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| 10:46pm - Tuesday - April 30th 2002 |
| Tuesday...Tuesday...just another day ...woke up at like 5am and couldnt get back to sleep so I went out for a drive, then came home showered and shaved and it was time for school. In calculas class we got our marks back ...mrs cooper really gave me a zero ...I didnt think she would and my mark dropped to a 52 which basically guarentees me a fail because my marks always drop significantly by the end of the term. So I guess im going to have to focus on my other classes ...I only need to pass 2 of my classes and computer science I should easily pass ...so I need one other class ...hopefully poli sci or law... well in between 1st and 2nd guess who actually talked to me ? Jill ...it was weird, she acted like nothing had happend, I didnt really know what to say to her, so I just tried to act normal..but im still kind of upset. I found another date anyways ...and I think we'll have a good enough time. I still have to get a tux ... after school I got picked up and went over to jens for a bit until i had to go to work ...I worked from 4-6 and then we had a 2 hour long staff meeting, the jen drove me home and I worked out for about 2 hours, kate called but only talked to me for about 5 minutes and told me she was going to be on icq but that was like an hour ago and she hasnt been on at all ..and now here I am later-naTe |
| 9:43pm - Monday - April 29th 2002 |
| Hey hey hey! whats up everyone ...I want to give a big shout out to Woodside a.k.a Red-Lobster III and The Mac they're keeping nates journal alive and I just want to give them the props they deserve ...Well on to my day ...guess what ...It sucked ...but not as bad as most ...I woke up (to bad) and went to school calculas class was shitty cause ms coopah never said a thing to me so I guess my 0 stays a zero . Political science was fun! we had some presenter person who gave everyone in class these bird thing ...i cut the eyes out of mine and lit it on fire ...im right behind in computer science but everyone seems to be so its ok ...at lunch I went and checked out jims new system ...it hit better then I thought it would for 2 10's my head was tingling ...we went to new england for a slice and came back to school ...Law was really boring ...i slept the whole class and then in chem I just kind of spaced out , that was my school day ...then I got picked up and went to work ...cleaned shit up and came home and luke came over and dropped off some cds for me to burn the montreal dave concert on ...I talked to jill last nite on icq ..and she answered most of the questions that have been floating around in my head ...her answers didnt make much sense and she said sorry alot ...but im still pissed off ...I just thought what she did was kind of mean ...but im not going to lose any sleep over it. she didnt want to go with me, its her choice and she made it...I just wish she would have done it in a nicer way ...she better save me a dance =) lol ...now im just ranting...later-naTe |
| 12:36am - April 27th 2002 |
| Well, Its almost 1am, im bored out of my mind... no ones on icq to talk to and i've watched like 3 movies tonite, i didnt feel like going out this weekend ive been quite depressed and a little pissed off over the whole prom thing and that Im going to get a 0 on my Calculas mid-term ...but i'm getting over it, I found another person to take to the prom anyways ...but I would still probably have rather gone with Jill... no big deal tho, ive wasted enough time trying to get her to like me and I just dont think I can do it anymore... Ive tried so hard to get her to like me that ive made myself miserable in the proccess. I might aswell start trying to get over her (it wont be easy tho, shes really the only person I have seriously liked in about 3-4 years), shes been telling me to do that all along anyways and she has made it pretty clear that I don't have a chance in hell with her... so I guess I dont really have a choice. Last nite I just worked till 8 and came home and went to bed. Today I worked all day, worked out and watched Domestic Disturbance, pretty good movie kind of stupid tho ...definately a Travolta movie . Well I guess thats it. =( later-naTe |
| 12:30pm - April 26th 2002 |
| Well my math teacher just called me and told me that shes giving me 0 on the mid-term exam I was supposed to write today because I didn't come today ...well i'm fucked now ...its worth 10% of my mark ...so my mark is now like 51% ...fuck...I guess i'll just have to concentrate on my other classes ...yeah right ...and I seriously thought my life couldnt get any worst then last nite ...thanks gOd ...you asshole. later-naTe |
| 10:30am - April 26th 2002 |
