THE SCHOOL OF FEAR
CHAPTER 16
Dirce elected to keep Cain and his daughter aboard her own
flagship when the other warships dispersed to their blockade stations. Shed had
Cassiopiea brought on board as well, with the thought of keeping Cain tranquilized and
also with the possibility in mind that the woman might get more information out of him
than they had. It was not that she felt Cain was hiding anything, for she doubted he was.
It was obvious that Iblis had left him a shell of what he had once been. But under more
relaxed circumstances, in the presence of someone he trusted implicitly, he might discuss
things that seemed unimportant but were in fact very important indeed. She was careful to
impress that fact upon Cassiopiea.
I have to admit, Commander, that half the time I dont
entirely understand what hes saying. Ive never been in the military,
Cassiopiea confessed as she and Dirce headed down to the flagships life center.
Understandable, but dont blank out and look like
youre listening and make polite noises. Listen to him, remember what he says, and
report it to me. Anything he says could be important. He may know things he doesnt
realize he knows, she explained.
The marine outside the life station door snapped to; as they went
in, Cassiopiea asked, Is it usual to have a guard outside life station?
It is now. I wanted you to see something rather interesting,
Cassiopiea. Good afternoon, Doctor.
Orions chief life officer, Dr. Gallya, a tall,
Sagitaran-looking woman, probably about the same age as Dirce, nodded at the Fleet
Commander. Shes right through here, my lady. Im glad you had her brought
on board; its an interesting case, to say the least.
Who are we talking about? Cassiopeia asked.
Cains daughter, Dirce replied. She has
evidently developed, with assistance no doubt, a rather violent attachment to this Count
Iblis.
Dr. Gallya led them deeper into life station, and finally into a
small observation room attached to another room. On the monitors, Cassiopiea could see
Sheba. The woman was haggard and unkempt, quite apart from her normal appearance, and she
was pacing frenetically around the small room where she had been confined, every now and
then pounding on the door or walls. As they watched, she dropped to her knees and began to
wail, a strange, keening sound that set Cassiopieas nerves on edge. The extensive
psychological courses that had been a part of her socialator training suggested to
Cassiopiea that she was completely insane. Cassiopiea had, for obvious reasons, never been
able to like Sheba very much, though she had always felt sympathy for her. Her sympathetic
feelings were redoubled, seeing the woman in this state.
The medtech who had been assigned the unenviable task of observing
Sheba reported laconically, No change, Doctor.
My God, Cassiopiea said, thats
horrible.
Its some kind of psychosis. Im not sure its
treatable, the doctor said. Weve installed a mind-static device in the
room; we dont know if Iblis can read minds at this range and through our normal
shielding, but if she was in any kind of mental contact with him, shes out of it
now.
Ive never seen anything like it, said Dirce,
watching Sheba sob convulsively.
The doctor smiled and said, Im not so sure, Commander. I
seem to recall a few....
Now dont you start. To Cassiopiea, Dirce
explained, The Doctor and I were at the war college on Sagitara together. She was a
warrior before she was a doctor. I do not recall inspiring similar symptoms in
anyone.
She did, Gallya assured Cassiopiea. It was a
scandal. I understand, Cassiopiea, that you knew this woman before this happened to
her.
I did. We were not very...close, Cassiopiea understated.
So I understand from the book that was written about
Cain, the doctor said. I was curious to see what reaction, if any, you might
provoke.
Do you...well, think its safe?
Good heavens no, the doctor exclaimed. Im
certainly not going to send you in there, Cassiopiea. Ill put you on her
monitor.
Oh. All right.
Positioning herself in front of a scanner, the doctor pressed the
switch to activate the monitor in the other room. Sheba?
Shebas head snapped around; she snatched a pillow up off her
bunk and flung it at the monitor.
Not very sociable today, Dirce observed.
We have someone here who would like to see you, Gallya
went on, unruffled. She stepped aside and motioned Cassiopiea before the monitor.
Shebas reaction was instantaneous. The doctor hurriedly
brought her fist down on the cutoff to halt the flood of invective. Well...,
she began.
Dont worry, Cassiopiea said flatly.
Ive heard it all before.
