Nothings real anymore,
My life the contradictory,
Nothing like this has happened before,
But seemingly,
I'm to blame,
Too many trails and too many lies,
Too much deception and too much hate,
Not that this simple despise,
Can conglomerate,
This unrelenting shame,
I never gave love a chance,
Or life for the matter,
I'm a victim of happenstance,
That makes me shatter,
Into a million pieces,
I don't believe in Karma,
But I think it fancies me,
Without my stubborn dogma,
I'd be fancy free,
And clear from mental dieses,
No one ever gave me a break,
So why the hell should I care,
And act happy joyus and obvisouly fake,
And bear,
All the people around me,
IF only I could get away from it all,
And end all of these mixed feelings,
I feel so sick I want to crawl,
Instead of dealing,
With the laughter that surrounds me
The happiest moment my heart has known,
Is from the undying love that you have shown,
That lifted me in the air without a care,
Because of this ive truly grown,
The most breathtaking sight my eyes have seen,
Of course undoubtedly I must had been,
Only you, with beauty true,
And lips so red they seem to gleam,
The softest sensation that caressed my lips,
Is the healing touch of your tender kiss,
No matter where there always there,
And i get lost in a heavenly bliss,
The truest emotion i ever did feel,
This love that we have thats real,
I feel surrounded by beauty unbounded
And promises you and I both sealed.
