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| 2:42pm - Sunday - June 30th 2002 |
| One final update for what could be called the crazyest month of my life. Graduation, Car, Prom, stuff... Well lastnite me, jim, vinneau, and the beard all headed out to seeley's place for a feild party, there weren't very many people out there when we got there so we just played frisbee and then a bunch of people started showing up and getting drunk and shit, It was fun to see everyone again. I just sat by the fire most of the nite and watched seeleys crazy dog d.o.g. try and eat fire. And listened to Evan Sacobie talk shit about my dad and tell stories about rugby and shit ...it was a pretty cool party, I left around 12 tho came home and then went out again. I feel like shit today tho because I really wanted to go to this concert with my friends out in st john but I slept in and missed my ride ...and I feel really shitty about it... I really wanted to go ...alot... oh well, I hope they'll forgive me. ...later -naTe |
| 1:23am - Friday - June 29th 2002 |
| Summers finally here. So far it has been a pretty decent summer, having my own car has changed alot of things for me, I'm like never bored anymore ...well I am, but when I get bored I just go for a drive and i'm not bored anymore. I've been doing that alot lately ...life is just so boring. I've been spending all my money on gas... I should start driving more efficiently and stop redlining it all of the damn time =) oh well. I start my new hours at work next week I think. Mike said he'd give me like 25-40 hours a week this summer instead of the 20 I got last summer ...The extra money is going to be nice tho ...maybe I can finally get some work done on my car. I'm going to try and get a performance exhaust and my sub and shit all in it by the end of the summer, just in time to put the fucking thing in storage for the winter lol. I'm going to save up all winter to try and get a body kit for next summer and some rims... hopefully some Konig 17's ..hopefully things will start looking better for me in the next year =) maybe i'll win the lottery or some shit.. as of late tho my luck has been pretty shitty ...and I don't know what to do about it. anyways i'm out, I have to work at 12 tommarrow...later -naTe |
| 6:40pm - Tuesday - June 24th 2002 (Graduation Update) |
| Well I finally did it, I graduated from high school. Our graduation was friday nite and it was hot as hell, holy shit was it hot. I went up at 6:30 and waited around for an hour until we started to walk in. We walked in and everyone cheered and we sat down, it felt like forever while the speakers were talking and stuff. Then they finally started calling out the names. It was cool watching all my friends graduate, then I walked up and got my diploma and went and sat down again. All I could think about was how hot it was and how much I wanted to get out of that damn graduation outfit so it finally got over and I raced home to get changed really quick to get changed and go out to safegrad. So I got changed and went to school to catch the bus to safegrad. I got there got my bag checked, got my glow stick and tshirt and off I went. We left at about 11:30pm and got there at around 12:30am out at Macadavigic Lake, first things first I got some food and went and ate, then me,jim and seeley played some frizbee it was awesome as the nite went on we just kept playing frizbee pretty much until 3am when the fireworks came on. The fireworks were sweet way better and longer then the fredericton canada day ones, the they opened up the "casino" for everyone to try and win some fake money to buy real prizes ...pretty decent stuff too vcrs, cd players, phones...etc but as the nite wore on it got pretty boring and I wanted to leave around 4am but the buses didn't end up leaving until 5:30 so I just waited around, It was a pretty fun nite considering no one was drinking, then I came home and slept til 1 then had to work at 2, worked came home and watched some movies and drove around abit, then sunday I just took it easy and I just worked today and I think i'm just going to rent a movie and stay in tonite ...ive kind of had a bad day, and im a little fucked up and upset right now so if you need me you know where to reach me. later -naTe |
| 9:48pm - Wednesday - June 19th 2002 |