Obviously she recognizes you, Dirce said, a little taken
aback herself.
Yes, said Gallya. Her memories clearly are intact.
That gives me some possible openings for treatment. I feared that Iblis might have
destroyed her mind and put something more amenable to himself in its place. Now we know
hes merely twisted it.
Cain said something about Iblis playing to peoples
weaknesses, said Dirce.
Human weaknesses are always a given...and evil is always
waiting to exploit them for its own purposes, said Gallya.
The planet where Aislings reconnaissance expedition had
found Iblis was a small, habitable world, the only planet of appreciable size circling a
very ordinary yellow dwarf star some thirty light-yahrens out beyond Gamoray. Flashbolts
array of sensors fed a flood of data into her systems, which her computers rapidly
digested and put up in readable form on the monitors.
Its a dump, Ares decided.
Not at all, Leah protested. Its temperate,
the gravity is nominal, the atmosphere breathable, the geology quite normal.
A dump, Ares repeated. According to the bioscans,
theres nothing down there more advanced than third-level life forms.
Lucky planet, Rhiannon commented, sitting back in the
pilots seat with folded arms, scanning the data as it came up on her monitor.
Were coming up on our orbit change, Ares said.
Got it, Rhiannon replied, and in a few centons they
switched from an equatorial to a polar orbit that would enable them to scan even more of
the planets surface in detail.
No sign of any wreckage yet, Leah commented after
awhile. Is it possible its become overgrown?
Its been twenty-some yahrens, likely it has, said
Rhiannon. Still, our scanners ought to pick it up. Unless some geologic event has
destroyed it. Leaning forward, she punched in a request that the ships
computers check the scans for any sign of recent floods, landslides or volcanic eruptions
that might have destroyed the wreckage of the ship Iblis claimed to have come to the
planet in. The computer quickly reported finding only minor traces of such activity.
Evidently the planet was very stable.
Suddenly Rhiannon sat up. Whats that?
Ares glanced at her scanner, then changed his own display to match.
I think thats it, he said. Its overgrown, but its a
helluva pile of metal. Very slightly radionactive...smashed into a hillside. Yep,
thats it.
Fine, lets go down and take a look.
Behind them Flashbolt made interesting little noises as
its hull and drive cooled. The scout looked a little incongruous in its black warpaint,
sitting as it was in a meadow on Iblis planet, long grass up to its belly hiding its
underbody gun turret and torpedo tubes, bright wildflowers showing up even more
beautifully against its dark bulk, the bright sun picking highlights off its upper
surfaces.
Yknow, Ares remarked, this looks like a
Peace Party ad.
Leah laughed. It does.
The Cylon War is over, its time to forget war and
begin using our resources wisely....
The last thing Rhiannon wanted to hear was Peace Party cant; she
wanted war no more than they, but to her mind the best way to prevent war was to be ready
to fight, not to invite aggression through weakness. Shut up, Ares, she
snapped. Come on.
Habitable and peaceful as the planet seemed to be, the warriors had
taken certain precautions. Before leaving the ship they had made certain that its
decontamination chamber was in working order. With microscopic dangers taken care of,
Rhiannon had decided to insure against larger hazards. In addition to her laser pistol she
was carrying an assault rifle with a grenade launcher affixed under the barrel. Her
colleagues were wise enough not to question her choice of weaponry, but she saw their
looks and pointed out, I have this thing about being more heavily armed than
anything around me. Now, the rifle slung over her shoulder but within easy reach,
she led them through the tall grass towards the location where the scanners had found the
wreckage of Iblis ship.
Radion levels? she asked Ares, who had his portable
scanner out.
Stumbling over a rock hidden in the grass, he caught himself and
said, Very low. Not harmful as long as we dont hang around long.
The meadow sloped down into a shallow valley that must once have
contained a small river, though it was dry and grass-covered now. Across the valley was an
obvious scar; although the impact crater was overgrown, its shape was visible, the
vegetation in and around it was different than the rest of the valley, and through the
clinging weeds and vines sparkles of metal could be discerned in the afternoon sunshine.
As they made their way towards it, Ares commented, It doesnt look like that
big of a ship.