| Well its been awhile since i've updated the good ol' journal so i'll try and break down everything thats happened into day by day intervals ...ok Last Thursday: I picked up Jill at around 10 at her house and we headed to ottawa, it was a long 10 hour drive but we slept most of the way stopped a couple of times to get something to eat and got to ottawa around 8pm ottawa time...so we went out to get a bite to eat at Swaggman Jack's a restaurant right down the street from my apartment. So we ate and then I decided to take Jill out for a walk around town to show her the sights. So we walked around and came home and went to bed. That was the end of Thursday. Friday: Friday we woke up at around 8am and all got showered and put on our fancy clothes to go to the parliment buildings to watch question period and then go to the Parlimentary restaurant. SO we did all that, then went back to the appartment and got changed and went shopping. It was fun ...i'm not a real big shoppper , I didnt by anything that day, I just had fun walking around with Jill looking at stuff, sitting on benches outside of La Senza and Sirens. Then we came home and got changed and went down to the market and walked around, then we had supper at a cool mexican restaurant, Las Palames or something like that ...its the coolest restaurant in the world , there was a mexican band playing and the place was packed we had to wait 30mins seats, some kids our age were throwing a birthday party there so we just hung out and watched them do funny shit, there was even a lady walking around selling roses, so I bought one for Jill, it cost me 6$ =) I tried to find one that was yellow cause thats the one she said she wanted but it was dark and I ended up picking out some ugly rose that wasnt even yellow , then we walked back to the apartment and went to bed. Saturday: Saturday we woke up around 10am and Jills rose was crushed by a telephone book, I was devestated, then we got showered and headed off to another mall...I actually bought 2 shirts there tho ...a quiksilver one and a billabong one ...Jill picked them out ..I like em' . Then saturday night Was the big Dave Mathews Band concert ...it was awesome ...I really had a good time even tho we sat behind the only people in the entire crowd that was standing up... after that we got a cab back to the apartment, and changed into some warmer clothes and went out for a final walk around ottawa then stopped in at Dunn's a 24hour restaurant to get some food...walked home and that was that, Sunday: We drove home ....I slept the whole way home ...then we were back we dropped Jill off said our good byes and it was all over ...I came home and jill called to thank me for taking her which was nice of her. The last week monday-wendsday was pretty ordinary except that i went to see my new coucilor tuesday night and I found a car I was interested in so I went down wendsday night to take it out for a testdrive ...it was really nice, It was a 93 Honda Civic Fast&Furious Styled I really liked it but it was way to much money for the amount of miles it had on it. Thrursday was a great day up until the end of it after the grad banquet ...Ok thursday I went to school ...blah blah ..average day nothing special until 6pm ...the Grad Banquet ...it was so fun I went with Kate Murphy and Jordan Lapointe so I kind of felt like a third wheel which sucked but jesse came and sat down at our table so It wasnt that bad...the teachers performed crazy skits and stuff, it was fun... so I came home and worked out for a little bit and then decided to give Jill a call I was feeling lucky so I thought I might aswell ask her to the prom ...I had been hinting at it for the longest time and she knew I wanted to take her ... I had asked her a couple of times before, kind of ...I would ask her "if I asked her would she say yes?" and she would never say anything so I thought I still had a chance ...but ...last nite when I kind of asked her she said she had already found someone else to go with kind of she said she never really said yes but that her friend told him she did so she has to go with him now, more or less she was telling me she said yes and she really just didnt want to make me feel bad but I felt bad anyways ...I was really upset, I guess I just try to hard or not hard enough and i've just spent so much time trying to get her to like me, I don't know, I really thought I would end up going with her, I cant really see myself going with someone else, anyone else ...I really wanted to go with her, I thought we would have a good time, oh well, I guess she was always to good for me anyways...not to mention just a bit out of my league, gotta stick to the people in my league I guess whoever they are and maybe ill start hanging out with some uglier people ...im never going to get noticed hanging out with people like jordan and kate,what the hell was I thinking... and now i'm upset over something I knew pretty much all along was going to happen, I just choose not to believe it. Now who should I take to the prom? I'm all out of ideas but open to new ones... if your interested send your name and resume to [email protected]. Fuck proms like 2 months away anyways.. plenty of time right ? ...well its 11am now and i stayed home from school cause im still a little upset but im getting over it lol...just when I thought my life couldnt get any worst? God comes down with a big fuCk yOu naTe and a swift kick in the nuts... later-naTe (oh and I dont mean to make Jill look bad ...i tend to kind of do that, I dont really mean to ...lol shes really a very nice girl and the guy taking her to the prom is a very lucky guy... I am very jealous... =) and I hope they have a great time. I just hope I do too.) |
| 9:01pm - April 17th 2002 |
