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lost on blue street; ++
Monday, 4 September, 2006 1:00 AM
why.
though we have built so many castles glittering in the clouds. though we have climbed so many hills and crossed so many streams. though we have spent so many days in the sun.
still, dissatisfied/satisfied.
still, unhappy/happy.
still, crying/smiling.
still confused.
why.
so
you're afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
i don't wanna wake up one day and find that this was never right to begin with, because i honestly hope it is, yet i can't honestly say i'm certain. sometimes it feels like it is and sometimes it just doesn't. i don't know why. or maybe it's just me. confused.
and
it did
because of me
yo yo! hai dai hai dai. fun times =)
since end of 1st half of prelims: carl jr's brunch and shopping with s91 gang [50cent dare yo!], funny + touching click!, night session, shopping and neoprints with the sc gang [i want my seal =(], sakae dinner, pizza hut dinner, carl jr's lunch AGAIN, riverlife dinner. that's wed to sat blown. with today spent at home mostly gaming. and this is supposed to be a study break. yeah, minus the study bit.
we gotta knuckle down and study, yo. trickster down for the night so am gonna put all my effort into studying. that's what i tell myself, anyway. yeah. go go! super mugger.
but 1st, to cheer myself up, there's a toblerone bar in the bar fridge calling my name. toblerone BAR in the BAR fridge. geddit? ...
...
... okay just go get the damn choc.


my 2 first loves! schoolmates teammates starbucksmates partners jiemeis best friends. yashu and chloe. LOVE =)