This may be what survived entry into the atmosphere,
said Rhiannon. It obviously didnt make anything like a controlled
landing.
Stopping before a pile of twisted wreckage covered with vegetation,
they hesitated. Ares said, Those plants are bound to be full of bugs.
Rhiannon drew her laser pistol and, using its wide-beam setting,
burned the vegetation off a small portion of the wreckage. Once she realized that it was
not clinging to the hull but merely growing over it she fired lower, severing root
connections, and the plants mostly fell away of their own weight.
The piece of wreckage thus revealed looked like an interior portion
of the vessel, possibly a length of corridor. Judging by the way it had broken up on
impact it was constructed in prefabricated sections, much as Colonial ships were. Despite
the similarity in technique, though, the ship was clearly not of familiar origin.
Does this look like Delphian construction to you?
Rhiannon asked Ares.
It could be, he said. From what I remember from
the Academy its something like it. If we could find the engines...or even anything
with lettering on it....
Here, hold onto this, Rhiannon said, unslinging her
rifle and handing it to Leah. Pushing aside more vegetation, she got close enough to the
wreckage to look into it. After the sunlight the charred remains were too black to see
anything. Unclipping a light from her belt, she shone it inside.
Its part of a corridor, but its upside down,
she reported, shining her light on the decking, which now formed the ceiling of the
inverted segment. Has a kind of standard non-skid decking pattern.... Shining
the light down the side of the tube, she continued, Conduits and cable
runs...nothing with lettering, mores the pity...what the hell!
Alarmed, Leah leveled the rifle and clicked off the safety.
What is it? she asked.
Its...gods, its a body, Rhiannon said,
hurriedly backing out of the tube.
Ares was a little nonplused. Come on, Rhiannon, youd
think youd never seen a body before.
Not like this one, she shot back. You look,
she challenged.
Ares hesitated an instant, then said, All right, and
pushed past her. Once he saw what was in the tube he froze for an instant, then asked,
What in hades is that?
Rhiannon had recovered some of her usual aplomb. What
was it
Ares, its dead now. She came forward again to look over his shoulder and Leah
peeked around them, making a little sound of disgust when she saw the charred body.
There was not much of it left; it had been pretty thoroughly
incinerated either during the ships entry into the atmosphere or after the crash,
and it was badly damaged by the crash itself though not dismembered. Though the local life
forms had apparently found it unappetizing and thus it had escaped being eaten, it was
horribly shrunken by the evaporation of its body fluids, its charred skin pulled tightly
over its broken bones. It appeared to have been bipedal, bilaterally symmetrical, and had
one head. Ares pointed at the foot and said, Thats not a hoof!
It looks like one, Leah said. Maybe its just
burned, she added.
I dont think so, said Rhiannon. I think
thats what its supposed to look like.
Doesnt seem to have any gender distinctions, said
Ares.
How can you tell? Rhiannon muttered. She took her rifle
back from Leah and affixed the bayonet, with which she flipped the body over onto its
stomach.
It has a tail, Leah said. The appendage was truncated by
fire, but clearly the creature had possessed a tail.
That is one ugly son-of-a-bitching thing, Ares said.
Rhiannon turned the body over again and, greatly daring, moved into
the tube section to take a closer look at the creatures head. Suddenly she dropped
her rifle with a clatter and shoved past Ares and Leah and rushed out of the tube. They
could hear her hysterics after shed gone. What the..., Ares began, and
started to follow her. Leah held him back.
Wait, Ares, she said. Look. She took her own light off her belt
and focused it on the creatures head.
Most of the skin had been burned off the head and the naked skull gleamed in the yellow
light of her beam, hollow eye sockets staring into space. The creature had a muzzle
instead of a proper nose and mouth. There were three eye sockets. There were horns. The
leathery remains of ears were pointed.
My God, Ares whispered.
I dont think so, Leah said. She bent and picked up
Rhiannons rifle. Wed better get some good scans of this thing.
Yeah, Ares agreed, taking his scanner off his belt.
Outside, they found Rhiannon some distance from the wreckage sitting
on a rock, looking pale and humiliated. Leah sat down beside her, put an arm around her,
and asked, Are you all right?
