel night gown
and pulled that on, then went to the fire and opened the iron curtains putting
another log on the flame. Being Evelyn,
she wasn’t watching what she was doing, and caught the sleeve of her gown on
fire.
In his room, which was two doors down
from Evelyn’s, Rick had just gotten in bed when he heard her high pitched
screams, and was out of bed, and in her room in five seconds. She was patting at her arm which was
smoking, and she was also coughing, and crying.
“Shhh,” he said, as he eased her against him for a moment. He knew that she had burned herself, and
likely bad with how dark the gown was around her arm. Gently he led her over to the bed, and once he had her calmed
down a little pulled the sleeve up to find her arm blistered.
“Do you have any burn ointment?” she nodded, and led him to her bathroom, and
got all he asked for and in a few minutes he had her arm bandaged up.
“I feel like such an dolt. I should have pushed my sleeves up,” she said as she looked up at him.
“Evie we all do things at times and
don’t think about the consequences,” he
said. She nodded.
“Will you...you stay with me
tonight?” she asked. Rick didn’t hesitate. He had on only his boxers, but she didn’t
seem too worried, so he helped her stand then lifted her into his arms. Evelyn nestled her head against his chest,
then felt him place her on her mattress, sitting up. He left her for a moment going over to her chest of drawers, and
got out another night gown. While she
changed he moved over to her balcony and watched outside as the snow fell. It was her hand taking his which made him
turn around, and her beauty took his breath away. The night gown that she had on was another flannel one, but it
brought out her hazel green eyes, and he leaned in, taking her mouth in a
passionate kiss, then pulled away when he realized he shouldn’t be doing
that. Evelyn reached up, and pulled his
head back down to hers, and initiated a second kiss. Rick kept a slow pace, and let her lead, and once the kiss ended
they went back to her bed and slipped beneath the covers.
“I love you,” she whispered as he eased her against his strong form.
“I love you too,” he said.
The next few weeks were busy for Rick,
and for Evelyn both, with setting up Rick and Sam’s shipping business, and
getting ready for the wedding. With
Evelyn’s skills in organization, Sam and Rick were able to purchase the land
they wanted, and actually get things set up with workers, and supplies. The week before the Wedding everything was
running smoothly, and Sam assured Rick that he could manage while Evelyn, and
he were on their honeymoon. Today Jake
and Angela were arriving at the port to be a part of the wedding, and now both
Rick and Evelyn waited for their arrival.
Snow still covered the ground but the crews at the docks had cleared
away the foot paths and loading areas to make it passable for the passenger,
and the crewman of the ships.
“So he was your fathers best
friend?” Evelyn asked as she held
Rick’s hand. He nodded.
“Yeah he and Angela came over to my
parents house a lot, dinners, and such, and my mom really liked them even after
Dad and he bought the hotel,” Rick
said, then looked up as he heard the ship whistle, which meant that the steamer
from New York had finally arrived. They
watched as it docked, and the ramps lower, then people started to come off, and
finally Rick put his hand up waving.
Jake was a tall man, even more so than Rick, with brown hair and a
mustache. His wife Angela was a small
woman smaller than Evelyn, and had blond hair, and blue eyes.
“There you are,” Rick said and let go of Evelyn’s hand giving
his friend a hug.
“Good to see you. Angie and I were worried about you, and who
might this be?” he asked speaking about
Evelyn.
“Jake this is Evelyn,” he said.
Jake didn’t hesitate to give her a hug, and when he parted he smiled.
“I’m glad you are making him settle
down,” Jake said, and Angie slapped his
arm.
“Don’t let my husband frighten
you,” she said noticing how surprised
Evelyn looked.
“I won’t,” she said, then smiled and gave Angie a hug. Once their luggage had been tended to, and
loaded in Rick’s new Buford, they left for the Manor. On the way both Jake and Angie marveled at the landscape, and how
beautiful everything looked covered in a white blanket of snow. Then when they
pulled up to the manor Jake asked if they were going to take a train some
place.
“No sir this is our home,” Rick said as he got out of the car, and opened the door for Evelyn, then for
Angie.
“My father bought this house and
another one we have in Cairo,” Evelyn
explained. When they went inside, Evie
gave the grand tour while Rick got the suitcases put up in the guestroom they
had cleaned for them. When he
finished, with that, he went back to
the parlor, and Marie brought out the tea and some wine. As Rick was getting everything ready, Evelyn
returned with their guests.
“Well you two have a beautiful
place,” Jake said.
“Thank you, but I can’t take credit for
that,” Rick replied, then they all sat
down and talked.
“The first time I met Rick here, he was
two, and had wondered off. See our farm
was the next one over, and I’m not sure how he managed to find his way, but we
heard the chickens squaking something terrible, and when we walked out there he
was,” Jake said. Rick in the mean time, had turned a bright
shade of red.
“Thanks Jake,” Rick said.
Evelyn laughed in spite of her best efforts not too, and leaned against
him.
“Then there was the time we were all in
church and Rick was four. He decided to
bring in his pet frog, only none of us knew he had it,” Jake said.
Angie sighed.
“Jacob your embarrassing him,” she said.
“I know I’m sorry but I just have to
let Evelyn know what kind of kid he was,
I think Al would have wanted that,”
he said speaking of Rick’s father.
“Hey I remember him, I think I named
him Todd,” Rick said, referring to his
toad, and they all laughed, then Jake finished.
