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| 11:21am - Sunday - June 22nd 2002 |
 Hopelessly Romantic Geezer Named Alfred What's Your Personality Type? brought to you by Quizilla  The Lost Soul What sign of the Black Zodiac are you? brought to you by Quizilla ...later-nate |
| 2:42pm - Monday - May 12th 2002 |
| Goin to Quebec in 3 days.. !!! ...later-nate |
| 6:20pm - Saturday - January 4th 2002 |
| I'm bored, I'm lonely, I'm sad... just generally depressed really. Just one of those nights I guess. I hate myself. Why do I always do this to myself. I get these moods where I don't think anyone cares about me... and everything just makes me more sad and more depressed... I hate my life, yet I love it at the same time.. I don't know what to do anymore... nothing ever seems to work out, I'm always so worried about stuff I have no reason or right to be worried about... I'm such an idiot... god I hate myself.. i never do anything right or every get anything I want... i don't deserve anything, or anyone. Happy New Year everyone. The one thing in my life I really love and hold so important to me, im so worried i'm going to lose it... and its going to be all my fault if I do. I'm such a fuck up. bye. ...later-nate |
| 12:02pm - Sunday - December 29th 2002 |
| Christmas came and went. I had a good one I guess. Just been working lately, and hanging out with Marie, Nat and Julie. Lastnite I went out to my managers palce for a party. We all had a pretty good time. Played NHL 2003 and Smackdown Shut Your Mouth all nite. It was pretty sweet. We had a multi-tab so we had a big 6 man 3-3. Everyone was so wrecked by the end of it that no one even cared who won... well I'm off to a thing at my dads place...later-nate |
| 8:55pm - Wednesday - December 25th 2002 |
| Well hello Journal. Christmas has come... and now its almost gone. I got a bunch of stuff.. Punching Bag, Weight Bench, New Weights... and a trip to the Carribean. Woke up, opened the stocking, then the presents. Ate breakfast, went to my dads. Came home, went to my aunts. Marie came over and I showed her my presents ..but she didn't care. Then I took her home, came home and ate supper. Then mom and nick took off to the theatres to see Two Towers, and here I am all alone at home on Christmas. Sucks eh? Merry Christmas...later-nate |
| 4:58am - Wednesday - December 25th 2002 |
| Its 4:58am on Christmas morning.. I can't sleep and we can't open the presents until 6am... so I'm updating the journal. What have I been upto ..working and christmas'y stuff mostly. Hung out with Marie and Nat and watched seven again, at her place this time with surrond sound. Work yesterday was pretty fun, best time i've ever had at work. Then after work I took Julie's present up to the mall to give it to her, I think she liked it. Nat and Marie were there so I hung out with them some and then came home and ate a box of triscit crackers. Went over to my dads place for our annual get together with the Hoyt's. It was fun, then around 11 I went to Maries to see what she got for xmas, and to give her the rest of her presents. She got a bunch of cool stuff. It got me sooo excited for christmas, and now i'm home and not tired, excited and waiting for an hour to come so I can go rip into my huge stocking... MERRY CHIRSTMAS everyone ...and I just wanted to wish James Miller a merry christmas... me and the swamp donkey sure do miss ya man. RIP James... merry christmas. later-nate |
| 10:21pm - Thursday - December 19th 2002 |
| I'm still trying to keep the journal alive, I know I don't update as much anymore, but i've been busy. It is christmas time. Worked friday and then hung out with Marie. Then Saturday I worked til 5 and then came home and played a little ps2 until 9 when Natalie called and wanted to hang out so I went up to the mall and met up with her. Then we waited for Marie to get off work. Picked up Natalies new TV and rented Seven. We got the tv back to her place around 11, got it inside and hooked the vcr upto it was a little difficult but we managed. Then we watched the movie and we all just kind of dozed off cause it was pretty late. Then I came home this morning and finished up my season on NHL 2003, Won the Stanley cup. Oh yea. Now I'm just waiting for supper to roll around so I can go over to my dads place. Then who knows what I'm upto tonite... later-nate |
| 10:21pm - Thursday - December 19th 2002 |
| Whats up. Its december 19th.. christmas is coming. I went to this Prince Charming thing at ESA on tuesday nite, it was pretty cool, if you don't know what it is it's just like FHS's Mr. Mardi Gras. It was pretty sweet, Marie invited me so I went with her. I had a great time even if I didn't understand everything. Then lastnite I met Maries brother, and we went to see The Santa Claus 2, it was a decent movie, got me all hyped for christmas. It definately wasn't as good as the first one. Then today I worked all day on the order with Lonnie and put stock away. Went over to Pat's for lunch, then tonite Tyler and Dabney came over and we went up to the mall for abit. Then came back here and Tyler put together the modifier I got him from ebay. and now I'm getting really tired i've been working alot lately so I think i'm either going to go to sleep, or atleast take a nap. I only work until 4-8 tommarrow so it's all good. =)...later-nate |
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Coldplay The Scientist Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need ya And tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions Oh lets go back to the start Running in circles, coming in tails Heads on a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing tails Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start Ooooohhhhhhh [x4] |