 Yet another boring day at home looking through tons of porn trying to find images for the site, I dont think i'm going to look for pics anymore it just takes too much damn time...Well today was just another average day playing some ps2, watching tv., ate, and was on the computer. Just trying to pass some time until tommarrow when I leave on my trip to ottawa for Dave Mathews Band at the Corel Centre with ...a "friend", we should have a pretty good time, I know I will, and I think she will too..(just kidding).. well I think thats it for now ...won't be another update until I get back so stair at this for awhile... later-Nate |
| 7:16pm - April 16th 2002 |
 Well I didnt go to school today, just layed around and watched some tv,ate, and staired at this!, man that thing is cool, those usually dont work on me because of my lazy eye so I was surprised. Then I went to work, came home and here I am. Later -naTe |
| 9:06pm - April 15th 2002 |
 Monday...well it was just another regular old monday. Woke up, had breakfast, and went to school. Then went to work, came home had a nap and surfed the web. Now its just a waiting game until I leave on thursday for Ottawa for the concert on 4/20! I can't wait... Later- naTe I'm Remy LeBeau What X-Men Character are You? |
| 6:46pm - April 14th 2002 |
 So, its Sunday ...Well I guess i'll start off with friday. Friday I worked till 5 then took a nap until around 8, took my dog for a walk down to shoppers drug mart to see Jill. That didnt really workout cause she took one look at me and drove off, so I walked back home and gave her a call, and talked to her until around 1. Saturday I worked till 5 , then I was talking to Boyz and he said that his friend was havin some people over so he came and got me and we rolled on to the liqour store to get some refreshments, then we drove out to Zachs house and hung out there all night I guess, then I just woke up and it was 10:30am and I was home in bed. I felt kind of bad because I wanted to go to this thing at the diplomat at like 12, but that didnt happen. Sunday I woke up, went to the gym at 12 came home watched Spy Games, and came on here ...now im going over to my dads house for supper . Later - Nate |
| 8:26pm - April 11th 2002 |
 Another day, another needless update, seriously...everyday is pretty much the same. Oh well, well today I woke up, took a shower, had breakfast, got a package in the mail, it was my 2 12" subwoofers im gonna sell to jim, then I went to school did up some calculas in calculas class, went to period 2, finished a project for poli sci, went to computer science class...made some programs, LUNCH: went out to eat with some friends in there phat Mini-Van. Period 4 Law ...slept...chemistry...slept. Then when school was over I went to work, came home, and now here I am. Later- naTe ...In other news, fuck working out lets all start poping pills, Yah! . |
| 8:40pm - April 10th 2002 |
| Well it has been brought to my attention that not everyone thinks that Nate's Journal is better than a big fat cock in the eye, mainly geocities.com . Well I have just one thing to say to them ... .!.!.!. . Anyways today was just another average shitty day, got up went to school, hung out with my friends, made some phat programs in my computer science class, then the rest of the day just kind of got over, I was so tired I thought I was going to die, but I didnt and had to go to work and hang out with my friends at work, then I came home lifted some weights and worte this shit up. Later -naTe |
| 9:20pm - April 9th 2002 |
| ...Alright... i'm back, public demand for updates to the site has been overwhelming . Well... Its been a pretty shitty last couple of days, On the weekend I just hung around by myself and watched some tv, and of coarse worked. Went back to school on monday, was a regular day...just the usuall shit. and now its tuesday ...pretty much the same as yesterday except I got most of my marks back today ...remember that calculas test I said I failed well , I failed it 11.5/40 ouch ... there must be something wrong with my brain cause I seem to fail at every test I ever do... oh well maybe I should start trying? ...nah... I'm passing all my classes (barely) so I can't be totally brain dead. Well I dont really have anything else to add so I might aswell go spank my monkey and check out some nice po.rn. Later - naTe |
| 11:15pm - April 4th 2002 |
| Got to stay up till 1am tonite so I can tape a movie on showtime. KIDs , fucking kick ass movie about drugs and sex and who doesnt love drugs and sex?. So im just going to watch some tv till then and listen to some music ...if you like bass get "My System" by Daz Dillinger f/Krupt ...nice song. Later. |
| 6:45pm - April 4th 2002 |
| Well, I woke up this morning at 5am again for the gym. Went there worked out for an hour and a half, get back to my dads place have some Breakfast, do a little studyin' for my calculas test. The dad takes me to school. I get there at about 8:30, go to homeroom study somemore. The first period rolls around and I go to calculas class, write my test ...needless to say I don't think I passed ...actually I know I failed. When theres only ten questions on a test and you answer 7 of them with a question mark? there really isn't much doubt in your mind. Oh well. I guess i'll just have to try harder next time.(yeah haha). The rest of the morning was just your average school shit. Then lunch came around, I really wanted to go somewheres to eat, but I ended up just sitting around in the cafetorium with my "friends". Then I go to law class and listen to mr. francis talk about College and Universities and stuff. Chemistry we just watched some movie and talked about safety. After school I went to work, for my 2 hour shift, came home and here I am. Later |