I dont know why I reacted like that, Rhiannon
said, obviously disgusted by her weakness.
I do, said Leah. Its all right.
Um, why did you react like that? Ares wanted to know.
Rhiannon glared up at him. Youre the one whos
never read the Book of the Word, she accused. If you had...youd know
what that was...and youd know what Iblis is!
Now wait a centon, Ares protested, isnt this
getting unnecessarily supernatural?
No, it is not, Rhiannon snapped.
More patiently, Leah explained, The Book of the Word, whether
you accept it as revelation or notI dontis actually pretty good history.
Theres no reason to disbelieve that there were evil influences on Kobol. We know
that the planet was destroyed because people misused its resources. I always thought that
blaming it on supernatural forces and...well, demons, was an excuse. But that things
matches the descriptions.
Too well. Even the eyes. Gods, Rhiannon said with a
shudder.
Are you suggesting that Iblis is...well, the Adversary? The
Prince of Darkness, or whatever they called him?
Perhaps you have a better suggestion, Leah said.
He doesnt, Rhiannon said. He refuses to take
this seriously.
Im trying to, but
, he said.
Leah shook her head, said to Rhiannon, We have to get this
information back to the fleet.
Yes, but first I want to find out where this ship came
from, she replied. Come on.
It took them nearly a centare of moving wreckage and burning off
vegetation, but at long last they found a piece of metal, probably the casing of a fuel
pump, that had letters and numbers cast into it.
Delphian, said Leah. This ship is from
Gamoray.
Rhiannon nodded. And you know whats really interesting?
Judging from the evidence and scanner readings, this ship crashed here either just before
or just after the Cylons destroyed the Delphian Empire. Now isnt that a
coincidence.
Rather doubtful, Ares agreed.
Right. Lets get the hell out of here, Rhiannon
said, and they made their way at a near-trot back to their ship.
You should eat something, Leah encouraged, pushing a
plate of food under Rhiannons nose.
Not hungry, she muttered, eyeing the food warily.
Were off the planet now, were going home....
We are going back to Gamoray, Rhiannon corrected.
We are not going home. I wish we were, she added.
So do I.
Rhiannon sighed and sat back, staring up blankly at the ceiling of Flashbolts
common room. When we do get home...do you like to sail?
I dont know. Ive never tried it.
It has one major advantage.
Which is?
Quiet, Rhiannon said succinctly.
Well go, Leah said. Now relax and eat.
How can I relax when Ares is flying the ship?
Now Rhiannon, I have seen you relax when Ares flies the
ship, Leah admonished.
Yes, yes, its just..I was not impressed with the way he
acted on the planet.
Well, thats Ares. Not taking things seriously is a kind
of defense mechanism for him. Why did it hit you so hard?
Im not sure. Maybe...for a horrible instant I almost
found myself believing the Book of the Word. The religious part, not the historical
part.
The whole
Book-of-the-Word-Elders-of-Kobol-miracle-of-the-secton thing Ive always found a
little hard to take. Of course, when you see it like that....
Dont tell me youre about to convert!
Not hardly. According to the Book of the Word, women do not
have souls, Leah pointed out dryly. Not to mention that bunch of lecherous
Elders. I dont believe the religion. But I do believe the history...and I believe
more of it now. And maybe Iblis isnt supernatural. Maybe hes just
different.
Can we defeat him, thats the real question.
That is the question. The food, she added, pushing it
closer.
Rhiannon gave in. With a sigh she picked up her fork, stirred the
food around for a centon and was about to put away the first mouthful when Ares called
over the intercom, I think you guys had better get up here.
The cockpit was just through the bulkhead door and in a few microns
they were in their places. What is it? Rhiannon asked as she strapped in.
Im not sure. Weirdo scanner readings... theres
something behind us.
The scanner readouts presented a mass of conflicting information.
What the...there is something out there, but...Leah, how far are we from the
portal?
This speed, one centare, forty two centons.
Best speed?
Best speed in this system is 95% light. At 95% of lightspeed,
the time would be...seventeen centons.
All right, give me an adjusted course. Ares, stand by for 95%
lightspeed.