| 2:21am - Tuesday - December 17th 2002 |
| Saturday was my staff party, I ended up going. Jen took me up to the mall when I got off work to pick up my gag gift for the yankee swap we were having. I ended up getting a humorous bar of soap and a shot glass. I went to hardy's and saw that julie was working so I showed her and she thought it was cute =). The roads were awful. We went back to jens place for abit, and then went and picked up marc and headed up to Kingswood. Got there and everyone was hammered. It was so much fun. I went to the arcade and just fucked around with the games. Until crazy drunk coworkers showed up and started hitting everything and breaking the games. Worked out pretty well tho. They ended up breaking one that just didnt stop giving out tickets. SO I spent 5$ and got 500 tickets.. still only managed to buy a little sqweeky lizard and a couple pens. Then we all sat down to eat and do the yankee swap but I had to take off so I gave my number to jen, bad idea since she was wasted and I knew i'd gte a crappy gift... but I left anyways, mom was there and I went over to maries and had some cookies. Then Sunday I rented nhl2k3, which sucks and played that all day, till around 5 when I went back over to maries to wrap her friends xmas gifts with her. so we did that and watched some tv... then today I worked and played some ps2...Oh and Happy Birthday MOM... I <3 U . ...later-nate |
| 1:21pm - Saturday - December 14th 2002 |
| Well whats up. My entries have surely been lacking lately, so I have to apologize. I seem to have lost most of my fanbase... I rarely get emails anymore and no one ever signs my guestbook. Except I noticed Christina did, =) thanks. Whats been up with me? Not to much just been working and hanging out. Lastnite, I showed up at Marie's place around 7 and she wasn't finished getting ready, so I waited for her, her parents took some pictures. We went over to see her grandparents too, they were nice. Then we went to the formal and hung out for abit then her date showed up and I hung out with my date. It was akward tho since I didn't know her at all and couldn't think of anything to say cause I'm so shy and all, I felt like such an asshole =(, but I had a pretty good time, I got to hang out with julie, marie, nat and michelle so that was fun =) and I saw Dan and Sheena there too. Their dances are definatley alot better then LHHS's were. I didn't think I was going to have a good time, but as the night progressed I ended up having a blast. Then I had to pick my bro up at 12:30, so I did tha, took him home and then headed out to natalie's for the nite. Had to have the car home for 8am tho... so that sucked. I was so tired. I got lost on my way home, but luckily I found a way out. Got home and went right back to bed. Tonites my big staff party, but I'm still not sure if I'm going... probably will tho...later-nate |
| 3:03pm - Tuesday - December 10th 2002 |
| Well whats up. Yesterday I played GTA: Vice City all day, Hannah called and confirmed my thursday nite tickets to Christmas at The Playhouse, now I just need to find someone to go with, I really hope I can find someone, I paid 20$ a piece for them and now I have no one to take... =(, oh well everything will work out? RIght? ...Right??? and then I went to work. Got off work, then took my brother to the gym. Went to Marie's for abit, hah helped her do dishes and clean her room.. Came home and went on icq and msn talked to Michelle and Becky for awhile. Got a sub and went to bed. Then slept until like noon. And now I have to go get my picture taken for my passport. and I look horrible ...ah well. ...that play is 2 days away... im never going to find someone to go with... =( later-nate |
| 3:03pm - Monday - December 9th 2002 |
| Monday, monday. I have to apologize for the lack of updates. I've been spending most of my free time at home, playing GTA:Vice City.. holy shit that game is addictive. Anyways I haven't been upto to much, friday I barely did anything. Worked and played ps2. Saturday Me, Dabney, Tyler, Ian and Jamie went up to the mall, for awhile then they took me home and then I hung out with Marie. Sunday I took'er easy all day, rented Alive, and went up to Marie's and watched it. That pretty much it. Now im just waiting to go to work for 4. So i'll update later... 16 Days till Christmas... I really have to start shopping. later-nate |
| 9:22am - Friday - December 6th 2002 |
| Well its 9:22am and I'm awake... trying to make my xmas list, I can't think of anything to ask for... everything I want is either too expensive or something you can't buy. I haven't been updating my journal much lately so I appologize for that. Most of this week i've spent hangin out with Tyler and Dabney, or Marie. Jim keeps calling me up but whenever he does I'm always busy. I'll have to try and make plans with him sometime for this weekend or sometime next week, I haven't seen the kid in like soo long. Something arrived for me in the mail this morning, it was Julie's christmas gift. haah I was so excited to see it. I hope she likes it... it's kind of dumb but oh well. She should get a kick out of it... I really have to start my xmas shopping. I only have a few gifts bought for people..I just don't have any money :( ...hopefully i'll go out tommarrow. I don't know what I'm doing tonite. Want to go see a movie.. but I'm not sure. anyways I guess I'll get back to making my list. later-nate |
| 1:53pm - Thursday - December 5th 2002 |
| Its been awhile... its actually december now... ill change the month later when I have more time... I've been busy lately. Haven't had much time to update the journal really, with work and goin out and stuff... christmas is only 20 days away... I really have to start my holiday shopping... oh well -later nate |