| 10:44pm - April 3rd 2002 |
| Goin to bed, watching some Men At Work starring Charlie Sheen and Emilio Estevez on TNN. Lates -Nate |
| 8:43pm - April 3rd 2002 |
| Well today I woke up at 5am , I felt like shit, but I got all ready to go to the gym anyways cause I really need to go, phone rings ...dad says he can't go. Something about being tired... I really didn't care, I just wanted to hop back into bed, and get some more sleep. As of right now I'm only getting around 3-4 hours of good sleep a nite. Thats just not healthy. Anyways ...I went back to sleep, my mom woke me up at like 7am and told me the roads were bad and that the buses were gonna be like an hour late so I was happy. No calculas test ! I get to school at around 9:30 and go to math class, and did some fake quiz shit she gave us to do, then I had to meet my dad cause he was giving a presentation to my political science class, so I had to show him to the room. So he came in and talked all about his job and politics and stuff. It was alright, not like I havent heard it a 1000 times before. Then the rest of the day was just a boring blur. Went to work at 4 for my lowsy 2 hour shift ...got done at 6 came home, got my haircut, worked out, chatted it up on icq and now here I am... I have been thinking alot lately about girls, I am also thinking about joining the ballet, I thinkmy ass would look kick ass in tights and I think that ballet would really impress the woman . Haha ..what do you think? [email protected].. im out ...later |
| 11:09pm - April 2nd 2002 |
| Goin to bed, i'm tired and I have a big Calculas test tommarrow. So thats enuf shit from me for today. WHy don't you go get Farked ? |
| 7:39pm - April 2nd 2002 |
| Well, its been a pretty average day so far. Got up worked out, then got on the bus and went to school. Man , i'm so bored with school, if it weren't for the fact that theres a girl there that I like I would probably never show up even tho she evidently doesnt like me at all, cant blame her tho.. I wouldnt like me either and she is just a little out of my league. I'm suprizingly passing all my classes tho ...even law and I havent passed anything in that class yet so I dont know how it possible but I have a 58. Yay for me. I just hope I graduate,well I dont really care if I do or not, cause my dads making me go back to high school next year anyways... Want to see a picture of me as a baby?: Nate as a Baby. Well I think i'm going to go work out now. Later and don't forget to Spank the Monkies |
| 10:03pm - April 1st 2002 |
| Goin to bed. Ouch |
| 7:26pm - April 1st 2002 |
| Well just got home from Home a.k.a work ... It was just a usual nite sweeping and mopping the floor ...oh I had to clean the bathrooms too, just glad they didnt smell like ass this time, last time a homeless guy came in and shit all over the floor, and my boss made me clean it up... fuck that shit was gross. Well anyways I'm home now ...bored as usual ...hopefully i'll work out later so i can loose some weight. My fat ass needs some excercise after all the damn candy i've eaten over the past few days. |
| 3:07pm - April 1st 2002 |
| So far my day has been pretty boring, woke up at 11 ...downloaded some music ...and found my current favorite song Mad World by Tears for Fears, its a kick ass song, not the type of music I am normally into but this song just kind of stuck to me for some reason...probly cause its so depressive, I heard it in this movie I watched last nite: Donnie Darko I thought it was a pretty good movie too. I took a shower around 1 and just sat around on the computer till now ...now I just have to waste the next half hour until I have to go to work again for my 2 hour shift. I'll write more later... |
| 12:44am - April 1st 2002 |
| Well today fucking sucked . I woke up at 11am , forgot it was easter so I went upstairs and found a whole bunch of candy and was like wtf? So then I remembered it was easter and it all seemed to fall into place . I got a new set of weights too , gotta bulk up ...So then at about 12 my dad called and came and picked me up to go to St. Andrews to look for a car for me to buy. Before we left he made me move a bunch of furniture tho , but I didnt really mind cause he was going out of his way to take me down to St. Andrews . Anyways we drove for like an hour and a half and finally get there ... the guys fucking lot has 8 ...fucking 8 cars on it ...all of them except 2 being total pieces of shit . But I didnt say anything , and just minded my own buisness , so I end up just going back to this car dealer guys house for coffee , so we have our coffee and get the fuck on our way home. So I get home shower ,shave get all gussied up for this girl to come over , so she comes over and we watched a movie... pretty routine or as she calls it boring and no fun... she goes home and I come on here ...fuck my life sucks , maybe I should just kill myself.Goodbye, and thank you for reading Nathans first journal entry. (probly the last). |
