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The Fall
Surely I could tell you all sorts of things that
happened before shit littley hit the fan. The people I ran into before,
the new faces I had to deal with, the ignorance of me towards them, or
theirs towards me. Though if I do that, I surely would bore you to
death...
I'm sure its more interesting to read about a rising and falling star,
then those she effected in whatever way it might have been.
Though know, that today I regret allot of things I have done in my life
even if I have problems showing it as I barricaded myself into a shell
out of fear to do wrong again.
That I am still alive today,
I can only blame or give credit to Meerlinda. The woman I spoke of
before, of the Clan Tremere herself, but a woman who is rumored to help
renegade Tremeres, who in foresight had set a plan in action for the
case of a full blown Camarilla attack on me and the north of France,
which came when I the least expected it.
The battle lasted for days and they were even able to break through the
magically enhanced walls of the castle; my home, cornering me down in
the dark halls of the dungeon ready to kill me, (they somehow were able
to break through all magical walls, tearing them down bit by bit to be
able to stop me) as I had long ago forfit my life in the eyes of the
Camarilla. I truly was cornered and had nothing to give anymore as my
blood and powers were depleted and I could not heal as fast as my wounds
were inflicted..
* I felt suddenly terrible pain as a silver stake entered my chest and
heart...Immobilizing me immediately*
Who the fuck told them that I was allergic to Silver?
Who the fuck told them my biggest secret?!?
I will kill them!!!!!.....Aaahhhhhh
I laid there, all still, bleeding; dying... My mind was able to
move in thought but my body was unable to function and act.
I saw them stand over me as suddenly it seemed time
stood still. Nothing was moving, everyone was standing still like they
were frozen in time, only to see Meerlinda suddenly standing there
and looking down at me, the only one moving in my view. I have never
seen her before, but I immediately knew who she was. I felt the power
that emitted from her. I can still today hear her voice, though I don't
know if she mentally spoke to me or if her lips actually moved with each
word. Though her words broke with ease into my head stating:
"Sizzilia, Sizzilia....what should I do with you. So strong but also so
ignorant to the gift given to you. You know your life has come to an end
and unless you agree to what I want from you, I will not help you"
My mind at the time rushed like a thousand miles an hour, wondering what
this woman could possibly want from me. Plus, why in the world would
this woman want to help me. Of course I did not know, that it was her
who
set this up from the get go, so that I finally would break and just stop
whatever I was doing. Finally someone who knew how to bring me down. So
mentally I reached out to her and asked what she wanted in exchange for
my life only to get in return:
"Your Books, the books which your sire gave to you a long time ago, the
books you have been learning from. The books which belong to the House
of Tremere and should be returned."
I did not know if I could trust her, but it did not matter anymore, they
had me where they wanted me, or did the others who came even know? I was
almost laughing if I could have, as I realized that Meerlinda could be actually be
doing this on her own, only to own the books which were stolen from the
Tremere council in Vienna.
Nevertheless seeing how every being, when it comes to it, wants to
survive even I did not want to die, so I agreed to let her have the
books. At least there was a slim chance that she meant what she said.
I let her enter my mind and unblocked all knowledge to
her which I had about the books, where they were and how they were hidden
only to suddenly feel my mind and body enveloped into darkness.
No more pain or worries, no more anger or hatred, I felt light like a
feather, before even my consciousness gave way...
Perhaps I fainted, perhaps I finally found final death. At the time I did not
know but I surely felt free and it felt good....
 
 
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