Screens and shields up. Arm?
Master arm on.
Ares studied his targeting displays. Still something behind
us...closing fast.
Well see how fast. Ready, Leah?
Your course is locked in.
All right, Rhiannon said, and increased the power. In a
matter of a few centons Flashbolt accelerated from a relative crawl to 95% of the
speed of light.
All systems looking good, Leah reported.
Look at that! Ares squawked in alarm. He was pointing
not at his instruments but outside the cockpit windows. Rhiannon watched in disbelief as a
stream of bright white objects, utterly featureless, streamed past them.
Thats impossible, Leah said promptly. Those
objects were not blue-shifted, and did not appear on any scanner. Illusions.
Yeah, but....
Before Ares could protest further, Rhiannon said, Damn it,
whatever is behind us is still closing!
Ares turned on Leah and said, And dont say
thats impossible!
But it is! she protested.
All right, said Rhiannon, enough of this
felgercarb. Ares, arm the torpedoes, Were gonna flip and give them our nose, and a
surprise theyll never forget.
Ares grinned. Bomb-pumped X-ray lasers? I think not.
We dont know that theyre hostile, Leah
advised. We should try hailing them.
Fine, you go ahead and hail all you like, Rhiannon said,
itll take us a centon to set this maneuver up.
All right. She cleared her throat and began,
Unidentified ship, this is the Colonial Fleet Armed Warp Scout Flashbolt on
a peaceful reconnaissance.... Before she could complete her call she yanked off her
headphones.
Are you all right? Rhiannon asked.
Static or something...a horrible sound, she said,
rubbing at her ears.
Ready? she asked Ares.
Yep. Ive always wanted to see this done, he added.
You and me both. OK....
Leah, Ares asked, did you leave your commcircuit
on? Is that the noise you were talking about?
I thought I offed it...my God, thats....
Execute, Rhiannon ordered, but before she or Ares could
activate the maneuver they had plotted out, they were gone.
Dirce flicked her dress uniform cape into place and looked around
for a mirror in which to check her appearance. There did not seem to be one in the
anteroom to the chamber where they were to meet Count Iblis.
You look fine, Siress Tinia assured her, reaching over
to adjust the cape very slightly.
It always pays to look ones best.
And you always do, replied Siress Tinia. Shed
known Dirce since the warrior had testified before a committee Siress Tinia had chaired
when shed been a member of the First Council of Seventy. They had become, perhaps
surprisingly for all the differences between them, fast friends.
Does he make everyone wait? Dirce muttered after a few
more centons had passed.
Hes trying to irritate us. Dont let him
succeed.
I am already well-prepared to dislike him, Dirce
replied.
Judging by Apollos description, this isnt the same
place he met Iblis. I had the impression that that was higher in the building.
That was his office. Maybe this is his throne room,
Dirce said dryly. You are going to ask him about Xaviar? Colonel Xaviar had
not returned to the Galactica when Apollo had recalled him.
If I can.
Traitor. I wish I could get my hands on him, Dirce said.
At that centon the double doors on one wall of the rather plainly
furnished anteroom swung open and one of the stock blond, handsome, cold-looking young
warriors stepped out and said, Count Iblis will see you now.
Fine, said Dirce. Siress?
With you, my lady.
Siress Tinia of Taura Colony, special ambassador of the
Colonies, Fleet Commander Dirce of Tiryns, Sagitara Colony, the guard announced.
The room they entered indeed looked suspiciously like a throne room.
It was rectangular, and the door they entered through was in one of the short walls. Down
at the rooms other end was a stone chair, not overly magnificent but well carved,
resting on a low platform. There was no other furniture. The floor was lushly carpeted in
black, the woodwork the room glowed with was darkly magnificent, and the concealed
lighting picked it all out quite tastefully and carefully focused ones attention on
the man standing there alone; Count Iblis.
Iblis was richly dressed in white robes with gold trim; he stood
tall and erect beside the chair, one hand resting lightly on its back, waiting for them
with an air about him like a monarch.