“Well the next think you know the lady
in front of us is screaming something terrible and Rick had crawled under the
bench to get his frog. I think Al did a
search on him ever Sunday after to make sure he didn’t do that again,” Jake said.
“Well then Rick and I are meant for one
another, because I had my fair share of hair raising experiences,” Evie said, and Rick started to say something
but she put her hand over his mouth and he decided to be nice and not say
anything about Evelyn and a certain book.
As Jake finished with his stories, Marie came out and told them dinner
was served, and it was then that Jonathan made his appearance.
“Jonathan this is my friend Jake, and
his wife Angie,” Rick said and
introduced Evelyn’s brother. After
introductions they all went to the dining room, and sat down to a meal of roast
duck, and mashed potatoes with green beans to go on the side.
“Well now Rick, what have you gotten
into since I last talked to you?” Jake
asked.
“You remember Sam Jennings don’t
you?’ Rick asked.
“Yeah I do,” he replied as he put butter on his roll.
“Well he and I happened to run into one
another, and we now have our own ship building business.” Rick filled him in on that, and Jonathan
perked up not realizing that Rick had started to do something aside from staying
at the house. While they talked, Evelyn
and Angie got to know one another and she told Evie about the fire, but was
quiet so she would not upset Rick.
“I can’t imagine what that would be
like,” Evie said, then again she knew
what loosing parent’s was like, but to loose all of her family, would have been
too much. Once dinner had ended,
Jonathan bid everyone good evening and went out to his night on the town. Rick and Evelyn led Angie and Jake to their
room, then settled down in their own room.
Since the night she had burned her arm, Evelyn and Rick had shared her
bed, though they had not been intimate.
At her Vanity, Evelyn sat brushing the tangles out of her hair and
smiled when Rick came up behind her, and took the brush setting it aside.
“I can’t believe that in five days we
will be husband and wife. How are you
feeling?” he asked, wanting to make
sure she wasn’t feeling overwhelmed or wasn’t having second thoughts.
“I will admit to be terrified but I
want this for both of us.” Rick stood
her up and led her over to their bed.
When she was sitting down, he settled next to her.
“Listen to me. I love you, and with every day that passes
that love grows, and I want us to be together as husband and wife. I want us to share our lives, the good and
the bad, and I’m not going to leave you,”
he said with all sensarity.
Evelyn took a deep breath, and let it calm her, let his words sink in.
“Then I will trust you, and stop
worrying so much,” she said. He smiled.
“You wouldn’t be you if you didn’t
worry,” he teased then leaned down and
kissed her. They settled in to bed, and
sleep took them leaving them to dream of their future together.
The morning of the wedding, Amy arrived
early with Constance, and Angie, who helped Evelyn get ready for her day. The men had stayed out to party the night
away, and it had not been easy for Evelyn to be away from her husband to be,
but she had wanted him to celebrate with his friends, and she trusted him
fully. Now she sat in her room letting
Constance file her nails, and Amy fix flowers in her hair. She already had on the wedding gown which
her mother had worn. It was ivory in color, long flowing, with silk sleeves
that went down her arms and v’d off at her hands. The train was long and elegant with Lace around the end, and all
the woman told her she looked like something out of one of the Faery tale
books. When they were ready, Amy drove
them to the small village, to the church Evelyn and Jonathan had gone to as
children. There were a few other people
there, but only the closest of friends.
As Amy parked the car Jonathan walked out in his tuxedo, and helped
Evelyn out of the car, pulling her into his arms for a hug.
“You look beautiful,” he said, and for Jonathan to compliment her,
she knew it must be true. Once inside
the church, Angie found Jake, and they went in to sit down, and in a few
minutes the music started. Amy and
Constance were both there as Brides Maids and after fluffing out her train, Amy
opened the door and they walked in first.
Jonathan held Evelyn’s arm, and when it was time they walked down the
Isle. Rick stood in his place with Sam
as his best man, and Evelyn kept her eyes on his so she wouldn’t get too
nervous. They stopped at the last
bench, and Jonathan gave her a kiss, then she walked the rest of the way to
Rick alone. When he took her hand in
his, all of her worries disappeared.
They faced the priest and knelt down as he made the sign of the cross
over them, and then they stood and faced one another. Rick took her hand in his, and placed a beautiful gold band
around her left ring finger.
“Evelyn Before I found you, or before
you found me, I was ready to die for the cause of the Legion. I cared only for myself. Now I care about you, and making a life with
you as your husband and you as my wife,”
he said. She smiled and took his
hand in hers. Constance handed her the
Ring and she put it on his finger.
“I marvel at how strong you have been
for us. Sometimes I think this is all
just a dream, but now seeing you here, makes me realize that all I have ever
needed, and wanted stands before me. I
will do my best to make you happy, and I want to be a supportive wife for
you,” she said as a tear slipped down
her cheek. Rick reached out and wiped
it away then they turned back to the
priest who took their hands and put them together holding them with his hand he
said a prayer for them. When he finished
he smiled.
“Now Richard O’Connell, you may kiss
your wife,” he said. He moved back as the two in front of him
came together. Rick kissed her with a
passion born of love, one love that would bind them together, and pull them
threw all that life had to offer.
THE END...
NOTE:
I’m leaving it like this, The rest of the story is written, and Alex’s
story is up in many forms the latest of which is my Life with Alex Series so go
read.
Love Shell