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I live there...not just live there..but really LIVE there..
Yah dig?
There's an essence in the air, that anywhere just can't compare
God is in the sunset there, the breeze always blows just right
Looking for miles and seeing nothing, that's something
Woven and connected to souls... 10 sq miles=a whole lifetime shared
To think I used to feel so confinded
But now that I've gotten my wings, broken free, and have had a chance to fly
I just need to fly back south for a lil bit
Build my nest and let my wings rest
My heart just really isn't in it
Instead of soaring I've gone to fluttering
I just live here, I LIVE THERE
Hence, living is easy.... just just got to keep breathing
But to really LIVE...
Well, that's an entirely different matter
That's to see hope in every sunrise
And take a dose of inspiration with every step
That's to wake up with purpose
And everyday that passes is slightly bittersweet
Instead of just wishing to see them pass faster
Cuz that's not BEING ALIVE
Wish I could just click my heels three times.....
� 2003 Skandelous LaLa (All rights reserved)
It Was All Worth It
Its like I'm gonna wake up tomorrow and this will all be a dream.
I feel it too.
Can't believe this, our love, will finally be, actual reality. Not that it wasn't real before.. but THIS.. something we've looked forward to for so long... THIS... my dream every nite for the past year, 4 months, and 3 days...
I could've swore at one time this day looked so far away... So now I ask... has it all been worth it... just for this moment?
All the heartache we've went thru, all the tears that we've cried... me taking your heart, you taking mine
I remeber days when I asked you why you had stayed... must've been the delusion of love cuz sometimes I swear any other man would've ran away...
I could've swore it felt like you took some of my pain... held on to it and made it yours till i had the strength to face it and send it out the door
This incredible person you have let me be... Telling me things you saw in me that I could never see.. Words that will stir my soul for all eternity...
Many hellos... always too many goodbyes... I found myself grinning on the phone tonite when I told you this would be the last time we'd hafta say goodbye
So in a way..
This is all like the very first time
I'm ready to merge my life with yours and no longer call it just mine
But OURS
And suddenly none of the past matters, mistakes shatter... And this moment, this future is all that has any impact of what the past was..
Feeling confident that you love me...
As close to unconditoinal as a bond between friends... lovers.... souls can get
So I look back... remember when I used to ponder.. Will it all be worth it in the end...
The end being till we got our beginning and now its here
And I just wanna say
(Was it all worth it?)
IT WAS.
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