| Well what can I say these past few days have been pretty rough. I went back to school for the final time on monday, it was supposed to be a happy time but I drove in and walked around and everyone was crying, I just thought to myself that it was just the average end of school im really going to miss this place tears of joy... I really wish that had been what it was but sadly it wasnt, I looked outside and saw that the flags were at half mass..I didn't really want to ask anyone what was going on but I eventually found out, a friend of mine commited suicide, at first I didnt know what to think, I couldnt think straight, I thought it was just a joke or something but unfortunatly this was not the case. I didnt know how to deal with it so I just left, and went and told my brother the sad news. These past few days have been rough ones, this week was supposed to be a week of joy and celebration for graduation but have turned into a very sad week full of sorrow, I didnt know why he would do something like that, we werent the closest of friends but I knew the guy well enough to say hi to him, I just couldnt believe it had happend it was like a bad dream, this was all monday, tuesday I just woke up went to work came home, same old stuff. Then today I woke up and couldnt decided whether or not I would go to the funeral, I just cant stand funerals, I just dont know how to act or what im supposed to do ...but I went anyways and im very glad I did, I would have felt horrible if I had not attended, even though we weren't the greatest of friends I still knew him well enough to know i'm going to miss him now that he's gone. Well man, me and the swamp donkey are going to miss you, have a good one...R.I.P....-naTe |
| 11:12pm - Sunday - June 16th 2002 - POST PROM |
Its finally over haha ...Prom was alright I guess, It was what it was which was. I got all dressed up and went over to jens house, we got some pictures taken, jen looked really nice in her dress even though she was sick she managed to pull it off pretty well. So we drove over to Simms and got our picture taken infront off the stupid bench out front hahah all the guys I work with made fun of me but it was fun and something cool to remember =) so anyways we drove over towards the sheraton and there were tons of cars driving up took us forever to find a spot to park so we ended up parking on the lawn. So we walked over to the sheraton and waited for a group of people to start walking in so we jumped on the back of one group of people and made our entrance, then we got in and just sat around it was really boring. We stayed for about an hour and took off I dropped jen off at her place and headed home to wait for kates call, she called at about 11 and I went over to her place and got changed and headed out to grand lake for the big after prom party. We got out there and they're were sooo many people out there it wasnt even funny and more kept showing up, everyone I knew was there and there was sooo much liquor it was awesome, seriously the best party I have ever been too, everyone stayed up all nite, no one went to bed, I finally went to bed in the back of kates rav4 at like 6 and got woken up at around 8 by some drunk people. then Kate drove me home around 9 and I slept a bit more and then went to work at 2. Came home and found something to do. Didnt get to sleep saturday nite till around 3 and slept until noon, and then watched a movie SLackers, it was ok nothing special, but now I think i'm going to head off to bed, I am pretty tired and its been a long week. Oh and heres a good ol' prom picture of me and my date for anyone that cares: Me and my date all dressed up Goodnite all ...later-naTe |
| 4:16pm - Friday - June 14th 2002 |
| Its finally here, Prom nite but i'm not all that excited. It really hasn't hit me I guess. I'm kind of nervous to go and my dates sick and I don't think she really wants to go in the first place so I know she won't have a good time. I just hope its not all bad. I found a ride out to grand lake, kate said she could take me, I just hope its not me, her and jordan in the car because I would feel like such a dumbass if it is =). Well I spent most of today trying to right everything that went wrong today, and talking on the phone. I got a flat tire so I didnt know how I was going to get to the prom but I got it fixed, couldn't pick up my tux until like 1 today so I haven't tried it on after they made the adjustments, my dates sick and i'm going to feel horrible all nite for making her go, and I don't know what the hell i'm doing hahah. Oh well ...Prom nite here I come. I'll update some more tommmarrow if I make it home =) ...later-naTe |
| 3:06pm - Thursday - June 13th 2002 |
| Im done all my exams and high school (sort of)! Fucking right. I'm now almost officially a high school graduate ..I dont really feel any sense of accomplishment tho, I guess it just seems a bit to surreal ...Tommarrow nite is my prom and I went and tried on my tux today... and I thought it looked pretty good on me, I just needed them to make a few adjustments and ill pick it up tommarrow morning at Robert Simmonds ...I hate the shoes tho . They are fucking gay looking. Oh well ill onlny be wearing them for a couple hours and then I think im going out to the after prom party down at grand lake but I dont know yet. Might have to find something else to do if I can't find a ride out there. Anyways today I wrote my chemistry exam. I failed miserably ...hardest exam I have ever written in my whole life it and physics from last term are the hardest exams I have ever done. I'd guess I got around 10-20% which isnt that bad seeing as how I forgot my math teacher stole my calculator and never gave it back so I was calculatorless for an exam which was meant to be wrote with a calculator. I just said fuck it and did the exam without one ...wouldnt have made a difference ...what do I need chemistry for anyways. I dont need to build a bomb or grow any marijuana well I think thats it for today upto this point. I'll update some later... -later-naTe |
