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| I can't allow myself |
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| to look forward anymore |
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| Anticipation too |
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| discouraging to absorb |
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| Sometimes lying away awake |
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| Unable to sleep |
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| I can still dream of you |
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| I sat and watched you |
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| Without saying a word |
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| And was happy and proud |
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| To have known you |
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| And terminally sad |
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| Like it seems I always am |
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| Words without sound |
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| Tears without reason |
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| A broke down renegade |
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| Reenergized compassion |
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| And a lyrical soul |
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| Borrowed book of poetry |
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| Comes with a certain spirit |
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| Too kind to believe |
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| Too good to discard |
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| A 1000 thoughts all at once |
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| No one ever meant more |
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| In awe of your inner splendor |
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| Inspired by your attitude (and eyes) |
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| Too much in love |
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| to be able to afford |
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| The feeling again |
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| To pay the price |
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| But all by myself |
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| But not alone |
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| Long ago, far away |
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| You left me behind |
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| The biggest loss of all |
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| Continues to grow |
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| Unconscious on my own |
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| As I tried my best |
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| To move |
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| Move on |
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| Baby steps |
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| One by one |
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| Solo steps |
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| Without a shadow |
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| Because there is no sun |
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| I can still see |
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| And hope you can too |
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| That there are moments |
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| Too precious to endure |
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| Too fiery to forget |
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| This candle can't glow |
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| But it still burns |
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| Obsessive fragrances |
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| Etched in memory |
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| A shadowy silhouette |
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| That dances around |
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| And won't let me be |
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| A sauntering pirouette |
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| That brings a smile |
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| Whenever I see |
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| Anything as beautiful |
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| As I see in you. |
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