++ an endless fall ++
Tuesday, 13 June, 2006 0:00 AM

things seem different now, somehow, and i don't know why.

i'm getting tired of trying so hard.

trying to please.
getting nowhere.

trying to feel needed.
when i'm not.

trying to reach out.
feeling like i'm a nuisance.

trying to make people happy.
i can't.

trying to ignore all of the above and keep trying, cos i don't wanna lose what's so important to me, what i care about the most.

i'm trying. i really am.

i won't give up. no matter how hard it is. maybe things will go back to the way they were after a while. no matter how unhappy i am. i won't give up. coach was right about one thing.

you gotta sacrifice for what you love.

i'm learning.

and i'm trying.

and she said: don't give up don't give up don't give up

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