| 10:41pm - Wednesday - June 12th 2002 |
| Its 10:50pm on wednesday nite and i'm really tired. Been on icq since like 6:30 waiting for someone to come on, but they never seem to show up ;( . Oh well, i'm going to wait until 12 and if they aren't on by then I dont think they'll be on tonite. I'm soooo bored haha someone come talk to me ...please...I really should be studying. -later-naTe |
| 3:41pm - Wednesday - June 12th 2002 |
June just keeps on rollin by. Done 4 of my exams so far ...final one tommarrow. I didn't study at all tho for anything yet except a little for calculas but I knew that was pointless ...and so far every exam except calculas im fairly sure I pass ..unfortunately, chemistry is tommarrow and i'm fucked, But i dont care. I only needed to pass 2 classes to graduate ...and I think I did that ...so YAY im a high school graduate ..lol ..well I didnt go to bed lastnite until like 1am I went out for a drive =) and then came home and talked on icq for awhile. It was fun ...anyways I have to go to work so i'll update later ...if I think of it. -later-naTe |
| 3:20pm - Tuesday - June 11th 2002 |
| Well its been a week since my last update. Haven't done much. Just studying for exams and the usual hanging out by myself =) I had a great weekend tho. Lots of fun. Watched tons of movies. Which I particularily enjoyed. But now its exam week. Not so much fun. So far ive written calculas and political science ...calculas ...I failed, we all knew that was going to happen. Political Science exam was a joke. I definately did good on that one. Tommarrow I have Computer Science and Law then finally Chemistry on thursday. Well I guess I should go study...hah...later-naTe |
| 11:29pm - Tuesday - June 4th 2002 |
| Tuesday ...bored... sitting here on icq ...wishing there was someone on to talk to ;) ...well today was fairly decent, actually it was just another day except its weird because theres only 3 real days left of school but it doesnt really feel any different the any other week. Maybe its just me ...but this whole graduation, leaving school shit is all a bit to much for me. OH well atleast its almost over..anyways I got another mark back today ...Chemistry ..I have a 66... dont know how ...I dont do anything in thta class but im happy about it. Work was alright ...swept, and mopped, then I came home and went over to jens for a swim. It was so fucking cold her pools heater is broken and it was sooo cold, I only stayed in for like 20 minutes, then I came home and went on icq..but no ones on :( ...later-naTe |
| 12:26am - Monday Nite - June 3rd 2002 |
| Monday the 3rd of June 2002 of a day to remember. Just like every other day in the bore that I call my life. Well we have 4 days left of school . 3 if you take fridays off like I do. ahh fuckit im tired ...later-naTe |
| 9:26pm - Sunday - June 2nd 2002 |
| Sunday nite. 9pm. Watching soccor. Well I actually had an awesome weekend...even tho all I really did was work, watch tv and watch some movies. Saturday nite I got off work came home and had a really good time by myself ;) watching movies and the man show... I even watched George de la Jungle en francais on channel 11 for awhile ...it was awesome =). I stayed up until like 5am watching tv. I watched House on Haunted Hill and Army of Darkness too, I had a great time. Best time i've had in awhile, nick went away to some Duke of Endenbough(sp.?) camping thing so I had the whole house to myself basically mom was home but she tends to keep to herself up in her room. So I decided to just chill out in my room for the nite. Then sunday came and I woke at around 10 and just laid in bed till around 12. Got up showered,shaved and went on the computer for awhile to work on some school shit. Rented The Others ...which was a pretty dumb thing to do since I've already seen it and the ending just isnt as good the second time you watch it. now here I am...on icq, not talking to anyone my icq# is 125619365 someone msg me...later-naTe |
| 10:43am - Saturday - June 1st 2002 |
New Month ...June, This is the big one. The month full of all the things your supposed to remember for your whole life, graduation, safe grad, prom and all that other memorable shit. Can't wait. Oh, and I now have a nates journal mascot bouncing around here somewhere ...I hope you like her. haha... later-naTe |