For her part, Dirce was not impressedher adoptive father,
after all, was a kingand Tinia kept a little behind her to admire her carriage, as
tall and erect as Iblis; her walk oozed self-confidence and aggression. Thousands of
yahrens of conquerors and warlords in her lineage, no wonder she walks like that,
Tinia thought, amused. Her relationship with Dirce was strictly one of friendship, but she
could understand how other women, and men, she supposed, could find the tall, rather cold
woman in her immaculate black uniform compellingly attractive.
They halted a few metrons from the dais on which Iblis chair
rested. Clearly Iblis did not expect obeisance from them; when they failed to bow or even
nod, he merely smiled and said, Welcome.
Dirce could not help fingering the mind-static device on her belt. It
doesnt even seem to faze him. Maybe it doesnt work. But if Iblis read
that thought from her mind he didnt show it. He waited for them to speak, and Siress
Tinia said, I have been instructed to convey the greetings of my government and of
the President of the Council of the Twelve, Lord Diomedes of Sagitara, Prince of
Argos.
Iblis nodded. A famous name, and a famous man.
Respect? Dirce wondered. It almost sounded like it, if a little
grudging. Odd.
My government, Siress Tinia continued, a little
encouraged, wishes to express concern about the intentions of Gamoray towards the
Twelve Colonies. We feel that these matters need to be aired and cleared up before formal
relations can begin between our worldsand before there are any terminal
misunderstandings.
We have no hostile intentions towards the Colonies, said
Iblis.
Lie, Dirce thought. Something she had always had a knack
for was knowing whether someone spoke what they believed to be the truth. Iblis, she was
certain, was lying.
On the contrary, Iblis went on, it is the Colonies
who have shown aggression towards us.
In what form? Tinia inquired.
By arriving in our system unannounced, murdering three of our
warriors....
After they attacked and tried to rape our scout crew,
Dirce inserted tightly.
Iblis continued as if he hadnt heard her. Failing to
observe proper orbits, making an illegal reconnaissance in restricted airspace, dealing
with terrorist elements, boosting your forces in this system, laying what appears to be a
blockade, and sheltering defectors. Those are aggressive acts.
They were acts taken in perceived self-defense, said
Tinia.
You have always been aggressive. The Colonies
began the war
against the Cylons. Perhaps you intend to find a new war here.
The Thousand Yahren War began when we assisted the Hasaris,
who we had a mutual defense treaty with, said Siress Tinia. We have no
aggressive intentions towards Gamoray. Quite the opposite, in fact.
Iblis sat down in his chair. Since it was raised, he could still
look down upon the two women, which he did, condescendingly. We demand that you
withdraw your forces from our system now, he said.
Who makes this decision? The people of Gamoray? Tinia
asked.
I make the decisions, Iblis replied.
We will not leave until we are assured that our planets are
not in danger, Dirce said. That calls for the immediate destruction of your
missile ships. You can scrap them yourselves...or we will do it for you.
Dont threaten me, Iblis said quietly.
I dont threaten anyone, Dirce replied
just as softly.
Tinia reached out and touched her arm reassuringly, then said to
Iblis, That is one of the major requests of our government. We have no objection to
defensive armaments, but we see those ships as being aimed against civilian targets on our
planets.
Those ships are defensive weapons, said Iblis.
Defensive? Dirce scoffed. Holding a civilian
population under the gun is defense?
This is not going very well, Tinia thought, but Iblis
holds all the cards. I dont even know if I can buy us any time...and the Fleet is
nowhere near ready....
Fear can be a weapon, said Iblis. Knowing how your
aggression endangered them, do you think the Colonial public would approve how you have
threatened us?
We have not..., Siress Tinia began.
Dirce put a restraining hand on the other womans shoulder.
Forget it, Tinia. Hes just saying this for public consumption. Hes
undoubtedly recording all of this and will use it for his own purposes if he can get it
out of the system and back to the Colonies. Hes been lying all along.
Iblis smiled, the smile of a predator. It frightened Tinia; she had
dealt with ruthless men and ruthless aliens before, but she had never seen anyone look
like that, superficial handsomeness stripped away to reveal the carnivore lurking under
the gloss.
