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Wednesday, 5 October, 2005 8:31 PM
oh man. exams are nearly over. can't wait. yeah haven't been updating for some time cos of exams. gp went slightly less smoothly than expected, geog was all right [minus the fictitious answers and rock types which came into being under my pen], physics was amazingly disastrous and econs hectic but manageable. finally got a break today cos maths isn't till friday, so here i am slacking off some.
actually i've been thinking about something shaun said recently. cannot lugi anymore. which is something along the lines of not losing out. you gotta be brave and go for what you want. not step back and let opportunity pass you by. cos you'll just end up regretting it.
yeah. he's right. i should've known that all along. but i don't think i really know what i want anymore. but anyway. i've finally come to realise that i'm happy. i'm at peace with myself at last. and everything's all right just the way it is. life is beautiful! i don't need anything or anyone anymore. i never give up, i merely change direction. everything's just gonna make me even stronger than before. i'm just gonna live life the way i want to, and if something comes up, bring it on! i can handle anything, do anything, say anything. i'm infallible. i mean, hey, i'm the great one =)
the other major event of the week, which happened while i was walking with yongyi yesterday, was the finding of 3 absolutely adorable kittens abandoned by the roadside, in danger of being run over by passing cars. or even stepped on cos they're so small. so, in the style of your average primary-school-compo-on-how-i-found-an-abandoned-puppy-and-eventually-kept-it-as-a-pet, i brought them home.
okay, so now i'll never get a dog, which was what i wanted, but hey, god brought them to me and they're seriously sweet. so they're gonna stay here with me until they're old enough and then i suppose i'll have to find good homes for them. maybe i'll keep one though. i just gave them a bath, so they're now complaining loudly and continually in their small kitten voices. well. at least they smell better now. except that they just had to go step in their milk dish and spill it everywhere, including over themselves, so they're not dirty now, just milky. haha. they're really super cute =)
anyone wants a kitten?
. you're my grand theft autumn .


the power of four. clockwise from top left, me and my sa canoeing darlings chloe yashu salt, i love you guys :)