What can I say? Things have been insane since the first of this month. Currently riding the single train. Mixed emotions on that whole dealio but I have been holding up. Just had to realize I have friends here who are just that friends. And I have been easing back once again in my life. Going back to my "live for the moment". Past year I have been focused too much on my life in the future and that, that is what gets me into trouble so now I focus on the now and the now...
School is cruising along nicely. I am doing ok in Physics still hard as shit but am flying in Caculus and its a pretty kewl class. When you understand it, its like a light bulb went off. ROTC is heating up. I am the Drill Team Commander will be leading the Team into the Far East Pacific Competition. Also just got named the Executive Officer of the Cobra Company NJROTC Unit at my school. Definite thumbs up.
My social life has definitly picked up. I hang out at the lunch room this year more then last year where I dwelled in the computer lab. It's amazing to me how many people joke around or invite me into a convo. I always figured no one really liked me cuz I was so different. Different attitude, dress, style. Today Nick told me I was assertive and the people here are itimidated by it. DAMN, wish they weren't just want to be friends. LOL. But I have my Drill team there to back me up. We have become good friends, joke alot and they always get a kick out of when me and Chris (the color guard commander and Company Commander) make fun of eachother and such.
My good and close friend Brandon and I talked today. For awhile. I plan to call my three (out of five) best friends this weekend. The other two I need to e-mail them for their number. I miss all of them. Its not the same around here with them gone. I mean I chill with alot of people but they are just aquantaces. Those five I would walk through fire for, and I know they have my back. I have there's and that it would take more then for all hell to break us apart.
Babysitting right now and after this I will be heading to the teen center to shoot pool or play Magic cards. Something like that. Then tomorrow mis compadres will come over and we will watch a movie or something. Next week is Halloween, Samhain. Witches new year. Yeah I know. I have decided that people should know I am Wiccan. Just soemthing else for people to consider odd about me. But it's all good. I am happy with who I am. But I am going to cut this. Keep an eye on my ujournal. That will be more up to date then this. I will try to have a Rambling for next month till then, take care and Keep it real. Live for the moment cuz thats all you may get.
Weasel