But Dirce was unmoved. She stepped forward and looked Iblis in the eye. I was not
brought up, Count Iblis, in the school of fear, she said.
Moving, Iblis mocked. Perhaps your words will
comfort you, in the end.
We destroyed the Cylons. We slaughtered every last one of
them. We have sworn that every enemy of humankind will suffer the same fate. We live, you
die.
Iblis rose, pointed a finger at Dirceand nothing happened.
Judging by the Counts flash of frustration before he controlled himself, something
more than a comment had been forthcoming. Siress Tinia smiled a little, touched the
bracelet she wore. So they do work.
Get out, Iblis grated.
Not quite yet, said Siress Tinia. I was sent to
make peace. I can see that that is impossible. In that case, Count Iblis, I must inform
you that a state of war exists between your government and mine, effective at local
midnight tonight.
Fine, Iblis replied. Now, get out.
Remember the Cylons, Iblis, Dirce said over her shoulder
as she followed Tinia out.
Iblis eyes narrowed and he flushed. I do remember the
Cylons, bitch, he shot back, and you will pay for that.
On the way to their shuttle, Tinia wondered, Now why was he so
hot about the Cylons?
Youve got me, said Dirce. You didnt
ask about Xaviar, she added.
Its not important.
Not important? Dirce exclaimed. He knows
everything about our weapons, our tactics....
And its too late now to do anything about it,
Tinia counseled. Dirce, your father was almost certain that this would lead to war.
I was sent to try and buy time and you were sent because you win.
No matter what?
Dont you? Tinia countered.
For an instant the warrior looked very vulnerable, apprehensive.
Others might have seen it as out-of-character, but to Tinia it only emphasized her
friends humanity. I can only try, Tinia.
Rhiannon and Briseis were sitting in the grass by the side of the
flightline at the Fleet base just outside Caprica City, watching the ground crew prep
their striker for the Holocaust Day flyover. The air was warm and sweet with the odors of
life, the sunlight rippled across acres of grass swaying gently in the morning breeze. The
quiet was profound. Rhiannon lay back in the grass and looked up at the cloudless sky and
sighed.
I dont blame you, you know, the woman sitting
beside her said.
Rhiannon looked at her. Briseis was no taller than she, a little
slighter, a few yahrens older, darkly beautiful in the traditional Sagitaran manner.
It wasnt your fault, Briseis went on. It
worked out for the best anyway. I was not very good to youand your navigator
is.
Before Rhiannon could figure out what Briseis was talking about, she
was awake.
Hades, what brought that on? she wondered, rubbing her
temples. She had a headache, but it was fading almost as quickly as the dream.
Im almost afraid to open my eyes. I know for sure that
were not on Flashbolt anymore, she thought. Finally she sat up and
looked. Her surroundings were white and at first glance utterly featureless. As her eyes
adjusted to the soft glow pervading everything she could pick out differences here and
there but wasnt sure if they implied walls or ceilings or floors. Feeling the
surface beneath her, she found that it yielded to pressure but gave no other clues as to
its composition. Looking down at herself, she noticed that her previously black uniform
was white. The silver trim was still silver, but the material was white.
Before she had time to absorb that, or to wonder where Ares and Leah
were, she heard weeping. Leah, she thought, alarmed, and pushed herself to her
feet. Swaying for a centon light-headedly, she focused in on the sound and cautiously
headed in that direction. It looked as if there was a wall or barrier in the way, but she
passed through it without impediment and found Leah sitting on the other side, face in her
hands, crying. Rhiannon knelt beside her and took her in her arms. What is it?
Whats wrong?
Were dead, Rhiannon, I know it, Leah wept.
No, we cant be, Rhiannon said, but recalled her
dream about Briseis. That was too real. Gods, what if we are! We cant
be, she repeated staunchly, as much to reassure herself as her lover. She ran her
fingers through Leahs hair and around to her face. After all, you feel real
enou.... She cut off abruptly when her hand reached her throat and she realized she
didnt have a pulse. In fact, she didnt even feel right.
Leah saw her reaction and asked apprehensively, What is
it?
Nothing, Rhiannon said, the irony unintentional.
Its all right. Have you seen Ares?
No.
