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Tuesday, 23 August, 2005 0:24 AM

haven't updated in eons [read: almost a whole week! gasp!] been busy i guess. there's a reason why i update so frequently, not just cos i need to vent but also cos if i put it off too long, i'll forget what i've been doing in the past few days. like now. early senility =X

finally finished my 2 star course on saturday. riding the big waves all the way there and back, 8km or thereabouts. what a rush. we didn't get to land on gay beach but we did see a couple going into the bushes. presumably to shake the trees. make your own conclusions. ho ho ho. bet you colin wanted to land though ;) no offence mother.

oh and colin didn't cap me cos I DIDN'T LET HIM. ha. so there.

2 star reminded me why i chose canoeing as my sport. it's so tiring and so painful (muscle aches, cuts, bruises, sunburn, you name it i got it) but so worth it. canoeing is my adrenalin rush. especially when the tide is high or the boats pass by and you get these big waves to ride on. whoo. canoeing is power grace and excitement. the sea is home.

i'm lovin' it :)

did gp presentation with salt alicia zonghao online till 3am and almost died. brain not working cos i was half asleep. pardon me guys.

then sunday night to monday morning, chionging gp essay and eom. slept at 3 and as a result, slept much of the day as well. in school, yes. haha.

still somewhat exhausted and thus not showing any signs of wanting to mug for geog, though i ought to. but human geog. heck right. haha.

learning to trust my instincts more and more. so far they've been right about everything. there's too many guessing games going on, and i'm getting tired of playing.

bleh. kinda low. but i'll bounce back. i think.

suddenly miss the 1st 3 months so much. being down for each other 100%. but then things seem different, suddenly. know this: we'd never do that to you. not like we don't already have enough to deal with as it is. i'm sorry, i don't mean this in a nasty way, i'm not trying to criticise or anything, just wishing things could be better.

it's still hard watching you walk away. i don't know what happened, maybe nothing ever did and things are still the same. in what respect i'm not certain. wish i knew for sure, no matter which way it goes.

times like these, you wonder if people are really worth it.

"people were no good" - kingshaw

... nahhh. have faith in humankind, right? maybe i'm just naive. whatever. musn't let it get me down. don't give up don't give up don't give up. everything will be all right soon. i hope. everyone's going through a rough patch it seems. pray for those who really need the extra love at this point in time, you may or may not know who you are, but my thoughts are with you all the same.

training tomorrow. kallang launch and maybe ice cream on wed. can't wait :)

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