Wed better find him. Come on. She rose and drew
Leah up after her.
Leah snatched her hand out of Rhiannons. My God!
she exclaimed, having just made the same discovery Rhiannon had.
All right, maybe we are dead, Rhiannon muttered
disconsolately. Frack.
At that centon Ares appeared through another faintly visible
partition. Hey, are you guys all right? he asked anxiously.
Oh yeah, were having a great time, Rhiannon
replied sarcastically. What the hells going on?
Youve got me. Where is this place? Its kind of a
dump.
I dont think we really want to know.
Um, Ares began, you dont think our religion
is...well, real?
No I do not, Rhiannon said. She looked around and added
to the general air, And if it is, you can go screw yourself!
Rhiannon! Leah exclaimed, alarmed.
Actually, I tend to second her comment, Ares said.
Perhaps, a voice advised from behind them, you
should endeavor to take things more seriously.
Rhiannon whirled and snapped, Oh, were taking things
plenty seriously.
The being standing a few metrons from them was strange indeed. It
was clothed in white garments that shimmered and sparkled as if they were not quite
material. It was about their size and shape, but the only part of it visible were the
eyes, which were large, dark, and slightly luminous.
Who are you? Ares asked.
A friend, the being replied.
A friend? Rhiannon scoffed. You attack our
ship....
I believe you were planning on firing X-ray lasers at
us, the being pointed out mildly.
Well, there was...some discussion of that, Ares
muttered.
You are preventing us from taking important information to our
fleet! Rhiannon accused. Thats hardly the act of a friend.
We needed to learn from you, the being said. We
did not mean to appear aggressive.
Are we dead? Leah ventured.
In a manner of speaking. You are in a dimension quite apart
from your own, one in which you could not exist in your normal physical form, the
being explained.
More subdued, Rhiannon asked, Is this...what happens to people
when they die?
The being looked at her, said, You have yet to find that
out.
I hope I have a long time before I find out.
The being seemed amused. So do we.
Why did you intercept us? Ares asked.
We fight a common foe.
Iblis? Rhiannon asked. Is he one of you?
He uses his powers for evil, for self-aggrandizement, for
destruction.
Leah looked around the place they were, thought of the vast power
that it implied, and asked the being, Why dont you do something about
him?
We can only help you to oppose him. We cannot interfere in any
beings freedom of choice.
Rhiannon was highly offended. What crap! she exploded.
If hes one of you, you have responsibility for him! Dont hand me any
stupid excuses about....
Alarmed, Leah pulled at Rhiannons sleeve.
Rhiannon, she admonished, think about who youre talking to!
I am talking to a moral coward!
Great, Ares muttered, were going to get
zapped by a lightning bolt any centon now....
Once, the being said, ignoring Ares, we were very
much as you are now. We thought in terms of easy answers and simple solutions. Now we know
better. And someday you may be as we are, and know this.
Well I hope not!
We have learned all we needed to know. Now we will release
you. You will remember nothing of this, the being added.
That seems a little unfair, Leah murmured.
Once, long ago, the being told her, we helped your
people when they were few and weak. All too often, those we helped were mistreated, or
they interpreted our help as religious revelation, to use against others as often as for
good. Jealousy, greed, and hatred are basic human emotions. We find it best to operate
more quietly.
Are you what the Book of the Word called angels? she
asked.
Sometimes, the being agreed.
Do we have to take our religion literally? Rhiannon had
to ask.
I understand what troubles you. Your religion, like all
religions, is a human attempt to grasp something beyond comprehensionbeyond our
comprehension. There are as many answers as there are questions, but the final truth is
this; live with honor and hurt no one. Now we will return you to your ship, and if we have
injured or frightened you, we are sorry for it.
Rhiannon thought back to her dream. She had no idea if it was
genuine or not, but she found it gave her a great sense of relief. No, she
said, its all right. And Im sorry I snapped at you. It was unworthy. We
cant understand whatever constraints you have on you.
The being accepted her apology with a nod.
You should eat something, Leah encouraged, pushing a
plate of food under Rhiannons nose.
Not hungry, she muttered, eyeing the food warily.
Were off the planet now, were going home....